
Under the night sky in the capital city of Jakarta Aldo motor drove definitely my residence, along the way I always think, about the problem that so disturbed my heart and mind, I do not imagine if it is true, if it is true, it means that now my world is not fine, I tremble and tremble once. Until I realized Aldo's bike stopped in front of the house.
“We're up.’’ucap Aldo I snagged and tried to get off.
“Thank you Al, sorry I couldn't ask you to come in because Feri wasn't at home, I'm happy, Aldo nodded and said.
“Oh, no matter mba, Aldo also want to go straight home,”tujarnya I was silent when Aldo turned the engine motor, but I turned my head back when the motorbike did not walk, a little I turned to look at his face. the one from earlier bowed
“Do not think too much, Aldo does not want mba Ina why-napa”jauannya I smile and nod.
“Makasih ya”ujarku Aldo seemed to gas and instantly disappeared, my breath was stung stepping foot inside the house. Can't wait for tomorrow to come. So that I can understand the truth.
The morning after finishing packing, I returned to the office to find out something about the victims of the fire, once there I could see his assistant mas Feri seemed to start his work, he said,
“Asri can we talk to you for a minute?”my many. He looked over and nodded.
“What's up buk.”times,
“I mintak data workers who became victims of the fire.”ujarku, swiftly Asri took the file that seems to have been prepared.
“This is buk, there are two people, one is severe and the other is just a light wound.”I said I snatched and snatched the file while looking at it flat, I can see Asri was wrong. I took a breath and pulled the beam up and went to Feri's room.
“Alright, I will match this data with the list of warehouse workers I have.’’papku into the room, somehow I can see Asri looks anxious looks more silent and bowed.
Treaty…
The sound of the door of my room was a little tight, reflex I swept all the views in the work room Feri and tried to scramble him looking for something.
“I know it's just a lie, there must be something,”my words just keep opening the drawer one by one, my eyes round when I see the woman's bag in the drawer, the dongker-colored blink-blink bag, the, and it was familiar to me, I can still remember that time, this bag was carried by Rara the last time I drove her home, trembling try to lift and I rogoh the contents I was annoyed to throw the contents one by one, I just hurt to see the items more and more refer to his Rara..
Brugh..
“Arrgh..”yerku threw hard the bag into dindiing.
“Hiks...”tangisku broke while struggling, I cried sobbing. Until Asri came inside.
“Beraniny you hid from me, how much did Feri pay you to lie ha?”annoyed with tears in his eyes, Asri bowed unmoved.
“Starting today, you I fired!”my hardik the girl's breath seemed to sting and intercept me.
“But buk..”tujarnya try to pull my arm, but I memlih hurry to go ignore him to meet the Feri mas to Rara's house.
Once there, I found the house empty. Several times I gedor but no one said,
“Someone please open the door.’’ujarku, seeing the commotion one of the citizens who was passing by was reprimanding me.
“Sorry, the house is empty. The family went away. Don't know where,”ucapnya. I let out a breath of tightness.
“About them where?”my many.
“Not knowing mba, pkoknya yesterday they left.’’jarnya I mendegup and return home with annoyance. Somehow I vent my frustration and heartache all the way to my house feeling weak, I can only cry hysterically, how many times I hit a pillow and even throw to break whatever is there, he said, I am so broken and fragile. Mirisnya I can not overflow my regret on the Feri mas because the number is not active, because the number is not active,
Until the night of visiting my situation was still the same. With the state of the room in disarray, I pilar see the night sky with tears even I can not afford to turn on my room lights, moonlight only makes me more slurred as if he was scorned’ me. now
Plugs…
I was surprised when the room lights came on, I turned to the door with a flat face and puffy eyes because I cried so hard that I did not hear Feri's car coming, but I did not hear Feri's car, I could see Feri standing with his face full of question marks, maybe he was surprised, looking home with the lights off and my room in disarray there were bells and things strewn everywhere. She approached with teary eyes. I sighed trying to stand up and said trembling.
“Mas, are you here? Please explain, the truth is not true? I didn't lose my husband? hiks”tangisku moaned, mas Feri silenced while hugging me tightly, I thrashed from his embrace and said.
“Please answer me, don't shut up. You stole time to be with Rara? You betrayed me, that's impossible isn't it?”my whine buried my face in his chest, nothing came out of his mouth but his hand clenched me tighter. I was upset and tried to look at her face which also seemed to be whirling with tears. I trembled and tried to pierce his chest many times.
“Please answer me, don't shut up. And why are you crying ha.. have you married him”gerutuku with tears raining mas Feri silent not flinching. He held down my pretty hard arm so many times without a word,
“Jawab i mas.. hiks.”tangisku, I rest assured. I'm tired, I really feel fragile. Seeing that Feri was silent so much as my world was destroyed this instant, I meant that silence was the truth, that he had shared love and betrayed our sacred marriage vows. my husband, whom I trust so much that he loves and is loyal to me, I firmly believe that he will never share his love with anyone, and that he will never share it with me,, but now I was made aware of the fact that made me crumble and almost destroyed, from his silence had answered all the questions that I threw earlier. I have really lost Feri, mas Feri, there was something that filled my heart so I felt claustrophobic and could only moan.Wish Feri to say something, but no. My hope is dashed, she keeps quiet with the truth that yes, she has married Rara, and explains that Rara is everything to her, even my tears are meaningless to my husband, he could see me whimpering in pain by choosing not to flinch at all, I hated to see his tears, it was useless if the reason for me was tears of blood. once in a while Feri incised this deep wound, for this woman he said he always loved. for the wife he would choose only one for so long, he said, there is only Ina and stays with Ina forever where the proof is now just nonsense.
“Hiks.. My world has been destroyed”riintihku all the while shaking in the head of pain that was rained