365 Days Towards Halal

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Day by day passed. Preparations for marriage began to be taken care of by Queen and Raka. Their parents are also seen to be busy thinking about the wedding day they will hold for their children.

This afternoon, Queen was busy designing her own wedding dress. However, there is always something that makes him a little confused by the concept that he will slip from the dress he will design.

Crumple the paper in the form of small balls, splattered on the floor. Several times Queen scratches the pencil on paper, it will end up being small balls on the floor.

Queen squeezes her own hair. He closed his eyes and took a deep breath. Then, her eyes were fixed on the wedding dress she should have worn when she married Antoni. The dress that was still on display in her room looked very beautiful.

The dress was made by Aunt Rara. Who designed also himself and Aunt Rara. In the past, she was very excited to design the dress and everything looked smooth. The idea is always there, so the dress is created.

The queen moved from her seat and approached the dress. He didn't want to wear that dress. In fact, he had already intended to sell it. Because he wanted to, there were no more Antoni shadows in his life. He wants everything with Raka, is new.

Queen came out of her room and asked her clerk to take out the dress, and put it on display at the front boutique storefront. When the dress was already on display in the storefront, Queen accidentally came out of her boutique and noticed the dress from the outside. He was glued and kept staring at every detail of the beautiful dress.

"How are you Antoni?" Her muttering.

Although Queen had felt traumatized by Antoni, but his memories with Antoni made him unable to forget about the kindness of the man.

Antoni is a really nice guy, entertainer and a little crazy with all his ridiculous mannerisms. Queen smiled to herself given Antoni's sweet attitude towards her.

But that is destiny. No one can avoid it. Now, Antoni who is disappointed and depressed can not be called sane anymore. Why is it like that?

Sometimes, the mental state of a person is not the same. Light for us, not necessarily light for others. Vice versa. There is no need for us to feel great from others, as if we were the most able to go through all the problems. If we had known, people's stories and sufferings would not be the same as ours.

For example, Antoni, maybe some people will ask, "Just because women can be crazy?". Nothing is impossible, right? Is it all purely because of the Queen? No, pressure from parents too? Not really,. Foam so he thought all at once, plus a sense of regret and guilt with his son and wife.

It is easy for us to see the problem. But, for Antoni who undergoes? Is light? His life is like a robot that is constantly programmed to obey his employer. In fact, a human like Antoni, has no right to feel his love as a human being himself.

Are there such cruel parents? Yes timing? Could it? The answer is MAYBE. The nature and attitude of humans when they become parents are different. Some want their children to be themselves and live by their own choices. Some don't care at all. Some are so loving that they interfere with anything. There are even those whose children should not argue anything, all must be in accordance with what they want.

..

"A very beautiful dress" said a man standing behind the Queen.

Queen turned her head and looked at an exotic-skinned woman and had that sweet smile.

"Tasya!" Queen cried out, rounding her eyes.

The woman laughed loudly. He approached the Queen and hugged the Queen tightly.

"How are you?" Ask Tasya kindly.

The woman did not change at all. It's still like a few months ago. He was friendly and always smiled when he spoke. Only one has changed from Tasya, she is getting more and more beautiful and attractive.

"Ba-ba-well," said Queen, replying to Tasya's embrace.

"I miss," said Tasya, releasing her embrace.

Queen looks awkward. He never felt close to Tasya. It's just that the woman seemed to always want to get close to her.

"Why is the dress for sale?" Ask Tasya.

Queen was silent, she felt Tasya knowing if the dress was the dress she would wear for her wedding with Antoni first.

"Do you know?" Queen asked with an awkward face.

Tasya smiled again and nodded slowly.

"Well, I've seen a picture of you in that dress. I saw it in the wooden box Antoni had kept in his secret theme. The photo looks like Antoni took it secretly. You're not looking at the camera." Tasya.

"How are you doing Antoni?" Queen asked, she tried to divert the conversation.

Tasya was seen sighing deeply and exhaling slowly.

"Maybe he's okay" Tasya said.

Queen was stunned to hear the answer from the woman.

"Is he still being treated at the RSJ?" Queen asked curiously.

"Maybe, I don't know. I visited him at the RSJ, it was only once."

Queen looked at Tasya closely.

"Keep.you and Antoni..."

"Yes, we're divorced. Divorce papers I received a month ago. It's not that I could divorce her, it's just...."

"I get it," Cut Queen.

Tasya gave her smile and looked at Queen with a face so happy.

"This is what I like about you Queen, you're smart."

Queen gave a small laugh and allowed Tasya to enter her boutique.

Tasya also agreed to stop by the Queen's boutique. She follows Queen who invites herself into Queen's study.

Tasya smiled, looked around the room and sat down on the sofa.

"Not much has changed, only the dress has been removed from this room" Tasya said.

Queen laughed and sat down in front of Tasya.

"So, how about now?" Ask Queen.

"I actually want to have a casual conversation with you. It's just, I'm afraid to interrupt your bustle Queen."

"No, I'm not busy.." Queen Sahut.

Tasya noticed the amount of paper waste on the floor of the Queen's room.

Queen who was aware with the look of Tasya's eyes that were fixed on the trash pile also looked embarrassed.

"Ah, sorry," said Queen as she moved from her seat and cleaned up the trash and put it in the trash.

"Hmmmm, how do we talk outside?" Said Queen while picking up the remaining trash on the floor.

"Can. But, if only.."

"No, I'm in need of a cup of coffee. My idea stuck, so I need a friend to have a coffee with" Queen said.

Tasya smiled and nodded in agreement.

"OK,"

"Sip, let's go" Queen said, grabbing her handbag and car keys.