Between Me You And Him

anxiety Meita

It was the day Daniel and his team were waiting for.the day a basketball game was prestigious enough to be attended by their school. Before Daniel left Daniel had sent a message to Ita if today could not pick him up to take to school but Daniel promised if later after the game and time allows to pick Ita home from school Daniel gonna pick her up.

Ita who had just woken up from her sleep rushed to pick up her phone to send a message to Daniel and give encouragement to his lover who will follow the match. When I want to send a chat Ita was surprised by the notification on the screen of his cellphone stamped my beloved captain, yes, Daniel's name on his phone has changed since Daniel always gave his victory trophy to Ita.

geez, I just wanted to chat uh nongol first aja you Niel, oh God thank you for presenting Daniel on my day.

📥 morning my dear spirit.Today I can not pick up to take you, you leave the same dana yes.. I have to leave early if the game is over before school hours end I pick you up but I don't promise...

I thought that was Daniel's message. Arin who woke up found me smiling with my phone, not Arin if not kepo..

"wah wah kesambet you Ta, it is still morning already smile his own smile the same hp. who is your boyfriend ya hayo story.." asked Arin who surprised me

"hehe you know without me Rin replied.. this is my new boyfriend I just want to send a chat let him get excited uh instead he uda chat me from dawn right ya how do I hahaa"

"uh ehh why did I become curious about your guy, and the trophy in front of it all listed the basketball champion is also from your guy?" ask Arin who is the kepo

"oh yes it's all from my girlfriend Rin.

"so how could it be? not that the trophy is usually placed in the school or if it is not wrong as I can bring it yes the team leader the captain is so Loh Ta well this is how can your girlfriend who can even really put your house.." this question Arin is what makes me a little offended inexplicably I feel uncomfortable, just this time I feel offended by Arin.

"well, couldn't Rin be given to me? after all, the coach is yes without any problems." I replied a little adamant and realized by Arin if I did not accept the question.

"e..e.no Ta I mean. I mean it's usually the more powerful with the trophy the captain is that loh."

hahhhh... I'm getting heram just like this Arin as if I was a little calm by sulikan the Bella uh even this my own best friend instead of disturbing my comfort. I didn't answer and I didn't intend to answer, but Arin continued..

"uh what's the captain don't don't be your girlfriend huh Ta? well if it means your boyfriend is actually a cool guy Ta. must be cute...

"hmm yes my boyfriend captain, yes he's handsome like much cooler than the guy you're after, but my guy is not the kind of guy who throws charm." cut me off when Arin hasn't stopped with his chatter.

"yes, that's why you insist.. no, I wouldn't like your guy if you knew me and I wouldn't really take your guy I promised you."

"yes yes Meita if you do not believe me, it's cool what your boyfriend is so curious I do you until you keep my promise."

"is not the promise indeed to be held and proven untarnished by denial."

"ih you Ta kok soi gini anyway. ok I promise you, why do you not believe me Ta. we have been friendly for a long time."

without me answering, I went to the bathroom and prepared for school. Regular breakfast with family and plus Arin for today. Before I left I took the time to send a chat to Daniel because I just read it until I have not replied because of the debate with Arin.

📤 yes Niel.. today you do not pick up papa kok.. do not forget breakfast yes.. zest for the match yes my dear captain.. you are good yes.

after sending a message to Daniel I went straight to the room wanting to put my phone down but my intention was to undo it again and I chose to take my phone to school. somehow since the incident this morning with Arin I was a little was and thought that not until I was worried if I left my phone at home.

Arriving at school like a day usually all goes normally and is still the same habit during the break, namely chatting and being stuck with Ima and Ayu. Today Daniel did not go back to school, Ita did feel relief because today he did not deal with Bella but his mind floated on Arin's words, either Ita began to doubt and feel an anxiety about Arin's promise that made Ita even think that not.

somehow this heart feels broken, my mind is messed up somewhere, the shadow of the bad shadow feels enveloping this heart, fear begins to grumble, worry and somehow this feels like I don't know, I know, just this time I didn't trust Arin, I've never been like this before and never doubted it, I was really scared, afraid of losing my Daniel.. Arin who always said must be cool, must be a lot of likes and certainly a lot of his words that arrived all revolved in my mind especially about the debate with me this morning.

"Are you tumben diem?" tanya ayu who looked at me with a surprised look

"no papa yu I'm fine."

"you're not good at lying Ta.."

"i really don't papa kok yu," replied ita with a thin smile to look good in front of his friend yeman.

"anytime you want to tell me I'm ready.."

yes yu actually I am not okay, if I can tell my anxiety without this reason to you hahhhh.on Daniel alone I have not been able to tell yu.. whether this anxiety because of what yu I myself can not know what it feels like to be so tormented with displeasure, afraid of losing a lover who has no reason when my relationship until now is fine.. only excruciating pain in circumstances that may not necessarily occur. ahhhh I am too much time yes. I am afraid if I tell this anxiety there you will laugh at me..