Between Me You And Him

between 2 choices

Since the incident last afternoon I was really like a dazed and confused person, said Mas Arta continues to be recorded clearly in my mind. And Daniel was just silent, without any words of apology or anything that could make me smile a little. And this play will either end until when it will end, the play that actually makes me more famous the personality of arta mas, who seemed always there for me and always tried to take care of me.

klunting.. hah mas Arta tumben she chatted me..

[Ta. maybe in this week I'll move to another city, I've been accepted to university X, you take care of yourself.. because maybe I can't be around you every time you need it, but trust me I'll be there for you whenever you call me I'll be there for you, I'll be ready to hear all your stories, spirit yes.].

mas Arta wants to move in the near future, if I can, what that means is that all this drama will also end...

[congratulations Arta has been accepted there, yes I must be excited Arta mas who always supports me too.]

sad it feels but what to do and how else mas Arta moved there also for the sake of his future.

[ 😊 ] reply with just a smile emot only...

[mmmmm.].

[why Ta??]

[no papa kok mas 😊]

[dong stories are the same, why are you?]

[no papa kok mas, mas good yes if there]

[mas must be good either Ta, if you are not sure, and mas uda can not always be there later.you actually why yok mas dengerin story for sure.]

ahhh what I have to reply. indeed I feel sad if Arta mas go, but I also like because Arta mas can enter there. After all, everyone also achieved his dream, Arta, and I can only pray for his good. Somehow my day will be when Arta really has gone to move there, if yes I will still be fine, who will be quick to help me later.. why my feelings so unremarkable and uncertain like this, what I really feel, what with his heart and mind that is not in line. I've started to have a taste for Arta's mas, is this true, but I have a lover and it's Daniel. Why is this ahhhh what's happening to me why try not because like gini. Why the hell my mind is currently heading to Arta mas what the hell is not funny, all is very strange. If I told Ayu it must have been handled clearly already, everything must have been made as a joke. Especially if Ima who knows can runyam already he will plan plin definitely kasi advice and solutions ngacau, but if I tell Daniel that there he must be angry first.

Already Ta.. sleep there why your mind traveling continues not tired, listening to music ajalah who knows even can sleep nyinyak and tomorrow can go to school without bad luck hehe..

what the hell is this why the song is upset anyway. Not really cool, a cheerful song that loh.k melow melow aja any thing...

ok. suddenly I read the next incoming chat again from a loyal listener kasikulovers.well there is who nih.. oh from mbak Ima in the happy nusa area, happy nusa, how about mbak yuk we hear yes the loyal listeners lovekulovers. mbak Ima send his greetings to friends happy friends always hopefully compact continue. Riquest song from the band AaSa entitled Don't go baby, ok later we play ya for mbak Ima and her friends..

The voice of the radio host Kasihkulovers that sounded quite melodious and earthy.

hah Ima, what is meant by Ima the bucket. ah what is he, uh but like it is definitely him, he will also live in a happy nusa complex. and the idea of the song is nothing else, cook from the song melow aja anyway ..

What day is this really a lot that melow gini tonight. ah let me better just sleep. I haven't closed my cell phone's eyes and it reads, I don't know who called me maybe Daniel..

Rushing I took my phone and what appears on my phone screen is the name of Arta mas. hah.mas Arta just recently we chat kok uda telfon what is it.. What is important, lift up.. Oh, I'm dead anyway.. Yes udalah ..

[you've been sleeping Ta] order Arta's mas

[yet, what's up? I'd like to pick up the phone, but uda's dead]

[sorry I thought you were asleep so I turned it off. oh yes when to go out yuk Ta. You can take Daniel]

[ok, good night Ta]

hemm why yes Arta ngajak out right every day meet me and Daniel, continue if you want to go out also Daniel is the same as every day we always gather. What do you mean Arta actually wants to take me but he is not good so say the same Daniel as well. What a weird thing I could sleep, from earlier I was lucky if Arta mas really moved again, this thought was really messy, did I like with Arta's mas... ahh maybe I'm the one who misinterpreted it where maybe I like Arta's mas I have Daniel. Did I send a message to Arta mas aja yes.. ah yes I better ask directly just than the thought continues.

[mas... is there anything I want to ask you, Arta has not slept?]

shortly after I sent Arta a message, my phone rang and Arta called me. It feels like I want to pick up the phone mas Arta aja I messed up ahhh how the hell I am...

hello.iya mas...

wh why? what do you want to ask Ta?

not what the hell mas... just want to ask aja mas Arta want to go out where?

oh. That's where it can be up to you and Daniel Ta..

the same Daniel?

what Ta??

no... Did Arta take me or Daniel?

yes, actually I want to talk to you, but I can't possibly just talk to you

no way why mas..

you want?

yes mas do not papa us out, mas Arta would want to come out the same I also because before the mas want to move...

hehe yes Ta... So how?

ok mas... we go out without Daniel, where are we going?

my agenda is a lot I want to pass with you before I move..

emmm much??

yes but I understand.just once not papa. uda you sleep there tomorrow I chat you my agenda, you just choose which one,..

ok mas's.... "

Long time we chat on the phone and I don't think I want this conversation to end quickly, somehow this feeling is so strange, wrong or not I don't understand and I don't know with this feeling. But to be honest I'm grinning and I feel there's something to this taste..

if indeed one day I was faced with 2 choices between Daniel and Arta mas I don't know which one I have to choose, but it really seems to make me happy.. maybe this taste is indeed starting to have a taste for Arta's mas...