365 Days Towards Halal

56# Test for donors

Not noticeably, tears streamed down Queen's cheeks. He himself did not know why he was crying. Merely, Queen felt that right now she was eager to cry to release the feeling of disappointment in her heart.

"Why are you disappointed Queen? Isn't that just Raka's past? He lived together in Boston, until he returned home. Naturally, if Lala is pregnant with Raka's child. But why are you angry? Why can't you understand Raka who also just found out if she has a child from that woman?"

The Queen's inner being continued to fight. The good side and the selfish side began to argue.

Queen rubbed her tears and massaged her dizzy temples. For some reason, he continues to feel disappointed with the opposite sex. Queen began to feel herself so inappropriate for anyone. He felt that he would remain single forever.

"Yeshaaaannnn!" Queen complained while hitting the bag on her lap.

"What's wrong, miss?" Ask the adjutant sitting next to the driver while looking at the Queen who was regretting her fate.

"It's okay" Queen said, throwing her eyes out the taxi window.

Queen wiped her tears and fell silent with a disappointed face.

...

"Araghhhh! You idiot!" Sesal Raka while hitting her own head repeatedly.

"Why should I tell you about it anyway?" Complaints again.

Raka was really scared of losing Queen. He really fell in love with that girl. However, the story of her past made the girl feel surprised and a little unacceptable.

Raka decides to contact Queen. But, no matter how many times Raka contacted the girl, still Queen ignored the call from her.

Raka also sent a message to Queen.

Queen, I'm sorry if my past isn't sacred. I'm sorry if I had another woman's child. But, for God's sake, I just found out if that kid is my real son. I don't intend to disappoint you. But I'm just trying to be honest with Queen.

Queen, you can hate me. But please, forgive me. I have no intention of hurting you. Queen, I love you, I love you so much. Please, even if I can't be with you. Give me an apology, so I can continue living in peace.

Raka sent the message to Queen. Then he got up from his desk and rushed to the hospital to see Jonathan.

Since this morning, Lala contacted Raka. Lala says Jonathan wants to meet with Raka. As a father, Raka agrees to visit her biological son.

...

At the hospital, Raka headed straight to Jonathan's room. The little boy greeted himself with a sweet smile. The oxygen hose was stuck in two tiny nostrils.

Raka let out a long sigh and returned Jonathan's smile. He approached the boy. On Jonathan's side, a smiling Lala welcomes Raka. He got up from his seat and let Raka talk to Jonathan.

"Hi Papi..." Greet Jonathan kindly. The boy was very friendly to everyone. That's why Jonathan is loved everywhere, including in the hospital by the doctors and nurses who work there.

"Hi, how are you today?" Raka asked while reaching for Jonathan's tiny hand that looked blue because of the infusion needle that had just been removed because of swelling due to too long the needle stuck there.

"Good Papi. Papi how are you?"

"Well," said Raka with the end of the sound choked.

"But don't be sad, papi's face is sad. Jonathan will be healed."

Hearing the boy's words, Raka's tears flowed down her cheeks without being able to hold back.

Raka is an expressive type of person. He is always carried away when he sees things that make him touched or see things that are sad.

"So, Papi won't cry. It's Papi's eyes sore from lack of sleep." Raka grabbed Jonathan's hand that was wiping tears on his cheek, then he kissed the back of the boy's hand.

"Bapi is dear to Jonathan. So, Jonathan has to heal ya."

Jonathan smiled showing his tooth that looked toothless in the row of teeth above his front. Then, he hugged Raka tightly.

"Jonathan promises, Jonathan will heal for Papi and Mami" Jonathan said, looking increasingly pale today.

Raka grabbed the tiny body and hugged it tightly.

Lala who saw the sight, could not help but hold back tears. He also walked out of the room. He wanted to calm down and expel the haru, sadness and regret that perched in his heart when he saw the closeness of Jonathan and Raka.

After that, Jonathan and Raka play together. Although Raka's heart was troubled to think of Queen, but he had to try to appear carefree in front of Jonathan who was enduring the pain that the boy was suffering.

Shortly after, a doctor and nurse came to check on Jonathan.

During Jonathan's checkup, Raka goes back to check his phone and hopes he gets a reply from Queen. However, he did not get a reply from the girl.

Raka sighed and sat down on the sofa of the room.

"Mr Raka who yesterday wanted to donate spinal shields to Jonathan huh?" Ask the doctor.

"Ah yes doc," Sahut Raka while pocketing her phone and rushing to stand up to talk to the doctor.

"Are you ready to be checked?" Ask the doctor again.

"Ready dock,"

"Given Jonathan's increasingly frail condition, he must get the donor immediately. Let's go to my room." Said the doctor.

Lala Oun arrives and sees Raka saying goodbye to Jonathan. Raka looked to kiss the boy's forehead and asked for prayers if their summs matched. Because getting the same sum-sum is very difficult. Even if it includes his own family or his own flesh and blood.

Raka stepped following the doctor, Lala looked at Raka with her eyes puffy. Raka stopped her steps in front of Lala.

"Doain yes..." Raka.

Lala helplessly held back her cries, she nodded wordlessly.

Raka smiled and hugged the mother of her child. Lala hugged Raka tightly. Lala knows, if Raka's spinal cord matches Jonathan's, then Raka and Jonathan will be operated on together. It is certainly full of risks, both for Raka and Jonathan.

Lala's guilt will multiply by tens of times if one of them experiences something bad.

"I'm sorry, sorry for everything." Lala said while crying.

"Oh, this is fate. We have to get through this. We must be sure and brave." Raka Whisper.

Raka stepped out of the room. Lala could only stare at the man she still loved so much.

If only Raka's parents did not insult her and she knew at that time she was pregnant with Raka's child, maybe, at this time she was happy with Raka.

But, what power. destiny is so unique. Every step is not predictable. Man only undergoes, the secrets can tampa regulate the will of the creator.