Between Me You And Him
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Daniel hasn't activated his phone yet, do I have to chat ayu and ima or mast Arta as well let them know and give help for me to explain to Daniel that this is just his misunderstanding. Hopefully tomorrow all is well, somehow since that incident Daniel is often misunderstood or sometimes his thoughts are stolen not like before, yeah but I had to tell her there was probably a little bit of trauma in her heart, she was just like me, I made her into a figure I barely recognize anymore, and I don't want it to happen again, he's risen and I don't want him to lock himself up and sacrifice all his future, and I sometimes get scared if it impacts him in the future.
Why don't you reply to my message anyway, you are always there for me yu, you are always with me when Daniel used to lock himself up. Ah ayuu you where the hell I'm afraid to know. if I tell Ima that there is a bucket again. sometimes I want to tell Ima but her mouth sometimes ceplos, sometimes, when I involved him in this play alone, I hesitated and did not believe it.
[why Ta? how could that be?] order mas Arta
[i don't know what Daniel said earlier and saw us eating together]
[doesn't he know? he was the one who agreed too]
[yes, but I don't know why he is]
[young tomorrow we'll talk the same]
[i'm afraid that used to repeat itself]
[you who are calm Ta. will not kok 😊 you can not think that I certainly help you]
mas Arta who always tried to make me calm and he could always control everything even though I knew loving without being considered it was sick, loving in silence was a wound but he never showed me all his disappointment or sadness. I am so thankful that I am still surrounded by people who love me and are kind to me. All always strengthen me and give me a joke so that I do not dissolve in all my problems. I don't want to feel separated from them all. They are very kind, they care about them more than just friends or friends, they are like family.
don't worry there is me who is always there for you and will try to be there always when you need me. That's the word I always remember and recorded well in my mind. the words of Arta Mas that always kept me calm. Maybe I was selfish and unfair to Arta, I know how broken that feeling is, but he was always strong in front of me even he always helped me with my relationship with Daniel. He's a wingless angel who's always present in the fog of my anxiety starting to cover my heart.
and.tibalah we are somewhere far from school, and it turns out Daniel was playing basketball in that place. Mas Arta invites us to encourage Daniel. And with a happy heart and a loud voice I shouted his name so that he might be excited.
"Daniel's... Daniel... Daniel.
it was happy that Daniel knew where we were and he smiled at us. Yeah, I'm sure he's not mad....
"the spirit of Niel.
at rest I approached Daniel and gave him a drink, I clenched his hand tightly and I said "my spirit yes daniel" he replied with a smile and an answer that made me happy "definitely dear, dear, I'm going to win this game." the promise that will bring victory. When he goes to the field again I hold his hand and honestly only this time I say "i love you Daniel" in front of his friends. and I really blushed happily because of this hand. It was very exciting for me, and I'm sure he wasn't angry or misunderstood about everything that happened yesterday.
Seconds tense in the middle of the game, continue to kusoraki his name and hope he is able and can. Until yaaa. Daniel's team won. very crowded cheers on the victory of Daniel's team. After the game we ate. And here I don't think Daniel's still talking about yesterday's problems. There was a little argument between me and Daniel, I really didn't think that Daniel wanted to bring it up again..
I just fell silent and didn't want to say a word to Daniel, I didn't want to be counted on defending myself, because I knew whatever I said must be wrong. Ayu akirnya said that he could not come with ima. And Ayu explained to Daniel that it was all a misunderstanding, Daniel still refuted with the word "how do you know Yu. You are not there either? that's how sure you are with them!" and I remained silent until Arta finally spoke to Daniel
"yes I may be wrong in your eyes Dan, but what you see is only a misunderstanding, you don't know how sad your boyfriend is when he finds out you're coming but you're leaving again, we didn't know you were coming, but Ita noticed you coming shortly after you left, Ita also called you right? but are you disabling your phone that's how you solve problems as a man? you didn't know your boyfriend was full of tears last night and you were busy with one side of your mind that wasn't necessarily the truth." while Arta mas pulled out his phone and showed me a chat that was indeed me with Arta's mas when I was really worried about Daniel.
"if you practice men you should be able to think far with your rational, if you don't want to maintain your relationship like Ita who has sacrificed for your relationship doesn't matter Dan, I will take care of Ita and I will not let her tears wet her cheeks again." said Mas Arta firmly and passed by saying "resolve your problems in a wise way"
Mas Arta. I really didn't think that Arta's mas would. I'm sorry Arta I know you're much more hurt. I don't know if I'm worried now. The word Mas Arta is true...
