Can I Love You?

Focus

"i love you, Aira. You are the only woman in my heart"

Meanwhile, Datiyah's legs felt limp and her heart felt squeezed. He tried to hold back his sad face with his smile.

"I don't love Datiyah, I just love you," Gama said it like saying a mantra. And then kissed Aira's forehead.

Datiya, smiled and turned around. "Let's go" Datiyah whispered to Hendrik and Gina.

"Stupid" said Gina softly to her brother and turned to follow Datiyah.

Datiyah had known from the beginning, that Gama's feelings for Aira, although there was a gap in Gama's heart for him, today he closed all the possibilities.

Heart's hurt.

Sometimes, even if we prepare our hearts for the worst, it does not make the pain less when it happens.

Datiyah walked to the park alone, after saying goodbye to Gina and Hendrik.

He's sitting in the park. Seeing the trees and flowers blowing in the wind, the scenery was beautiful, but he just stared at it with sadness.

Shortly after, his phone rang. Message from Hendrik that Anton told him to join the social activities tomorrow.

He realized when he saw Anton's name appear on the screen of his phone.

"My goal here is not for love, not for Gama. Dasheya, fokuuss. This is not the time to think about your love." Datiyah patted her own cheek, as if telling herself to be aware of her negligence for her main purpose.

"Yes, I need to focus from now on. That Gama will soon return to Aira's brother. Then my time won't be long." Datiyah went from his seat and went straight to the library and asked Hendrik to meet him there.

"First of all, I need to know who that man is. He said he'd call me." Inner Datiyah.

Last night, Datiyah did not return to her room until dawn and she was already preparing to leave.

Gama, who was waiting for him, didn't sleep all night, but he didn't know.

"Where do you want to go in the morning" asked Gama.

"I have a social activity." replied Datiyah briefly.

"But you don't usually leave this early. What you?"

not finished talking Gama.

"I saw last night, and I realized. If there was no place for me. Therefore, I will only focus on my goals. Because I know, I don't have much time."

"You don't have to worry, you can take advantage of your time casually. And I know, you can't accept Aira."

"Wahhh.waaahh.you really don't have any Gama feelings. You know I like you. But you showed me everything. And now you're asking me to take advantage of my time casually?" Dathy then laughed in disbelief.

"If you can convince your aunt, tell me. I'll be gone soon."

Dathy stepped out and left.

"Where are we going, miss? Because it's too early and you haven't had breakfast."

"Go home, I miss Mama. Today I want to see my mom's face for longer" said Datiyah looking out the window.

His heart still hurts, he himself does not know how to deal with this. From the beginning he knew that Gama was not for him, but why it felt so painful.

After breakfast, Anton calls Datiyah and Hendrik into his room.

"How are you guys progressing?" tanyanya scoffing.

"Do I have to report now?" said Datiyah smiling.

"Hahahahah, no. Shouldn't. I'm just curious. Can this girl I raised really bring me down? You know, I'm not a patient person."

"Well how else? Everything gets blocked because someone is so scared. Threatening everyone."

"Hahahahha, we will see to what extent your courage will continue"

Anton only laughed and touched the top of Datiyah's head, and she reflexively lowered her face.

"You're still a snot to me." Anton's whisper smiled and left Datiyah.

Since Datiyah reached adulthood, all the treasures that Gunawan owned automatically belonged to Datiyah. But Anton deliberately blocked it so that Datiyah did not have full access to the treasure.

If anything happens to Datiyah, then all her property will automatically be handed over to the Orphanage. And of course Anton won't let that happen.

Before leaving, she stared at her mother's face from the car, as her mother drove Anton away. I want her to hug her mother.

Now his heart is wounded by a broken heart. And I want to feel like telling someone. But he could not reveal it to anyone at all.

For days, Datiyah always shied away from Gama, and focused herself.

Until Gama himself can not stand and do not like being cuekin by Datiyah.

And he had to look at Datiyah and Hendrik who were always smiling and chatting with each other.

Datiyah only went into the room, morning and evening to shower and change clothes.

The next day, Datiyah did the same, and Gama locked the door of the room when Datiyah took a bath.

When going out of the room, it turns out that the room door is already in the lock. Then he turned to look at Gama.

He saw Gama seem to be asleep.

Then he called Gama's name gently.

"Gama?......Gama?.......Gam?" Wiggling Gama's arm gently.

"Why?" ask Gama in a sleepy voice.

"The door is locked, is the key broken? But I came in, all right."

"Maybe broken, still dawn too. And everyone hasn't woken up yet."

Sighing his breath violently. Datiyah replied," Gama, I've been up a lot at this hour and everyone is busy working. Okay, no kidding. I saw the key at the door, and the suspect was just you."

Gamma also stood up and sat on the bed.

"Why do you want to get away from me?"

"huh.me?" Dawson pointed to himself.

"Not that you also do the same thing, when you selsei nyi...mmmm" Datiyah's eyes widened as Gama pulled her neck and made their lips touch. He could only mutter trying to let go of Gama's pull.

After his kiss was not countered, Gama also released Datiyah's neck. The angry Datiyah then slapped Gama.

Plaakkkk

"What the fuck are you? Do I look so stupid that you're playing me? Sometimes you're close, sometimes far, once kissed me, once chuckled at me."

Datiyah then pointed at Gama's chest with a slight push.

"If you don't love me at all, don't ever repeat this again. Don't ever kiss me or touch me again." Datiyah's eyes glazed over.

"If not, I'll always hope for you. Hope that one day you'll love me." Bathin Datiyah's.

*connect......