365 Days Towards Halal

77# Self Healing

"What makes us afraid of facing problems? Because we're riveted with all the bad thoughts. Be kind to God. God cannot allow his servant to fall without meaning behind a tragedy."

"For example, Athar and Kimmy. Athar had to crash until he faced his own hard times. Until he rose up and was able to succeed in his life which is still very young. Eventually, Kimmy's gone down and they're getting married."

"Mother, during the youth Mother always struggled with problems. Very heavy, until finally God gave the most beautiful gift with the presence of your Father," Mother grasped the hand of Father who sat beside her. The two eyes of the halal lovers are intertwined and look very loving in her.

Queen who was sitting waiting for the arrival of the plane that will take her to the Maldives, remembered the conversation she and Mommy had when discussing about Amira who accidentally met at the department store this afternoon.

In a typical Sundanese food stall, they discuss the meaning of life. While enjoying the scenery and they rest for a while on the way to Jakarta.

Queen sighed and lowered her gaze.

"Once you are, you fail many times. Evil god? Sure didn't. Sometimes, God has a very unique way of avoiding us from the wrong people. Never regret the word of God. Trust me, Allah is Most Merciful and Most Merciful. It was written at the beginning of our book. Never doubt, never blame fate and the lifeline. God loves us, but sometimes people think too badly of God."

"Imagine, if you were to be married to the Sky. Does it guarantee you happiness? Or vice versa, your fate is the same as Amira? At that time you were complaining, how come you have a traitor friend? God is saving you."

"With Antoni, does it guarantee that you will be happy? He loves you more than he loves his God. Until he made himself an obsession and did not think, happiness was already in front of him. His son and wife. Suppose he was willing to make peace with what had been his choice, it was certain that he would be happy with Tasya and their son."

"Ricky, if only you hadn't hesitated then. Maybe you've accepted her proposal and married without consideration. That's certainly bad. It turns out that he is, will you be happy? Or maybe you will be frustrated with life that always feels bad from time to time."

"Blessed when God gives you time to think. Selecting all who try to perch in your heart. It is a sign that God is giving you great favors, than you must taste bitter again when you make the wrong choice."

"Queen, Mommy knows you're great. Mother also knows the reason you left this time. You're having a problem with Raka?"

Queen looked at Mother who was giving her advice. Then, he lowered his face again.

"Son, to achieve happiness, nothing is instant. Buy instant noodles should be processed first, in order to be eaten. It means there's nothing really instant in all of our lives."

"At this time you want to be alone and leave, it's legitimate. Don't drown in your own thoughts. Self healing.is that your goal? So come back with answers and thoughts that lead you in a better direction."

Mother smiled and held the Queen's hand.

"One more thing, don't forget to buy Daddy a gift." Chirp Daddy.

"Dad..what the hell, people are serious again..." Mother glared at the smiling Father while scratching her non-itchy head.

Queen smiled at her parents. Then, he nodded with certainty.

"Thank you, Mother." The thing Queen is most grateful for in this life is having you two. Somehow if the Queen doesn't have a great Father and Mother like you."

Father and Mother smiled and hugged Queen tightly.

"I love you my son..." Whisper them both.

A call for passengers to leave for the Maldives was heard from the loudspeakers in the waiting room, disperse Queen's daydreams about her conversation with her parents earlier this afternoon.

Queen rushed to the boarding pass check gate. After he passed the check, Queen also stepped her foot into the fuselage that he was going to ride.

"Bismillah, hopefully things will improve soon. Be kind to the Creator. Healing.and come back with a much more positive mind." Inner Queen.

...

"Sir, does the Queen Mother exist?" Raka asked the receptionist at the Queen's hotel.

"Sorry sir, the Queen Mother is out of the country."

Raka was speechless hearing the response from the receptionist.

"Where are you, Ma'am?"

"I don't know, sir, sorry,"

"It's just today, sir,"

Raka was speechless hearing the Queen who had just left on this day. He felt himself too late. Actually, he wanted to contact or meet Queen after a fight in the hospital with Lala. However, hearing Queen's words asking her to finish everything first, made Raka undo her intentions and want to meet with Queen all this time. As for contacting Queen, he no longer has access to be able to connect through his mobile phone.

Raka just smiled and thanked the receptionist. Then, he stepped up with a shackle and returned home.

"Lord, when it's all over, the Queen is getting away from me. Is there still time for me to reach for your angel?" Mumbled Raka who was driving her car with a worried heart.

...

"Aika!" Call the Son when the Event has just finished.

Tika turned her head and looked at her sister-in-law and smiled at her.

"Yes?"

"May I ask for Queen's address and mobile number?"

Tika was silent for a moment. He felt the Son was really desperate to get close to Queen.

"You're seriously going to get close to him?" Tika asked with a serious face.

"Yes, I've told him that I'm taking his ta'aruf."

Tika was stunned to hear the Son's reply.

"Get and!" Tika patted her forehead and complained of her own pain.

"Dude!"

"Yes, give me her home address and her mobile number. I'm really serious" said the Son with a pleading face.

Tika glanced at her husband and bit her lip in fear that the Son would be rejected by the Queen.

Tika knew Queen. Queen is only in love with people who are not in a hurry to get close to her. Queen is a very difficult girl to reach, for everyone who is too excessive.

"Hmmm Put, isn't it excessive?" Tika asked with a face that looked tense.

"No, I like her and I want her to be my wife."

"Well, rich buy stuff anyway?" Inner Tika.

"Let's give me his cell phone number and his home address." Pinta Putra again.

"Eh, but he's abroad, you know,"

"Lied ah...!" The Son did not believe.

"Seriously, he took the time to go to my show and leave tonight. Later, I love you, I also forgot her home address" Tika said.

"Yes, tell me.."

"Oh yes, good night first," said the Son to his older sister, Tika's husband, who is two years older than him.

The son walked out of the building with a carefree-looking heart. While Tika looks confused by the seriousness of the Son against the Queen.

"Buset. But the child why the effect is so difficult to get a mate?" Mumbled Tika.