
From the outside, Ina heard me cross paths with the doctor sir when at door , I went to check it seemed mba Ina had just come from outside sontaak I was astonished and confused where mba Ina just now, he is not usually like this dare to go alone without a ferry mas, what is in search of out the house is so important, I know how mba Ina.
“Bagas, how?”ask the doctor.
“For now, maybe that long ago, tomorrow I will come back again. No need for anyone to worry Rara is not excessive depression, she only needs therapy a few times and will recover so you are calm aja.”jujarnya hear me drifting and my breath stinged, why do people think I'm sick, I'm fine. It was as if I was mentally ill just seeing their reaction. I went back to my room and threw myself on the bed. Time feels too slow to pass. I can't wait to see Feri and complain to him with all my complaints.
Evening visiting, after finishing bathing and wearing my best clothes I was veiled in front of the mirror as beautiful as possible, I can still feel the beauty of a day with the Feri mas at that time, I could still feel the beauty of a day with the Feri, to make my lips do not stop frowning smile, I combed my hair slowly while still imagining a beautiful night with him but it all had to fall apart because mba Ina back. The bond that was previously tightly woven just slipped away. In the daydream I was stunned when I heard Car Feri enter the garage. I rushed down and opened the door for her, but Ina, who looked busy in the kitchen, could only see with a flat gaze, as I ran slowly to open the door, he also seemed to rush to wash his hands that were preparing dinner, for a moment he approached probably males to see my togetherness, because I had taken over his duty to welcome the ferry mas he returned to the kitchen.
“Mas, really long time to go home,’I grabbed my bag and helped him open his suit, mba Ina seemed to not care about us. Mas Feripun seemed reluctant to answer with an occasional glance at his wife.
“Ih, Mas. You don't hear me?”I said Feri turned his head and said while nodding at the sofa
“I haven't been to the office before, so that's why I had to overhaul some of the data in the company file" he said, I was too calm and rested at his feet to help him take off his shoes, seeing my reaction Feri was reacting.
“Rara, What are you doing, let's stand.”he said, I just kept touching her feet and helped her open her shoes. Seeing me who ngeyel mas Feri was upset and snapped
“Rara!”hardiknya, I quietly sighed and turned to him.
“Why mas, Rara only wants this practice, willing, sincere, and sincerely Rara dear very same mas, mas, please let Rara do what Ina also”ucapku did with teary eyes Feri snorted and said.
“I can myself do not need, thanks Rara.”he said annoyed, take off his shoes in a hurry. He stood up leaving me. I was overwhelmed with tears and turned to Ina who seemed to have seen all this, I tried to shake my lips to talk to her.
“Mba see, because mba hast mas Ferries him like this? he b always avoids me like that, I'm not as lucky as mba, I've never been happy mba! For the first time I found myself happy with Feri, but trying to destroy my dreams, remember, I helped you too. Having a broken family and living a long life is not happiness! Why can't you just let me be happy! I just want a little bit of your happiness!"I shouted, I was crying, somehow my chest was tight and I was so relieved to be able to say it, mba Ina frowned with trembling lips, trembling, I could see he was also concerned about what I said, he approached while saying.
“Rara, trust me. I'm not too lucky either, you don't know if-“his words I intercepted.
“Don't say anything else. It won't change everything, I just want Feri now, his love, he loves me mbak! I know it.”tasku and go to the room while a hiccup crying.
Two days passed, I locked myself in the room and refused to talk to the two sickly lovebirds, I went back down and locked myself in anyone, she said,
“Eat first non Rara breakfastnya”pinta Lastri, I glanced at a little of that food and sizzled.
“Mas Ferries where?”I'm shriveled, though,
“Master, she's out of town with lady Rania, “my eyes are a little rounded and turned to her.
“Then mba Ina?”I asked Lastri to look up and say,
“It was in his room.”in short, back I took a breath of relief. At least I don't need to be cold to imagine their togetherness, I went out and saw Ina who was relaxed in front of the TV. Suddenly his relaxation was interrupted because his phone vibrated.
“Ya Hello?”tanyanya, I don't know what the answer from there seemed mba Ina stoked to improve her sitting position, he said,
“Okey I'm waiting for you, thank you so much”tapnya I am a manyun and back in the room. For a moment I thought about calling Feri, hurrying I messed up my phone but I was suddenly heartbroken to first welcome Feri, I was confused lately mas Feri so cold to me.
In the afternoon, when Feri came home, I peeked at him from behind the window curtains, I could see he was kissing and hugging Mba Ina who came to greet him. Rebellious my chest felt burning, I again nodded on the bed and shed tears, annoyed that Feri had really thought I was no longer here,
“Hiks.. I can't keep gettingiini”voice because my chest feels tight. At the same time I could hear the sound of Aldo's motorbike, I regained my senses and stood again near the window, I could not believe it, I saw Aldo dare to come here. Who asked him to come I was upset and tried to meet them all outside.
‘’This is mas, know Aldo, he made Rara I want to take her grave tonight here same picnic we tomorrow, Rara might be a little rilex if back to the top.’’tow I made a glance at Aldo.
“Oh, thank you Aldo for coming, this is a shock, usually my wife does not like events like this, thank you, it seems you have made a lot of progress now”ujar mas Feri embrace mba Ina, I took a breath and approached,
“Rara, I'm glad you look much better here”sapa Aldo I just want to glance at Feri mas and mba Ina who looks happy talking both in the house.
“Al. go what you do here,”gueramku. He slightly raised his shoulders and said.
“Mba Ina, she felt guilty about the slap of time, as her apology, she invited me to dinner here, I thought it must be exciting because there was you, I thought, and tomorrow must be more fun once ” obviously went into me keesal clenched my finger and also come inside.
Dinner dinner was a guest night, mba Ina and Lastri looked busy in the kitchen. I was reluctant to leave the room, occasionally I monitored the ones outside and searched the ferry where, uh, my eyeball stopped when in the living room I could see he looked busy with his laptop before joining those at the dinner table, I went out and approached him, he said,
“Mas,,”sapaku, a little he turned his head and refocused on his laptop,
“Ya, Ra, you first gih, it looks like Ina and the others have been waiting at the dinner table.’’hunjarnya. I sighed and nodded sitting beside him.
“Mas, lately mas why the hell is the same Rara. Rara please don't be like this. “rengekku for a moment he turned to me and said,
“Why? Mas busy Ra, you lied.”ucapnya slowly.
“Mas, means mba Ina what the hell brought Aldo here. I'm waiting for your promise mas, if you don't want to marry Rara, then why did I bring Rara again to this house?”tanyaku. mas Feri silenced to complete his task and clenched the laptop.
“Already, let's meet them now, besides this is not the right time to talk about it, mas are busy now, and you still hurt? Yes already medicated first aja.”tujarn, I sighed to see the Feri mas passed, a little I can be relieved at least mas Feri no intention for my marriage.