
POV FERRIES
I'm sitting lethargic on the edge of the hotel bed after waking up from my sleep, I'm breathing hard when I turn off my phone, there are some missed calls from Ina, I'm not talking to Ina now, maybe I need to get away from her life to make her satisfied. I'm so desperate now, what am I supposed to do.
To cure Ina all the ways I've traveled have even brought another woman into our household, rushed me to the bathroom and packed up, she said, today I will meet someone who is influential for Ina's life.Yang always sannya news Ina and hope Ina is fine, yes it ningsih her birth mother Ina, I never told Ina that I was still actively communicating with her birth mother because Ina did not want to meet her mother. After I finished packing, I got out of the hotel and drove to my in-laws' contract, which was,
Once there I knocked on the door limping and dumbstruck the middle-aged woman tried to open the door, the frail body that had begun to ache seemed to spread a smile seeing me coming,
“Nak Ferries in nak?”he said opening the door wide I entered and gave the parcel that I had bought earlier on the road.
“A long time ago nak Feri not here?”say ibuk while sitting.
“Yes buk, lately, Ferries are very busy.’’timpalku, my in-laws are smiling.
“Ya I understand, Ina how is’’tanyanya I momentarily silent and sighed.
“Good bu’short me, his eyes glazed and his lips trembled, buk nigsih could not stem his tears and sobbed, sobbing,
“I'm a bad mother, I threw away my son for my husband, it's karma. My husband remarried a rich woman and I hated my son for life.I might die alone,
“Don't be so buk, there will be Ferries. Sorry buk, I have not been able to meet my mother with Ina, her mood is unstable. The last 5 years she had extra therapy to eliminate her trauma, I fear Ina the more down I found you guys” explained me,
“Taka pa kiddo, you already want to visit ibuk only, mother is very happy”sutnya.
“Ina is with the right family, Mama Rania is my aunt she loves Ina more than anything. Back ibuk nigsih sniffled, back,
“Thank God, may Ina always be happy, for the sake of mother please take good care of Ina Fer, I'm sure you must be a very good man, only you can be happy Ina, I'm sure,”tow I nodded and stroked my in-laws shoulder softly,
“Feri back first ya buk, take care of yourself ibuk well,’’
“Good nak”neya.
POV RARA'S.
This afternoon I and Mba Ina combed through the city streets and almost every hotel and lodging place we came to look for Feri mas, mba Ina continued to grumble while driving.
“Kok can you can not intercept Rara, should call me.’’gamnya I still mute imagine the events last night. Was I wrong to say it was the same Feri, was I wrong to ask for my marriage ferry mas, maybe if I obediently he would not go like this, but am I that excited? I'm not a bitch.
“Rara you heard me no the hell?”yelled mba Ina disperse my daydream.
“I have tried to stop mba, mas Feri kayaknya already desperate so”ketusku. Mba Ina sighed and said inexhaustibly.
“What makes Mas Feri so desperate, instead he has found a solution to his problem. What else sih”gutu.
"She does need ****, but her heart also can not be forced, can open the eyes and realize the hell, mas Feri is very loving mba?”my words were a little high with inexhaustible.mba Ina just kept quiet while staying focused on the steering and the situation outside.
“For ever he will not be able to love me, should see such a husband mba mba must be able to get rid of that phobia, and be a perfect wife, your household has been very beautiful, you have been, mba is very lucky to have mas Ferries,”gerutuku, for a moment mba Ina take a breath. Then try saying.
“But why can't you, make him love you”he said glance briefly and refocus driving, I saw him with eyes slightly open and mouth agape. Upset to hear it I took a breath and said a little loudly.
“Can be aja mba. But what would mba want? mas Feri cares more about me and does not care about mba, maybe he does not want to hurt me and mba appearance of his life, or I could just take mas Feri away because I do not want to share?’’I said speaking in annoyance. Instantly mba Ina stepped on the brake. And look at me with a sharp look.
“Do you have any intention of taking mas Ferries away?”with teary eyes. I took a breath and said.
‘Yes. Because that is how women should be! the woman is jealous and will never want to share!”I said mba Ina looked washed away and back leaning she rubbed her face and shed tears.
“Trust me, I don't want to share either, I was sick when the Ferries came to you, I did this for Feri's sake, please love this poor woman, I can't part with my husband.”his tears sobbed, reflex I was surprised by his reaction. I slowly reached for his shoulder and said
“Mba Rara lost it if, anyways Rara will not be able to take mas Feri away because she loves mba” explained me, mba Ina sobbed by covering her face, I tried to embrace and hug mba Ina the woman could only cry as hiccups. He came out of his arms and said as he turned on the car engine again.
“We have to report to the police?”ablaze
“So he's never been like this before,”he said anxiously.
“Maybe we better let the Feri mas own mba, later he will return him the man responsible, mas Feri will understand. If mba Ina really needs him.”clearku.
“Alright, we go back home, finalize the plan we want to picnic”lirih mba Ina, I smile and try to stroke his shoulder.
“It could be another time,”short me, Mba Ina just nodded. And drive back to the car.
Afternoon visiting because I was bored in the room, I went to Ina mba in her room who was sitting on the balcony of the room while staring at the blue sky that had begun to blend orange.
“Mba..”sapaku. sontak mba Ina turn
“Ya Ra,”sahutya smiling.
“Where if we go out, do not get bored at home,”ujarku, I just want to try to cheer him up.
“I don't like the crowd Ra, I'm more comfortable alone.”timpalnya I slightly sing my lips,
“Mba, if this continues, mba will not heal, where tau when mba open to the world mba can slowly recover, out there, out there, a lot of new things that will mba know’’ujarku, mba Ina seemed to think for a moment.
“Alright,”tapnya I smiled and went down preparing.
“Mba be prepared, we will go to cafes, sightseeing or even to places of entertainment?”I said, mba Ina just nodded sluggishly,
An hour passed, we enjoyed the afternoon until dusk in a cafe, but mba Ina, looking very discouraged, he was lethargic to check his phone many times hoping there were messages and calls from the Feri mas. But it looks like she has to be patient again because nothing has been said from her husband.
“This is even a few hours without news, like if for days I look happy I sympathize, although I can not deny also that I miss the same husband mba Ina.
“Yes, patient MBA. I'm sure mas Feri also miss the same mbak”ujarku mba Ina just manyun, not far from our table, there are a couple of lovers, it seems he is not a local maybe a tourist who is out for a walk, women's clothing is very minimal and men are white skinned like Europeans, just maybe the Asian girls who have exotic skin, they look friendly like they do not care about people around, cuddle even make out, make out, mba Ina who also saw it reflexively asked flatly,
“Let what? That cake?”in short I chuckled and said to him.
“That's love mba, the world even as it belongs to both of them. There are many ways for people to express love, sometimes there are people who prefer personal and some even indulge, because indeed if we already love, whatever the conditions and situation we will be happy” explained Iuu, mba Ina looked clean and whispered.
“That even looks like a delusion of wits”his partner whispered, I laughed crisply and said,
“Iya mba, sometimes love like that, . Can make sane people go crazy, and crazy people get sane,” My words chuckle, mba Ina also chuckles. And she was silent as if remembering something she was trembling and her eyes were glazed.
“I've seen a sane man so madly loved, that he shed his own flesh and blood for the sake of her husband, ”lirihnya tears reflex I fell silent,
“Who?”my many.
“Crazy man,”His speech is heavy, I understand Ina's feelings and don't want to ask around again afraid she's getting down, I know,
“Ya already mba, do not think if burdening the mind, we can go home?”I asked Mba Ina to wipe her tears and said,
“Come, where tau mas Feri is already at home’’nejarnya I nodded with a warm smile, pinned also hope in my heart that it is true, I am also anxious and thought mas Feri now where. We went from there until we both jolted because of the presence of a man who suddenly dragged my arm away from the mba Ina,
“Aldo you anything’an anyway!”hardik I threw my hands rough, he's my girlfriend, we broke up a month ago because he was caught walking with another girl, I let him down and broke the relationship unilaterally.
“Darling you've shaken me, you misunderstood me. He's not my affair”his whisper his cheek until it grips my shoulder, I squirm with a thrashing don't want to be persuaded.
“Go..! I can't continue our relationship”Segot me, Aldo pissed my shoulders and said.
“But why baby, this is just a misunderstanding. And where have you been all this time just disappeared?’’askanyanya I choose not to answer and beruhuh want to go, but Aldo tried to intercept me and hugged me forcibly seeing the incident mba Ina reflex dragged me and slapped Aldo's cheek round my eyes as Aldo silently stroked his cheek,
“Please don't be insolent!”hardiknya, I sniffed for a moment I nilar see mba Ina's actions are excessive in my opinion, but because it mba mba Ina anti-abuse, he might consider Aldo's actions a crime.
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