FRIGID GIRL VS OBSESSED GIRL

LETTER

POV FERRIES

 When I was caught in the silence of a night like this I couldn't close my eyes again when I could still hear Rara's cries stopping me back then , I tried not to think about it but why my wife Ina seemed to help me to remember all this, hearing from the man yesterday made me so shaky, I did feel so guilty, indeed, but my heart wants to escape from all of this reality, the fact that I am the villain who has dared to hang someone's feelings and play him at will.

I tried to be stupid with this. But whatever my day, I can't erase Rara from my memory, she's not at all wrong in this, she's just a victim of my behavior, she's a victim of mine, if at that time I did not bring him to the top to touch him on the bed, the girl's heart would not be badly injured like this, it was not easy for Rara to get through this, it was not easy for Rara to get through this, but I also can't disappoint and betray Ina, I'd love to bandage her wound, if I knew how to treat Rara so she's not fragile without hurting Ina in the least. If I had any other path that would not bring any change to my heart and mind, maybe I would have done it, I squealed and slightly rubbed my face, next to me sat down now Ina who was sleeping was inching when she realized I woke up, she slowly rubbed her eyes and also sat down.

“Mas? You why?”he asked, a little I breathed and said.

“Nothing dear, you are sleeping again. Mas Just thought there was an unfinished file, so mas check first,” My conversation went to take Ina's laptop nodded and returned to the spread.

“Mas, don't stay up? Can it still be done tomorrow?”the door was I nodded and smiled.

“You rest easy baby, you are sleeping gih,”itahku Ina nodded and smiled trying to improve her sleeping position.

Back to the void incarnated in my inner room, a little me I am sorry and rubbed my nose because of dizziness, what makes me can absorb this, even I can not calm down, it feels, I can't keep going like this. Upset I snatched the phone on the nightstand and tried to see when Rara was active, my breath was stung she was inactive a month ago, maybe I will come to her tomorrow with Ina, I will go to her, in order for my heart to calm down and not feel too guilty, I honestly worry about it too,

Morning visit, after breakfast I came to Ina.

“Mas. Coming home from our office to my mom's place yes, Ina miss siituasi at home mama.”.

“Yes, alright but later, you come with me huh? We meet Rara.”I briefly put on an ordinary face a little Ina looked at me flatly, I said,

“That night you said you wanted to see Rara, I got word from her brother if she was sick again, so this might be the right time.”clearku, Ina nodded.

"Oh, Ina thought I didn't like it. Ina asked Rara?''I asked him by looking at my face

"Not to like, anyway mas many thoughts last night did not answer. "

“Rara, pain mas? What pain?”in short, it looks anxious,

“I don't know either, that's why we find out later.’’ujarku, Rushing Ina took the blazer and her bag and came back to me,

“So today, we are kebandung mas?”he asked, I clumsy and tried to answer stammeringly,,

“Dear, he's here, he's not a bandung.”ujarku, looks Ina nanar while nodding I drag his arm to the car slowly.

Once there I and Ina went down, Ina looked at the man who was saying goodbye to Rara's parents carefully.

“Mas, that's Aldo's girlfriend Rara,”short for my wife, immediately I shifted my focus to the car engine and turned to the man, the same man I met at that time.

“Where do you know she's Rara's boyfriend?”I asked while still seeing the man was about to leave on his bike.

"at that time, he had met both of them at the same time as Rara" he said

“Mas, why should lie in the house of Rara bandung, anyway if it turns out Rara still lives in Jakarta,”gerutu Ina when out of the car. I looked a little and said.

“The name is also a lie.”ujarku Ina took Breath and tried to hold my hand to enter,

Once there, Rara's parents seemed welcoming, we who were still at the door, he said,

“Siang buk, I'm Ina and this is my husband, we both want to see Rara, Ranara there”Tanya Ina for a moment the aunt saw us alternately before she said.

“There..he's sick again, let's go in!”

We also followed the middle-aged woman who still looked beautiful deep. Arriving in the room I could see Rara lying stiff. Silently not shaking,

“It's been a month, Rara is like this, her body is weak. She did not want to talk and always cried, I was confused how to cure it.’’obviously her mother, I heard while glancing on the bed, Ina who could not wait to talk with Rara was coming over.

“Ra, It's me Ina, what's wrong with you Ra?”tanyanya softly nodded beside Rara lying down, I walked closer to the two of them. I can see Rara being able to wriggle her neck a little looking at me when she was previously unable to answer Ina's question.

“M-mmas.”lirihnya raspy with teary eyes, I mendegup mris see the situation like that. Seeing Rara's tears, and her hands trying to reach me made Ina nanar and try to avoid letting me approach the woman trembling in tears and trying to grab my arm strong, feeling something strange Ina approached.

“Mas, why would Rara's reaction like this see you?”As he asked inexhaustibly, I was also confused how to explain it, in Rara's sobs, her mother came over.

“Sorry, maybe Rara has not been found. He's been in a lot of depression for two months, we've had a really hard time communicating with him, I'm asking you guys to come visit another time, he said, I sniffed and tried to stand away from him, Ina who looked confused was also trying to drag my arm, I could see Rara's eyes as if to talk to me but I chose to silence my throat.

“Mas, Come..”lirih Ina dragged my hand out.

Once in the car I was still wondering how sad Rara was, I couldn't focus until it turned out Ina wasn't with me in the car, back I looked out the window of my car and I could see Rara's mother talking to Ina to give her something, I was broadcasting and trying to get out again, Ina who came to me frantically looking at my glass it was as if Ina was saying hello.

“Mas what's up? Let's go home now, Rara can not be met now.”tujarnya I glanced at the paper in Ina's hands and tried to sow it.

“Sweet what is it?”my many. I glanced at the paper and kept walking.

“Kata mama Rara, she had time to write this letter before Down.”ejarnya I snuggled and tried to snatch.

“Mas, here's a letter to me,”short Ina avoids the paper from reach when she gets in the car, I open the door for Ina and come in too. sounding in the steering wheel My cold sweat poured out as I looked at the letter Ina was holding, I thought, maybe it was an outpouring ati Rara, he said, what if he told me how much he misses me or some other sort of thing that must have cornered me. Slowly Ina tried to open the contents of the letter, I dagdigdug waiting for Ina's reaction, but after a few minutes I could see, Ina was swept away and shed tears, I was confused as to what the contents of the letter were. Ina turned to me with a wistful look making thousands of questions run through my brain.

“Mas, we have to take Rara. back”lirihnya I knit my eyebrows inexhaustible. I looked at my wife's face for a long time, but I couldn't find any answers. What was on his mind, he knew what he was saying.

KABOOOORRR...

TAKUUT.....