Between Me You And Him

Happy Day

Yesterday I was very happy to see Daniel's smile even from a distance. I want to look at that smile more closely and look at it, I want to feel what I used to feel but I don't want to if I approach the smile it will just disappear. Let today I only see from a distance as if this longing is a little healed. I'll look back at your smile, Niel... Honestly, I really miss all the things we've been through together, all of them Niel, your laugh, your laugh, your smile, the way you bring laughter and your caring and unpredictable behavior.

"yok ta to my thirsty canteen..

"yokk I'm with Yu" cut off Ima.

"yes yukkk.

During the road to the cafeteria we were joking and mocking each other like the day we always passed, but without Daniel. It feels different but what I can do this time . I don't want Daniel getting any longer. In the cafeteria we chose what we wanted and there was Arta's mas greeting me, honestly I'm afraid that if Daniel sees this, I'm afraid he's back to what he was yesterday and not going to school again. Want to ignore Arta's mas but if I can all this time he's been helping me to face Arin. Even yesterday when Daniel was still locking himself up, Arta was helping me from Arin's attack. Arin who was so reckless that even my hand still had a scratch wound from Arin.

I didn't realize there was Daniel around where I was chatting with Arta's mas. I was not aware of it at all, but I was still lucky because there was Ayu also who joined the tour with us. All the topics of our conversation were only about me and Arin, and what was discussed was the wound in my hand. Yes Arta rebuked me and wanted to talk to me just because of the wounds of the day.

"Where's your wound? it's dry yet? is it still sick?

"the wound? cut Ayu with her astonished expression and slightly glared in shock, and then confirm it to me with a look from bottom to top.

"you're hurt why Ta? where are the wounds? continue again

"i'm not papa why Yu doesn't have to be that way...

"young mengingan kok mas. not as sick as yesterday. and thank you mas fortunately there mas.

"yes, replied Mas Arta short and passed away

"it's really strange that Arta. was just talking eh answer.e yes doang trus go.

"yu justin already.

"it's not like that either...

And when I turned to see that there was Daniel there.It was appropriate that Arta's mass immediately passed, it turned out that he did not want to muddy the atmosphere that occurred between me and Daniel at this time.

"Tuh Yu there is Daniel, so Arta mas immediately went away

"jeez Ta. thankfully Arta knew if not added how.

Ayu and I left the school cafeteria and passed by Daniel and his friends. Honestly, I don't really want to just go through without greeting her. I just walked and looked down without seeing her. I think he doesn't care anymore. Ah no I thought what the hell.if he did not care about me anymore, it was impossible that he parried the ball that almost made me fall too. Ah have Ta let his anger subside first.don't force that there will be more hurt will miss you yourself.

Arriving in front of the class, Ayu and I were greeted by the nagging of the Ima who did not stop nyerocos without quotation marks or commas and hahaaa pause... today it is Ima who sees so reason to laugh because his mouth likes nyerocos and always protests about small and trivial things that we discuss. When disbanded after school, Ima was still nyerocos. In front of the gate they were both picked up and I. This time I walked alone even though Daniel went to school. I felt like I was walking alone in the forest without any friends when I walked in the crowd I still felt myself walking like a lost and hopeless person, lethargic and limpid no spirit only shadow that keeps looming reminding of the time when with Daniel who never let me alone.

Like someone was following me, but maybe it was just my feelings. For a long time it was like someone was following me from behind but I did not dare to look at him, afraid if it was just my feelings that were embarrassed by Daniel's shadow. Wish he followed me. Keep walking and it feels like nothing else is running behind me, there is only the sound of the bike behind a little far, but not the sound of Daniel's bike. I don't know who, because it's not Arta mas, what Adnan. ahh my mind so it's not because where what the hell I am. Have Ta focus on the road again also up to home.

Arriving at home I went straight into my room and lay down for a moment to unwind today. I took my phone and played it, there was no message or chat, as if waiting for some uncertain news.

kluntinggg.

(Has the wound on your hand healed?)

hahhh Daniel?? ahh my mind again messed up this deh. he did not know where maybe he chat asked wound.what the hell Ta wake up dongg do not ngayal ngehalu continue...

I looked back at my phone and I read who sent the chat. And it turns out Daniel was. I have to answer for what and how he knows too. This day Ayu with me could not be the one who told the story, but Ayu also just found out earlier during the break.

Ah bodo very say I thought that, he chat only I was excited, ehh but really not this Daniel.. I don't think I believe it...

(i'm fine)

my reply was short, confused to reply how also because it has been almost 2 weeks he had no news and no words.

(be careful, take good care of yourself)

what the heck Daniel why try he reply is also short that, how the cake let me just like that even. Ahhh. Never mind why also I reply at most he is just a pretentious care, anyway as long as I go to his house I never considered. This injury also occurred after returning from his home.

(don't make your own decisions anymore.I'm still your lover and there's no breaking up between us, so you're still my lover).

true Appaaaa oh God it turns out Daniel has escaped his anger... Danielll i love you. hahahaaaa I am like a child.. ahhh hold back ahh justin aja he chat I did not reply.

**happy days like getting an infinite diamond sheath, matchless happiness because the idol has returned. He who disappeared in the midst of a crowd that could not be sought he who vanished between deserted and silent, he who has now returned with a sense before leaving...

withered and dying roses are now splashed back and start to re-scratch**....