
I really don't understand Daniel. Yeah maybe I'm wrong but I'm not entirely at fault. Don't all blame and corner me dong. Daniel you also blame why try to be made this long.
klunting...
[Ta.. later in the afternoon I leave for the city. May you be well, and for yesterday's incident I'm sorry I couldn't help you explain to your lover. ]
the contents of Arta's message that turned out to be willing to leave, and I must be lonely especially when Daniel was angry like this.
[well good there mas.ya mas Arta is not wrong should not apologize to me.. ]
mas Arta was not feeling good on his own. Daniel shouldn't have been alone. Does he not remember that what helps to maintain our relationship is Arta. did he forget... And yes, did he forget that it was Arta who always helped take care of me and protected me from Arin. Though he himself knows how dangerous Arin is and how close he is to me. Try if Arta's mas isn't there, I'll be hurt. Demua made it wrong, with mas Aris also he was so. whereas in the past he always behaved and made decisions by judging from two points of view. But now why not???? Ahh Daniell you why....
cluntinggg.....
My daniel
[Meit... Are you still angry?]
Hahhhh... still usually he sends messages with such ease. ahhh...
[no, why should I be angry? isn't it all my fault?]
[don't do that, I don't mean to accuse you or make you feel angry, I'm just upset.]
[yes. sorry].
[i went there .. ?]
Why the hell Niel. sumpa I was still really not in the mood with your arrival later. I'm still pissed. My mood is still raging erratically.
[meit.. later I go there yes. don't be angry again.we have a good conversation... ]
I don't think I want to reply to all the messages .. I want to be alone first. I want everything to dissolve by itself just let me calm down for a moment.
The time that keeps turning and does not want to stop for a moment just makes me more uncertain. The day began to afternoon and as if the sun had been reluctant to show its light.dusk began to greet with an atmosphere that brought me dissolved in its light which made me fall in love... To make me mired in hayal.if semuai will end beautiful and unpretentious. I almost forgot about time...
Whether Daniel is here today or not, I don't want to keep making thoughts that make me have a higher ego. Sooner or later it should be able to make this heart airy and understanding. I don't want to get hotter and make this heart full of hate and just remember the wounds. Must be able to make peace with yourself and the circumstances that occur. Ready or not all has been running and there must be a judgment for all the problems that occur. It may be difficult and very difficult for me, because making peace with yourself is not as easy as the word forgive. Just to apologize I can but to mengikhlaskan and eliminate the sense that this is still need process and time. Gradually everything must end and walk as before, return to activity and return to normal wrinkle. I wish everything would happen according to what I imagined. There is no burden, and everything will be beautiful. Beautiful like a shadow that always comes. I hope like the sun he comes with warmth and ends with the beauty of twilight at the end there..
This road may be so steep to walk, so full of small pebbles that it can outwit and create a scar. There is no hard word if everything can be passed with a roomy heart and a passion to sacrifice with all that will happen. Sure of everything that must be passed, there is nothing that cannot be? I'm sure that's what I need to say for now.
"Ta.. There's Daniel in front!" yell at my sister Dana
"yes. bentar..."
huft .. calm Ta. calm down lest you be emotional, remember all must be finished well and without any fire burning.
"haii Niel. Usually Daniel went in and sat in the guest room, but this time he was just sitting in front of the window.
"meit....
"yuk's in why he's still out here...
"hahhhh since when was there in your kamus. usually after the practice stop by was still in.
"hehe.. this time look for a different one first..here dong meit.wapain the heck you stand leaning on the door so . cook yes there is a backrest to be taken nih ...
"what the heck are you .. I approached Daniel and sat in the chair beside the table.
"meit. don't get mad...
"i'm angry, right?? me or you??? my ledek to him
"yes I'm the one who's angry sorry...
"huhah you are a very romantic snobs...
"yes it should be. hehe. tomorrow I will treat you..
"i'm a kid who can be bribed?? I can also buy it myself
"duhh kan is still craving. already dong.. really tomorrow I take the road. uda lama also. cook you do not miss me. uda a few weeks you do not see me... sure not kangen nihh...
"ah kamuuu.. oh yes you just came home today uda latian anyway?
"yes today training with the outside team, you also know my schedule..
"yes, I know, but you've been following the exercise and you've been there long enough to not be sure what basketball continues...
"why bored, especially if you are not bored....
"hala thou this..had been there home shower already very late afternoon even uda dusk..
"excused???
"yes, you are not it you have not yet bathed yourself who said that it smells right...
"yes, I'm home....
And wawwww a real surprise today... Daniel came home, ehh mas Arta came. duhhh fire again right... oh God is alive really full of embers of fire that is ready to burn...
"oh so gini. You told me to go home because someone wanted to come...
daniel said when Arta just got off his bike.
Niel.. called me by holding her sweaty hand.
"don't go home first I don't know if Arta's mas is here" I said softly whispered in his ear and finally he was still here and still clasped my hands tightly....
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