
INA POV.
TRACTS..
The sound of the door slamming sounded so loud I was shocked and immediately called my husband,
“Where are you from, in the rain of a storm like this?”my question, mas Feri seemed to swallow the throat of his throat, he approached and looked into my eyes sharply while hissing, haughty,
“I, haven't really lost you yet Ina?”the question was slow and flat, I gasped trying to look at his bead. I can still remember what I said when I found out that time Feri married Rara.
“Mas, I mean kam-“my words stopped.
“Mana?, where is Ina who said, loved the ferry so much?.’’tujarn, my breath was stinged and bowed, I concluded mas Feri had known everything, seeing my reaction bowed as Feri grabbed and squeezed my shoulders tightly.
“What happened!”
“Say Ina!”he said, I was silent, unable to shake my lips, it was difficult to find a word that could dampen his anger but I found nothing, as a result I could only tear while still, I could only shed tears,
“Look at me, and say something,”bentaknya loud but sounding a little moaning, I tremble to feel the mas Feri squeezing and shaking my body rough, I can only cry while saying.
“Mas, release the pain.”lirihku tried to move my shoulder, violently mas Feri pushed me until I staggered, I gasped and tried to see his eyes with tears streaming.
“Tell Ina, did you and Aldo?-“pronouncement Feri stopped, he bowed rubbing his face to the corner of his eyes, I could see he was crying and regulating heavy-looking breathing
“Ma-s.”lirihku approached crying a hiccup. he retreated and only seemed to wait for my answer but my heart was so heavy that it could not speak.
He was upset to see me shut up, like he couldn't be patient anymore until he screamed blindly to destroy everything,
Trangs...
Prangs....
Duars..
“Jawab I Ina! Please don't let me think that my wife is a bitch!”he shouted, I tremble shut my ears to shards of Gucci and other goods in hempas mas Feri strong.
“Hiks,,,”tangisku moaning covered my face I cried hysterically sobbing, seeing my reaction was a trembling Feri clenched his fingers and suddenly pulled a fist into the decorative glass behind him, when the glass cracked and broke, my eyes were round seeing his hand hurt and the fresh blood on the badly cracked glass, I stood up and approached in dismay.
“Mas your hand is slumped-“my speech stopped in tune with a great slap drifting down my cheek, I was swept and bowed rubbing my cheek.
“I hurt my own hand once, when I slapped you back then Ina, and now if I could I would throw this hand away, because it touched you”guramnya, my breath was stinged staring at the floor of the room. Mas Feri left by hitting the door strong room, and shortly after, I heard his car speeding, I was still pushy while stroking my cheek which still felt sore.
No words, only pain, which is so bad. Is it my fault? mas Feri couldn't quite accept this, I was stuck in his game, I felt guilty to myself, if he knew every second I was cursing myself for this, he said, have you ever thought this wasn't easy for me, I admit I was lulled, but it's not entirely my fault, I don't know. What is clear now is that I am just a trash woman who is not worthy of anyone anymore.Even mas Feri was disgusted to see me even touch me, why there is pain as painful as this, it feels like I would rather just die, rather than me seeing the hatred that was in Feri's eyes for me, he's my world, my life and my death,
“Hiks,,,”rintyhku gathered while glancing at the whole room that was destroyed and messy, he said,
“Mas Ferries..”lirihku cried sobbing, my chest felt so dense, even the crying and screaming could not relieve him I was downcast closed my eyelids while tears poured great.
“My life is really over.’’gihku stammered, crying hysterically in the middle of that stormy night.
INA POV.
TRACTS..
The sound of the door slamming sounded so loud I was shocked and immediately called my husband,
“Where are you from, in the rain of a storm like this?”my question, mas Feri seemed to swallow the throat of his throat, he approached and looked into my eyes sharply while hissing, haughty,
“I, haven't really lost you yet Ina?”the question was slow and flat, I gasped trying to look at his bead. I can still remember what I said when I found out that time Feri married Rara.
“Mas, I mean kam-“my words stopped.
“Mana?, where is Ina who said, loved the ferry so much?.’’tujarn, my breath was stinged and bowed, I concluded mas Feri had known everything, seeing my reaction bowed as Feri grabbed and squeezed my shoulders tightly.
“What happened!”
“Say Ina!”he said, I was silent, unable to shake my lips, it was difficult to find a word that could dampen his anger but I found nothing, as a result I could only tear while still, I could only shed tears,
“Look at me, and say something,”bentaknya loud but sounding a little moaning, I tremble to feel the mas Feri squeezing and shaking my body rough, I can only cry while saying.
“Mas, release the pain.”lirihku tried to move my shoulder, violently mas Feri pushed me until I staggered, I gasped and tried to see his eyes with tears streaming.
“Tell Ina, did you and Aldo?-“pronouncement Feri stopped, he bowed rubbing his face to the corner of his eyes, I could see he was crying and regulating heavy-looking breathing
“Ma-s.”lirihku approached crying a hiccup. he retreated and only seemed to wait for my answer but my heart was so heavy that it could not speak.
He was upset to see me shut up, like he couldn't be patient anymore until he screamed blindly to destroy everything,
Trangs...
Prangs....
Duars..
“Jawab I Ina! Please don't let me think that my wife is a bitch!”he shouted, I tremble shut my ears to shards of Gucci and other goods in hempas mas Feri strong.
“Hiks,,,”tangisku moaning covered my face I cried hysterically sobbing, seeing my reaction was a trembling Feri clenched his fingers and suddenly pulled a fist into the decorative glass behind him, when the glass cracked and broke, my eyes were round seeing his hand hurt and the fresh blood on the badly cracked glass, I stood up and approached in dismay.
“Mas your hand is slumped-“my speech stopped in tune with a great slap drifting down my cheek, I was swept and bowed rubbing my cheek.
“I hurt my own hand once, when I slapped you back then Ina, and now if I could I would throw this hand away, because it touched you”guramnya, my breath was stinged staring at the floor of the room. Mas Feri left by hitting the door strong room, and shortly after, I heard his car speeding, I was still pushy while stroking my cheek which still felt sore.
No words, only pain, which is so bad. Is it my fault? mas Feri couldn't quite accept this, I was stuck in his game, I felt guilty to myself, if he knew every second I was cursing myself for this, he said, have you ever thought this wasn't easy for me, I admit I was lulled, but it's not entirely my fault, I don't know. What is clear now is that I am just a trash woman who is not worthy of anyone anymore.Even mas Feri was disgusted to see me even touch me, why there is pain as painful as this, it feels like I would rather just die, rather than me seeing the hatred that was in Feri's eyes for me, he's my world, my life and my death,
“Hiks,,,”rintyhku gathered while glancing at the whole room that was destroyed and messy, he said,
“Mas Ferries..”lirihku cried sobbing, my chest felt so dense, even the crying and screaming could not relieve him I was downcast closed my eyelids while tears poured great.
“My life is really over.’’gihku stammered, crying hysterically in the middle of that stormy night.
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