Between Me You And Him

yes or no

To be honest, I'm still confused about Arta's mas what he meant to say that he knew everything. But I also could not continue to talk with Arta mas let alone Daniel was in a state of emotion. when at home I was just silent to see Daniel who was still upset. I don't dare say it because I'm afraid he's still in his rage. But I also can't just keep quiet with his actions on Arta mas yes even though I know maybe he is jealous.

Dare not dare to want me to start a conversation with Daniel before he finally came home.

"Niel. I'm sorry I made you this angry..

"you don't have to apologize, I was wrong I shouldn't have hit Arta, I know you didn't accept my actions because it was clearly visible on your face Meit...

"if I resisted and revolted to Arta's mass it might not be like this...

"already...

And our conversation stopped as Daniel held my hand and took it close. As if I don't want to talk about this anymore.. Daniel went home and I stayed in my room. I kept silent not just for a moment but for a long time.. My daydream was stopped by the ringing of my phone, I saw there was the name of Arta mas who called me. I fell silent and finally I was reawakened by the ringing of my phone earlier. But I just ignored it without even picking up the phone. A few minutes later he sent a message.

Ta. It's I'm sorry if I'm bothering you. I'm really worried about your situation. I hope you're okay...

what the hell was Mas Arta worried about.. As if someone had stuck up. After a long time he never contacted me now he is back and with his worry. He who is very different from Daniel, the very cold and unyielding Arta mas shows a little taste in a person but when he feels the worry all his true nature is very warm.

yes, Arta, it's okay.. And what makes Arta so worried about my situation? but Arta knew I was in good shape.

I finally sent this reply to Arta's mas...

I already know everything, I hope you're honest with me. I will always be on your side and will protect you from all threats Arin

From the reply to her message I really don't know what she's really worried about, and what she knows. I didn't return the message for a long time and I forgot to reply.

My day is full of new things.between the problem that has a tubi not yet finished and has been added with others longs for comfort.. I miss the atmosphere of calm. Missing the happy things that brought me to a mood of peace.

Ta in this week I want to meet you, for the place and time as you can. You can tell me. There are important things I want to talk to you. Message from Arta mas back.

Mas Arta meet again, if Daniel knows what's going on he'll be angry. But if he doesn't I know if I'm being dishonest with him. What should I tell Daniel. Ah, tomorrow if Daniel comes here, I'll talk about this. Hopefully Daniel will no longer have anger tomorrow...

*****the next day. ...

Like the day Daniel usually picks Ita up to go to school. There is a greeting and a smile that indicates he is fine. There was not a word that came out to start the conversation.it was only silent because confused to say to Daniel, that Arta wanted to meet him.

huft... I exhaled so heavily. I felt confused what to say. did Daniel allow me if I told him that I would meet Arta's mas. Daniel wouldn't be angry if I kept seeing Arta or what I had to do. I kept quiet but in the end I was afraid I was wrong and made Daniel angry. Yesterday Daniel was angry especially later if I frankly said if I met with Arta. argh mas... I'm the one who got all wrong and stuck in a position that feels like I made it myself. Must be how this. ah should later I tell the same Ayu only. she must know the origin of there is no Ima surely she can not keep a secret.

"Meit me to P.Abi's room first.You're the same as they were to her class...

"emm. yes Niel...

Daniel was separated from me and Ima swiftly ran up to me like a child who got a gift

"Bec .. Ta's... Ita.

"what? my answer is flat

"eh Ta. who was the real news yesterday? ask Ayu

"what's the news about Yu?

"that's how he said Daniel non-jok face uang class, said Ima

"oh.. is it true why??

"hah. yang bener. sahut Ima and Ayu simultaneously.

"please know your gossip, I replied as it passed

along the way to class, there were so many who looked at me cynically.looking with a sharp gaze as if seeing something that only surprised me.

what the heck they are. why should I also squirm so that.emang I******what... ah why do I also think of them. Consider them sirik. hahaaa

I walked ahead of Ayu and Ima and without me knowing Arta was right next to me. I was amazed when he immediately asked when I had time for him. I began to flustered.. I just smiled without giving a definite answer to Arta. I really do not know .. on the other hand I do not want to make Daniel angry again but on the other hand I wonder what will be discussed by Arta mas.

"i just need your answer. You don't need to give a reason or you don't need to say when it's time. I just need a Yes or No answer. for your time or your reason I don't care and I don't want to know. How Ta can you when to come out and talk to me??

I just fell silent and with no answer. I don't know...

"i just need your reassurance.I don't want to force you, nor will I bother you for a long time, I just want to make sure you're okay that's more than enough for me.

"if you can not give certainty I am ready to wait. whenever it is. You can send a message simply Yes or No...