Between Me You And Him

mild conflict Adnan

Tonight is the same as last night Daniel gave me news about his activities during the selection in city X. They exchanged news and joked for a moment and then returned in silence again. I turned on the radio that Ima used to follow. I listen to melow songs while sleeping in bed. It was silent for a moment because my mind suddenly floated again.

hmmm what today I passed with Arta's mass without Daniel's consent even Daniel did not know at all, maybe I was wrong but somehow I even play fire myself. Today makes me different, like after the rain full of coolness and earthy welcomed by the beauty of the rainbow and welcomed by dusk...

[Ta. thanks for today ]

[yes mas.. do not need to say thank you.. uda how many times try mas say it is so].

[but I want to thank you for today]

[yes dehh. same with Arta].

[you haven't slept?]

[same abis chat.an same Daniel mas.. oh yes mas. mas do not tell who to say if today we go out, and do not say also if tomorrow I temenin mas match.]

[what.so you didn't say Daniel. What if he misunderstands. mas kan uda says to you kasi tau Daniel Ta].

[yes, but I don't think everything in my life I have to involve him and have to ask for his permission.].

[what do you mean? yes mas know Ta is not all, but you come out the same mas he should know, because mas do not want any misunderstanding, no, although it is very much love you but also do not want you to be a victim or target of misunderstandings.]

[tomorrow I explain, I don't want to discuss]

[yuda..you're sleeping gih...tomorrow and pick you up again.].

[yes, I will sleep].

[what are you doing again? are you still doing the job? it's your night]

[again radio listening at 991.7 mas.]

And this message just ended, before long I listened to the chatter of the radio announcer and there was always a message from Ima that was delivered, as if never absent from this event. Songs that are played always melow maybe the listener is among people who love in silence, baperan, and people who are stricken with love. There is no song that rhymes loudly and carries the spirit of just a song a sad song, melek, or a song that tells a love story. The song is soft and calm, full of life.

Unknowingly I was dissolved and asleep in this silent night. Slumber unconsciously drowsiness. I woke up when I heard the sound of a rooster that signaled the night was over and the morning sign began.

After getting ready and having breakfast I played the phone indistinctly until Arta came to make me realize. Yes .today I'm with Arta's mas again.. Today will be a lot of time that I pass with Arta's mas, a time that I might miss when he really moved and is no longer near me.

Later I will pick you up and take you home first. Arta has not had time to continue his words I have cut with protest.

he said today you fight, I'd say I'd be temenin mas..

yes Ta.. mas has not finished talking about you playing just cut it. he replied while pinching my cheek and making me deg deg an with no reason. what this is that I feel my heart as if driven fast.

yes uda I entered first yes mas. hunt ayu and ima tau.my answer to avoid my uncontrolled misbehavior.

No one knows if I was picked up by Arta's mas except for Adnan who had caught me.

This time I really can't cover everything if Arta's mass is to pick me up. All because of Adnan. Honestly I want to be angry with Adnan but everything has happened, he asked in front of ayu and ima during school break right fikantin when we bought a snack.

I have something to ask. And this is serious

the word I thought was just an unimportant joke and I took it for granted

ask what? ask me, there is nothing important about anything serious.

i seriously..

ask aja why Nan.why still kepo with me..

not to the point I just want to know.

my answer continues to be to Adnan.

what else do I need to know. Everything is so clear, right?

what are you with Arta.

short question but make ayu and ima glare towards adnan and then to me. Crazy if he plays ceplos aja.

meanin?? accidentally ayu and ima blurted out words while looking at adnan.

why do you see me so, I'm asking your friend and he who knows better the answer to the question I asked him. Don't you???

actually what the hell do you want Nan.why are you still harassing my personal problems, we have no relationship what and it's been long enough, but you still harass me.

I'm sorry if I tease you, but I think there's still something left

what do you mean by that.

if Arta had a chance close to you why not me

what do you mean, this is what? don't make me mad at you Nan and don't blame me if I don't think you exist.

I was so emotional and I chose to go and leave them all. Arriving in the classroom I just fell silent.Merenung just arrived ayu come and sit next to me and try to question me slowly.

I'm sorry.. What the hell is going on?

emm. There's actually something you don't know about Yu...

you mean Ta... what's wrong.the actual tone is shocked but still guarded and the question is slow.

From yesterday who picked me up school was Arta Yu's mas..

oh kirain what's the matter.. Why then? right for now we are still looking after the same Arin kan Ta. after all Daniel also again ukut selection. So what's the problem with Adnan?

you used to be this Yu horrified.I thought you would be angry...

angry why Ta? we are friends..

yes Yu and actually later I came out with Arta, I joined him to match.but.everyhow do you think especially Daniel himself there again selection.

yes no papalah for me, anyway we support each other Ta. oh yes I heard Arta mas received in univ.X yes Ta...

ho.o yu said he did...

great yes... later if I graduate and I can continue to want there too.How do you Ta?

just like Yu who does not want to be there, it is a favorite.

Leganya I have Ayu who won but positive and stood behind me, although it is wrong this sense that I always feel when near the Arta mas.

Adnan who still menggeyel until after school makes me more uncomfortable. Fortunately, there was Ayu.

The day that pissed me off and was full of anger with Adnan's behavior. What he wants anyway.why he's still meddling with my personal problems. Why he doesn't focus on his relationship. Not that she's still the same girl..

Ta.. you picked up Arta again huh...

you mean what, better take care of yourself.why still kepo with me.

mas Arta who heard my loud tone began to approach but I took off leaving Adnan who continued to nag.