365 Days Towards Halal

39# Antoni and Tasya

A month later, Tasya became Antoni's wife. Antoni's attitude is still cold, just like the first time they met before marriage first. Tasya did not know why Antoni did not want to try even a little to open his heart to her. In fact, she has tried her best to be a wife. Starting from appearance, to service for Antoni. However, the man just gets colder to himself and never touches him.

It hurts, it must be all painful. Tasya loved Antoni when he was a child. Tasya, who is the same age as Queen, is a distant relative of Antoni. When Antoni was engaged to Queen, Tasya did not attend the event. Because Tasya, works out of town. So, she did not know who Antoni's fiancee was still lodged in her husband's heart.

One week later, they moved to Solo City. Now they live independently in a mansion given Antoni's parents. To be precise, Antoni was deliberately moved to Solo City by his parents.

That morning, Tasya arranged breakfast for Antoni at the dinner table. Already since early in the morning he cooks for a man who has just been married a month. He looked at Antoni who had just come out of their room.

"Mas, are you done dressing her? Breakfast yuk Mas,"

Antoni looked at Tasya with a cold look. Then, he left Tasya speechless and drove to the office in his car.

Seeing Antoni's attitude that has not softened, Tasya cried at the dinner table with a feeling of disappointment.

"If you don't like me, why did you agree to marry me?" Inner Tasya.

Indeed, Tasya never wanted to discuss what the question was for him, all he kept to himself. All that he did was to make Antoni comfortable with her. But, as a woman her heart also feels cheesy seeing the attitude of Antoni who does not want to give himself time and a little heart.

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Antoni drove his car with a depressed-looking face. For almost half a year he did not meet the Queen. His heart felt very tormented. Antoni is not allowed to meet with Queen. He was kept under surveillance by his family while he was in Jakarta, so he could not meet Queen. Likewise with Queen who was reluctant to meet Antoni after their relationship was completed.

"Queen. I miss." Her muttering.

Antoni's days are hell. A smile disappeared from his face. He was even more depressed when his parents kept asking if Tasya was pregnant or not.

The question left him at a loss for what to answer. He never touched the girl of his parents' choice. Never mind to make out, touch the tip of his hair, Antoni never did. Not that he felt disgusted, only that if he tried to touch Tasya, he felt that he had betrayed Queen, the girl he loved the most.

Antoni is not to the heart either, if he touches Tasya just because of escape. Although Tasya is halal to him.

Antoni could not stand it anymore, he turned his car towards the airport. That day he also intended to escape and try to meet Queen in Jakarta.

Antoni got the ticket. He left for Jakarta without bringing anything, including a change of clothes.

After he landed in Jakarta, he went straight to the Queen's house, to meet the girl. Unfortunately, Queen is not home. At that time, Queen was indeed facing a shock after her separation with Antoni. To entertain themselves, Queen also took a vacation with Tika.

Geck! Geck! Geck!

Antoni knocked on the door of Queen's house several times.

Not long after, the door opened. Queen's mother was surprised to see Antoni's face.

Antoni greeted Mother and apologized for everything that happened.

As a parent who felt this was not entirely Antoni's fault, Mother tried to accept and allow the man to come in and talk with her.

"The queen's got a bun?" Antoni asked after the man tried to apologize to Mother.

"Queen is not home. She's traveling with her friends." Answer Mother.

Disappointment was evident in Antoni's eyes. The man almost cried after hearing that Queen could not meet him today.

Antoni looked at Mommy with a disappointed face. Tears were also shed on her cheeks.

"But, Antoni loves Queen Bun very much. Antoni swore an oath, Antoni has not touched Antoni's wife. Antoni can't let go of Queen Bun," Antoni cried while kissing Mother's hand.

Mommy feels sorry for the man, but what do you want to say? The man will never be able to reunite with the Queen. Mommy will also never be willing to return to plan a message with the Antoni family. It is not Antoni's fault, but inevitably, Antoni will be affected. Because this problem involves him who easily gives up on the situation and leaves Queen, the daughter who is very dear to you.

"Antoni, believe the same Mother. Later, you will find kindness with your wife. Love him, have a good family. All because they are not used to it. Are you aware? Your wife sacrificed herself to accept you to be her husband."

Antoni. The words of wisdom that come out of your mouth make him have no reason other than to go home and forget everything.

After feeling no support, Antoni went home the same day.

When he arrived home, he looked at Tasya who was waiting for him to fall asleep on the sofa. He approached Tasya and cried in front of his wife.

Tasya woke up, then he looked at Antoni who was crying in front of him. With a soft heart, Tasya hugged Antoni. They cry while hugging. Antoni apologizes to Tasya for everything that happened. He did not intend to treat Tasya that way. But Antoni asks for time to love Tasya.

Tasya agreed, they tried to get along. However, until the fourth month of their marriage Antoni still did not want to touch him.

Until one day their parents get together and question the fertility of the couple. Antoni and Tasya could not say anything. They are urged to have children soon.

At first Antoni tried to ignore her. But, the longer the insistence the more intensely thrown by their parents.

At the age of their sixth marriage month, Antoni gave up. He tried to talk about it to Tasya.

"I wanted to touch you, but my heart refused, for some reason." Antoni.

"Mas, consider me Queen," Tasya said in a choked voice, holding back a cry.

Antoni is silent, he does not know how Tasya knows, if he still thinks about Queen.

"Mas can turn off the lights and touch me. Whatever your imagination is to me. Whatever it is, I take it." Tasya Resolute.

Tasya's words made Antoni feel guilty. He did not want to turn off the lights. He still touches Tasya as the woman who is currently accompanying him. With one goal, the woman immediately became pregnant and gave birth to a child for herself. So that there are no more questions with their marriage.

That night they did it with tears. Feelings of emotion, disappointment, pain, heartbreak, slump and whatever it is mixed into one as they go about their marital relationship.

After doing it once, they continued to do it until Tasya was pregnant with Antoni's child. But after Tasya became pregnant, Antoni stopped touching Tasya. He could not deny, until he had a child, he still could not love Tasya.

That's why Antoni's reunion with Queen at the boutique, making Tasya worried, if Antoni's love will re-burn. Because she knew, her husband could never stop loving Queen.

Tasya's heart was restless, he did not know Queen. She doesn't know how Queen is her man, whether she still loves her husband or not.

Things Tasya once knew, though,

"Near your rivals, your rivals, or your enemies. To let you know his movements, his plans or anything about him."

Tasya finally tried to make peace. Therefore, Tasya decided to approach Queen as his friend. Tashia has no bad intentions. He just wanted Queen to look at him. Because Antoni would definitely not look at himself at all.