Between Me You And Him

Threats Arin

I'm still hiding my feelings and messages from Arin that I keep secret from Daniel. Yes, although I am sure Daniel was able to guess that I cried because of my relationship with him between my own friendship. Daniel could always guess what I felt without me telling him, he was so sensitive, he understood me so much, and it made it harder for me to let him go for Arin. I'm afraid Arin is getting reckless, I'm afraid because I know Arin he is very selfish if he wants something that should be his. ahh I think I'm in the wrong place. I don't know and can't think straight anymore. Should I give up on Arin. ah no I can't let Daniel go for him. I won't be willing with it. Buti.can I if Arin really act. I'm so confused, there's no way I'm frankly going to send that message to Daniel. But what can I...

ahhhhhh....

what's my fault, what I can't be happy God.why all my stories are always like this.why can't I really feel so happy, why does everything end like this... I have always given up my race for the happiness of those I care about. this time it must be repeated when I really feel what love and affection from Daniel.

If I could turn back time and I could set up a storyline that would happen I wouldn't let any of this happen I couldn't let all my happiness go into tears because I was myself.

I am so stupid that I choose to hurt myself without a meaningful fight. As if to assume this taste is meaningless, as if this feeling will just disappear. I'm stupidly stupid...

I can only hope somewhere that hope will take me to where.but everyone would want a good hope, right...? so did I. The hope of being with Daniel is inseparable.

Today I felt such a heavy move. It is heavy on my own thoughts and concerns.

**ta. I really love Daniel.

don't let me be tormented with a feeling I've never felt before

I'm sorry but I've never felt this deep in the opposite sex**

arin's message that haunts me every day. Indeed I did not respond to the message but every day is always like that which he sent me. then how can I be at peace with my taste and thoughts...

hemm It's one of Arin's ways to terrorize me like that. That way he hopes I release Daniel. so apparently... he was really honest with what he said. I've never seen him send a repeated message that basically the content of the message is the same.is he really honest. But he should know that me and Daniel love each other, and we've had more relationships than friends...

this is not an easy thing for me. It is the same as going back and forth the abyss. But if just one silent force fall one told fall..bewildered.yes that's how full of mystery.I don't know when the end of all this. ahhhh can what I am. be patient... patience will be fine.

following the flow again .. all wrong and wrong. there is no right choice. Only able to reason if and hope there will be no disaster coming.

Honestly, actually I was uncomfortable with the message that Arin sent repeatedly, it feels like I really want to slap but he's my best friend, we've been friends for a long time and I don't want this friendship to break down just because of men's business. Here I can't think clearly and calmly I don't think because. Everything has already happened inevitably this is a risk and I have to face it all.

klunting.the sound of my phone ringing the notif of a message, I hope Daniel sends the message. Because he's a mood booster for me...

**ta.what about the decision you will make? I am your best friend who is always there for you, only this time I want you to release Him for me. I really already have a very big taste.

don't you want to leave it for me? don't you remember what I've done for you?

is this how you reply to everything I've done for you ta**?

arggg Siall is Arin. What the heck he is. always sending a cornered message, it feels more and more makes me ride the apoplexy. Why did he say that, was he not sincere all this time helping me who he always said his own brother..does he ask for the rewards of everything he has done??

I've been quiet enough for your repeated messages Rin. please don't make me feel more emotional and not accept. I also once let go of the person I love for you and instead help you to get close to him why this time you ask again... every time you ask me to always give up even about my own race that I often ignore only for you. if you remember everything...

Sorry Rin.. for this time I can not let go of Daniel for you, I love him very much.Reply I was lazy if too late to explain or telephoto anyway he will not understand everything.

oh so gini you with me. Gini yes you are your own best friend.I don't think Ta you are this selfish with me. After what I have done for you.

I had expected a reply from him would not be this hearty. ahhh lazy once if I serve it will be endless.

**remember yes Ta. I will not stay silent.what I want for sure I get in any way that I can certainly have Daniel.

I'm not playing this time.just wait for the date of the play.you will regret it and you will cry**.

he threatened me. Oh God must do me. I'm sure this time he's very serious about what he wants, I knew he was a very ambitious and very selfish person, always doing whatever he wanted in his cunning and dirty way..

I don't know what else to do. I'm really scared of bad things happening...