Between Me You And Him

If I were the screenwriter of my story

**all that has happened can not be denied.all beautiful stories will not always be beautiful.the smile that always greet brings comfort can disappear into wounds. Affection leads to comfort and makes fall into the cradle of beauty that makes forget the reality that continues to go hand in hand. I'm not the one who can always carry you to a point of comfort that keeps on holding on. I am sometimes able to bring on a level of boredom, saturation, and a sense of discomfort. I always try to be the best and do better but I am just an ordinary person who always feels wrong. Wrong in saying, wrong in acting, wrong in doing and wrong that makes you misunderstand ...

my love always wants to lean and anchor to you, but sometimes I feel saturation when the test hits and corners the feeling. I can only try but for the future results I can't be sure where I am. Whether wrong or right I always feel right about love affairs. It might seem selfish but what my day is always filled with fear, fear of all this ending just like that, fear if it becomes a memory, I will always be overcome, I was afraid that it would all go away and I was afraid that I could not see that smile coming back. Don't let me fall, I need a crutch, don't let me get hurt I need penolonh, don't let these tears wet my cheeks I need a ray of happiness, do not let me be lulled by others because I really want to fall in sincere love not just a momentary love.not just the love of teenagers who do not know the end**.

This affection was too deep.it was too late for me to leave. I had already fallen into a comfort, I missed every laugh and smile of it. a smile that always brings me comfort and calm. Is it my fault if I am too selfish and sensitive in this sense.is it wrong if I put forward the ego of this sense rather than my own rational.this feeling has been dissolved in the beauty of love.

now it is time for everything to exist in the real world.all has returned to how it was.all dreams have been awakened by the chirping of birds in the morning. The day I had to have a challenging day. A day that is like a prolonged drama by inner conflict and feeling.

'morning dear meitha' greet Daniel when picking up

'morning is Niel. yuk leaving'

your reply accompanied by a smile that makes me feel calm.I hope your sleep last night is good and not overshadowed by nightmares by your own best friend Meit... I want to always take care of you and I won't let anyone clean your wounds. I will be a figure like your older brother who always protects your every step and is always there for you.

Today nothing special is still the same, full of laughter and jokes... Today I can't take meitha home because after the break I have to attend a meeting with my coach for an event that will be held at our school. and this meeting must have taken quite a long time.and I don't want meitha to wait for me too long.but I also can't take her home... ingi once I did not attend this meeting, but everyone must have questioned this. I never questioned the results of the decision of the meeting how because I will always follow whatever the decision.

'Who will you go home with?' I'm a little uncomfortable with meitha

'yes, it is Niel himself. cook with Adnan haha' he replied with a joke that makes me unable to laugh like meitha. I was afraid if it happened.

'well, I'm kidding. I'm two rius. You've focused on meeting Niel. I'm sure it's okay..

comfortable or dishonest I do not feel that comfort.I imagined things that might happen much worse than I expected. I fear the threat of your best friend. I'm afraid of meithaku why napa. Selfish maybe, but I don't want any tears wetting her cheeks again.

Is there a sense that makes you uncomfortable.is there a thought that makes you unsettled.say meit I am always waiting for you to pour out all your race. but it is difficult to guess where you are when you really feel threatened.You are so smart to cover everything with your laughter.

I want to make you able to express all your race.I'm not just a sense of your moment.I want to be more for you. always give a sense of calm in every day you. I want to be your beauty but for the next and not just a moment. hypocritical if I always do my best and say best for you, but this is a feeling that is impossible for me to deceive. I am not a man who is always full of sweet words and mere cradles. I can't force this world like a storyline whose scenario I set it to my heart's content.But honestly I want it to be smooth and as expected and want me to be selfish. all I want to have and want to always walk in my own path without thinking about the feelings of the other story characters. It's my story and I don't want anyone else to dirty this storyline.If I could know how you feel I would make all these stories perfect. if you are not concerned with the taste of others and do not sacrifice your race, you may be very happy but I also cannot be yours, because now I can belong to you through your sacrifice for your other friends.

It's the real world but I just want to slip my hope that doesn't want to end just like that. and I hope you won't let me go either because you can't bear the feelings of others. I know he's your best friend, but I don't think we're ever wrong. we've been fused in comfort and laughter.

This world is sometimes impartial to our taste but believe me there will be a far happier sense when we are equally struggling to maintain this relationship.

It is not as strong as the coral, but if we have the same taste it never hurts if we survive each other in every exposure that tries to destroy our relationship.

for you meitha. I will always try to defend and fight for our story. For you I will promise to always be your laugh in every step you go through. in each of your dreams I want to always dream a beautiful dream that comes to him. and always greeted by happiness when the morning and dew bring calmness in the taste....