365 Days Towards Halal

32# Queen, where are you?

The Queen laid her body on the bed as she had just arrived at her hotel room. His eyes looked straight at the sky of the room, he looked like he had a burden of mind that was teasing him.

Tika approached Queen and joined her body beside Queen, then the girl looked at Queen who was still staring at the ceiling of the hotel room.

"You know, if she's Naysilla's ex." Ask Tika.

The Queen turned her head and looked at Tika closely.

"Naysilla who?" Queen asked with a curious face.

"Lu don't know the world of sports, he's a surfing athlete who died by suicide" Tika explained.

"Well! How can?" Queen sat up on the bed and looked at Tika who was still lying on the bed.

"Eat him, you talk to him a lot. People are cool when invited to talk. I Ye. It was like he just knew yesterday, he could already get along with me. Uh Queen, why the hell are you being so cold to her?" Tika sat up and looked at Queen who looked wrong.

"Gue confused Tik, I'm the same he just knew right. It's only been two weeks, man,"

"Well, you think those who have known you for a long time can be happy with you too?"

"Sir..."

"Queen, it's time you were focused on the future. Think of your heart dong, eventually empty later there will be his demons," said Tika.

"Tik... You see what Ricky is kayaking? That's because I trust new people too much!"

"But not all the new people who come into your life are Queen's assholes! Don't tell me you're afraid of failing again, you're still stale! Life is for fighting! Live to see the positive and move on to Queen. You want to walk in place!"

Queen was speechless, she looked at Tika who looked emotionless as she spoke to herself. Tears spread in her eyes.

"Gue just wanted to say, it's not time yet" Queen said as she moved from her seat and exited the room.

"Queen!" Call Tika. But the girl ignored the call. He walked down the hallway of the hotel with tears on his cheeks.

I don't know what the Queen is talking about. Actually he was not angry with Tika, what Tika said, all was the truth. Only, he felt too cowardly. He did not dare to take any more risks in his life. He really felt tired and this holiday was not to discuss things that he really wanted to avoid. However, Tika continuously discussed things that made her uncomfortable. That was the reason Queen why she left her room and Tika.

Queen walks in her sparkling Seoul City at dusk. Snow continued to fall and the temperature began to rise. But Queen doesn't care. He just wanted to avoid Tika for now. It also goes without direction.

Queen stopped at a coffee shop, then she decided to enter the cafe. Queen chose to sit in the corner of the cafe room, right next to a glass window that offers views of the streets of the City.

Because of the cold, Queen's mouth looks smoky when asking a glass of hot coffee to a waitress. Queen also deliberately added a small meal on her order, to accompany her who was sitting alone there.

After ordering what he wanted, Queen stared out the window. It looks like several pairs of lovers are walking on foot while holding hands. A happy smile was seen on the faces of those who were conversing passing by there.

"As in Korean dramas." Her muttering. His gaze continued to see the couples who passed in front of the coffee shop.

Tidak berapa lama kemudian, pesanan Queen pun datang. Ia mengucapkan terima kasih kepada pramusaji dan kembali tenggelam dalam pikirannya.

...

At the hotel, Tika looked agitated. He paced the hotel lobby while continuing to contact Queen.

Raka who just got out of the elevator and walked towards Tika. Anxious face could not be hidden from the handsome man's face.

"Can you call Queen?" Raka asked as she had just stopped her steps in front of Tika.

With a face full of regret, Tika shook her head. Tika's eyes reddened, enduring the cries. He was very worried about Queen, his best friend who he loved very much.

"You calm down, let me find the Queen." Raka.

"Seriously you want to find him, honestly, I want to find Queen. But, I know he's angry with me again and I'm less familiar with this city. Understandably, I have only been to Korea once," said Tika. Tears began to flow in the corner of her eyes.

"Yes, I promise, I will definitely find Queen until I can." Said Raka while holding both shoulders of Tika who was standing in front of her.

Tika nodded and looked at Raka with hope.

"Lu be careful, if you don't see us report to the police, yes,"

"Yes, just calm down, most Queen will not be far from this hotel. I go first, yes" Raka walked hurriedly out of the hotel building. While Tika looks anxious and regretful with what he has said to Queen.

Tika realized, Queen is the type of woman who is too loyal. The lack of a loyal person is only one, he too long dissolved in disappointment in a relationship that has ended. That's what Queen did. It's not that the Queen won't heal her pain. It's just, it's true, it's too soon to love Raka after she feels disappointed with Ricky.

"Gue is so selfish, I hurt my friend. Although what I said was true, but it was too soon, and it didn't pantes," Tika was sitting limp on the hotel's lobby sofa. He wiped the tears that ran down both of his cheeks.

"Queen, you where the hell I am. I'm sorry Queen... May Raka meet the Queen. Don't let this end at the police station. What if Queen is missing? Oh Allah....." Tika ruffled her own hair. Then, he got up from his seat and returned to his room, to pick up a coat that he could not take as he hurriedly chased after Queen.

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Raka walked through the heavy snowfall. His eyes were watching everyone on the street, or across the street. It had been 20 minutes he had walked, searched in shops or in cafes around the hotel, but he had not found Queen.

Raka knew what to do. Looking in one direction only, allowing him not to meet the Queen. So, Raka went back to the hotel and looked on a different road from that road.

"Queen, where are you?" Inner Raka who looks panicked when looking for the girl he just knew 2 weeks ago.