Between Me You And Him

The rose that has withered

3 Days without Daniel. Still the same he did not go to school for 3 days and for 3 days we did not have any news or meet. Somehow it is now. I'm really worried about him because it's the first time he's behaved and taken action like this. He who is always active and always obedient to school is now disappearing suddenly. Yes, there is only regret that imparts to this heart, I want to meet you and make sure of your current situation.

"heyy Ta... How is it? you have a bright spot with Daniel?"

"yet Yu.." hem.I answered helplessly, no spirit was present.

"didn't you have to meet Daniel alone Ta. has 3 days already Daniel did not enter, fear it is not because of this problem or he is not feeling well."

I was silent for a moment and tried to think clearly..

"yuk lah Ta .. later we will not go to Daniel's house, do you want to gini gini aja?" keep Ayu in the middle of my daydream

"yes Yu I'm wrong I shouldn't be acting like this. But if you can meet me later you how to talk to your ort and plus klau Ima know he must be a comber."

"hhh just calm down.which is important we will leave. I'll let you know."

Ok today I had to ventured to meet Daniel, I was afraid he was going to die, I'm worried about him, even though I'm a little scared because maybe he's still angry and maybe he won't see me later. Ahh but I have to try it I have to make sure the circumstances let alone everything that happens because of me. I'm the cause of all this. This time Arin would also be happy if he knew how my relationship and Daniel were in such a mess. I'm sure he knows there's no way he doesn't have eyes here to watch over me and Daniel. I really do not think with you Rin, why you can have this long with me how many times you have been like this with me, how many times I have to obey all your ego Rin.. Honestly, I'm tired, I can't stand it, why are all the lines running like this. Why do I have a friend like you, why did I have to know you anyway, why did the meeting have Rin... If you were in my position would you believe it would still be so.. Did you never think otherwise Rin.. arggg...

When Arta came to me who was sitting alone in the front garden of the class, he sat beside me without any words as equally silent for a while. And before long Arta began to ask me how I was, honestly I wanted to cry I couldn't keep all this.

"i understand how Ta feels, I know you must be worried about Daniel, do you want me to take you to his place?"

"later there with Ayu mas.

"are you sure?

"yes ...

"hopefully everything is fine Ta. if you need me I will be there for you always.." said Mas Arta then left me.

I can't seem to hold back these tears but I'm not crying here is not funny, but I'm fragile, I'm not a perfect woman, always silent in tears.

Daniel's House...

tok.tok.

a faint voice from inside the house was heard from outside.before long the door opened and we were greeted by a middle-aged man.

oh.. there is a guest den Daniel. let's go mbak. we had a small talk and I just remembered that this aunt was the aunt who took care of Daniel's house. We talked and discussed the condition of Daniel, yes ..after the incident Daniel almost never went out of the room even when his basketball friends came he did not want to see him. Aunt let me go to Daniel's room and Ayu waited for me in the guest room.

"Yok Yu we go up..

"i wait here only Ta. you're the one who was there after your problems both good...

I went up to the upper room escorted by my aunt. After arriving in front of Daniel's room, my aunt left me and let me in, but I was hesitant and scared, but if I didn't come in, I wouldn't have gone into Daniel. I ventured to knock on her door twice and there was no answer and no response I tried again but still no change. I finally tried to open the door to his room and enter.

Jesus ... what the hell is this God. I didn't see it all I saw was a messy room full of scattered stuff, trophy and digging scattered on the floor there were even some broken decorations broke and it was very dangerous that could injure the foot that stepped on it. I stepped on my feet slowly to avoid the sharp object on the floor.After I walked in I saw him sitting facing the window, yes he was Daniel.. I called her name but she did not answer and did not look me in the slightest as if she had not heard me and she seemed to be daydreaming.

Niel... Daniel.. haiii. what is the news dear.

yes, when I hugged her she just realized that I was in her room, but she just kept quiet without any movement and sound coming out of her mouth.

I kept hugging him tightly and I told him all the pain I felt when he disappeared. Maybe he's still angry but it's okay to know he's not okay. He needs me, he needs my attention, he's very disappointed with all this.

Daniel..did you know for 3 days a lot of friends who asked you about your news that was not seen at school, he said, oh yes Niel yesterday there is a new Teacher who will teach in our class, the person is humorous Niel..

oh yes Niel.. You know the Ima who likes to kepo he nyariin you continue, he said kangen same you until I argue with him, he said kangen you until I argue with him, yes tell him to miss you. Hehe you are mine niel...

I spoke at length and kept holding him but there was no response at all from Daniel.I seemed to speak to myself without anyone hearing me as if again haluuu...

yes all my fault, I cut the roses that grow in bloom and let him wither without a flush. I make him no vibrant and make his petals do not look beautiful anymore... My rose has withered without a flush and it was my fault....