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Raka closed her eyes, taking a deep breath so long as her burly hand grasped the ground that she took from the tomb in front of her.
Tears that he had been holding since, now he could not stand anymore. Her chest already feels so tight.
Shadow after shadow, when she held her three babies at birth. The tiny finger that was so cold and pale, made his heart even more broken.
Her face is very similar to her and Ryana. The hair was thick enough with eyes closed, just like a sleeping baby. Makes Raka very eager to re-hug her.
But now he can no longer. They had already slept in peace under the mound of earth he was currently holding.
Actually, Raka still can not be sincere and willing to lose her baby baby. Moreover, when he had to see the three bodies of babies who had to be buried and in the ground cucumber, with only wrapped in a shroud. It made his heart so sore and so tight.
"I'm sorry Dad, I'm sorry you haven't been able to look after you guys.Hiks hyks." Raka continued muttering and raving alone in front of the three graves of her children.
Two baby boys and one baby girl, should be able to be a beautiful and handsome child that will complement the life and household of Raka and Ryana.
However, what can be done, if God's destiny does not allow them to live together with their parents.
"Ka, please!" said Farhan who had been faithful waiting for his friend at the funeral.
All the families have gone home and some have returned to the hospital. And now, only two friends left Raka who accompanied her.
"Ikhla? It's not that easy!" said Raka increasingly sobbing, "They are still too small, they are very small, have not even had time to see this world. Butβhiks hiks!" pekik Raka restrained.
"Gue is so stupid, I swear I am the most stupid man in the world hyks hyks hyks." muttered Raka with a voice so hoarse and raucous, "If I had been horrified Ryana at that time. Of course this isn't going to happen, is it? Ryana won't go into a coma, and my son's hyks. Will they not be victims? It's my fault, it's my fault Aarrkkkhhhh!!!" his strangulation instantly grabbed the hair so strongly as to vent his anger on himself.
"Tell me Ka, you're just as young Ryana. I'm sure, you guys will definitely be able to change even better." continued Farhan, "Mending now we return to the hospital. Ryana also needs elo Ka." he added trying to persuade Raka to be brought home.
They were at the funeral for almost three hours when everyone came home. Not Farhan and Gilang did not want to accompany Raka or unfaithful friends. However, he also thought about the health of Raka who since morning or even yesterday afternoon had not been filled with food.
Meanwhile, Raka who heard the name Ryana, as if realized that he still has Ryana. At once Raka immediately moved and rushed away without inviting the two friends who had accompanied her since.
...~To be continuous......
Jack: Mom
Mommy: Yes Ka, what's wrong? #Smiling softly
Raka: This is a dream, right, Mom? Come on Mom, wake me up π₯Ί
Mommy: Try standing in the middle of the road Ka, wait for a truck to pass by. If you feel pain means this is not a dream
Raka : Kill me Mom if it's π€§ππ
Mommy : Forgive Mommy Ka. Mommy's not a life-revoking angel. So Mom couldn't
Raka: In fact Mommy already took the lives of my three children Mom!
Mommy : ππππ