Between Me You And Him

the wrong time

After I left with Arta's mas I was heavy with what I would take later. What kind of decisions and how else. It's hard for me to choose, it's hard for me to let go, but all the decisions I make are at risk.

After the game Daniel did not go home immediately but he went to Ita's house. No one found his girlfriend at home, no one knew the whereabouts of Ita, Ita's phone left at home, Daniel contacted Ima but Ima also did not know the whereabouts of Ita. And Daniel contacts Ayu to ask if Ayu knows the whereabouts of Ita. Actually Ayu knew but ayu covered everything, and Ayu only answered with an estimate.

"hi Dan. What's up with my phone"

"yes Yu, you know where it is? I'm at his house but he doesn't know where, the house guy also doesn't know and his phone isn't even taken..

"eleh lu And girlfriend again said aja uda panicked haha. maybe he again to the mini market tau sendiriririkannya your boyfriend..

sorry yes And I actually know that Ita again came out the same mas Arta but I can't tell you. I know Ita has a good reason why he didn't tell you Ayu muttered

"oh yes maybe yes. yaudah Yu I wait Meitha aja deh .. thanks yes."

Nothing is coincidental but maybe it is already like this. Dani is still waiting and Ita is still with Arta. When Ita came home with Arta there was Daniel. Panic and emotion at the time..

Daniel just looked at Ita. His face was red and looked upset. Ita himself felt anxious fearing there would be a fistfight. And when Arta saw Daniel with his face off, Arta chose to go and kept silent and did not want to interfere.

After Arta left the house of Ita, Ita walked up to Daniel. They were silent to each other without a word. Ita was afraid, and Daniel was still overflowing with his own regret and still silent..

"why didn't you tell me that you went out with Arta Meit?" daniel asked with a face that was holding anger but trying to control it.

"sorry Niel. I'm just afraid you're getting angry with Arta's mast and there's going to be another fistfight."

"so you choose to keep quiet instead of me hitting him?"

"that's not how Niel is...

"then what's Meit!. cut Daniel in a slightly high tone

"i was wrong I was wrong, but everything I did was still about you and our relationship.I met Arta's mas not because there was no reason. And then Arta pulled me forcibly because she had a good reason and she also knew what the risks were, and when you punch him, he doesn't return because the most important thing for him is me, he doesn't want me why!"

"stop Niel stop . This is not what I want and this is not what I mean! you don't know and you don't know!"

"me? you said I was? I don't know how else Meit? I tried my best for you, but in fact today you met Adnan behind me"

Daniel oh Daniel you don't know any of this about us, I can't tell you anything yet. Which I think is appropriate. Maybe this is also a good time for me to stretch out with Daniel. And I can see that Arin's plan that Arta's mas says is true or not.

"sorry Niel. I'm tired.I don't want to argue with you."

"Meit I haven't finished talking to you yet, I haven't gotten an answer to what I've been asking you."

"what more answer do you want. Isn't everything clear? you saw me come out with Arta's mas? and if I avoid, will you believe my words, will you not? are you going to believe? you won't believe it, will you. And there will be more questions for me that you want to consider, right?"

"what do you mean Meit isn't I don't trust you, but why should you lie and not ask me for an opinion to meet with Arta?"

"what else is Niel?? didn't you land the blow on Arta yesterday? and that was pretty obvious to me, Niel, and with that punch I'd clearly know your answer if I asked you for your permission."

"would I be wrong if I hit him because I'm jealous? am I wrong to be jealous of my own boyfriend?"

"that's it, Niel, I don't want to debate today. I don't want to get any longer.I'm tired."

"sorry Meit. I'm too selfish for you, but honestly I'm jealous and angry to see you with Arta."

sorry Niel I don't want any more debate.I'm sorry if I go straight into the house without paying attention to you. I'm sorry I left you by then. I don't mean to disappoint you, but I don't think it's the right time for us to talk about everything.

If I could manage today's time I'd love to set it up in such a way that something like this doesn't happen. Not that I don't love you, Niel, nor do I want to destroy all your affection... I just want to solve all these problems myself first because at first this was my problem with Arin and spread to our relationship. If only you knew what happened to Niel, you wouldn't have the heart if I fought alone. Why is all this in our relationship.

I see from the window Daniel is still standing nailing on the porch of my house, I can't bear to actually see it that way. But I don't want to fight and I don't want to drag on, I don't want you to blame Arta's mom all the time. Mas Arta is only helping us, although he still has a taste but he does not want to put more hope in Niel. Mas Arta doesn't want me to why it's just Niel.. And I hope later if the time is right you will understand everything you will not misunderstand, you will always be my eyes. I'm not going to back down Niel... We will be fine, but for now I hope you understand...