365 Days Towards Halal

140# 266HMH (We should be able to)

Since morning, the air in Jakarta is quite cold. The rain that has rained on the city since last night has not stopped. Not as usual, but now it is the dry season.

On the day of this proposal, the Queen can only pray, may this never-ending rain, is a sign, if today is a day of blessing, he said, happiness and launched all his affairs and Raka.

Queen who was still in the room, glanced at the clock that was on her nightstand. The clock's needle shows at eleven o'clock in the afternoon. While Raka promised to come to his residence at two o'clock in the afternoon, after performing Dzuhur prayer.

Because it still has a lot of time, Queen also chose to laze behind her blanket. He looked out the window, staring one by one at the rain that was dripping from the roof of his house. He smiled to himself imagining Raka coming with his family to propose to him.

Queen stared at the ring given by Raka. He rubbed the ring gently. A few years ago, he felt the same way. Waiting for Antoni and his family to ask for her hand.

Angan Queen drifted to a few years ago...

That morning, Queen already looked beautiful with a design kebaya Aunt Rara that was attached to her beautiful body. Kebaya brukat is salem, and the old brown pull cloth, looks so harmonious with the color of his skin.

A makeup artist and also a hairdresser also just finished carrying out their duties. They also cleaned up all the makeup equipment and other tools that were scattered on the Queen's dressing table. While Queen, staring in awe at the reflection of her reflection on the mirror of her dressing table.

A happy smile always graced the corners of her lips. Because, soon she will become Antoni's fiancee, and one year later, she will officially become Antoni's mistress. Angan Queen has drifted away, fantasizing about a happy life, having cute, smart and healthy children, along with Antoni. So delusional, Queen seemed to keep smiling to herself. Make anyone who sees her feel the happiness of the girl.

Mother who had just come to the Queen's room, looked at her smiling daughter herself. Slowly, he approached the Queen and gently rubbed the shadow of the Queen.

"Darling..." Sapa Mommy's.

Queen was surprised and looked at Mother. Then, he looks misbehaved, because he knows, Mommy must see her who smiles herself because she is delusional.

"Yes Bun," Queen said with a red hue on her cheek.

"You are happy, yes" asked Mommy as she sat on the bedside.

Queen turned her dresser chair around and looked at Mommy carefully. Then, he smiled shyly.

"Mother is also very happy" said Mother.

So many prayers and hopes that Mother offered for Queen. In order, the engagement became the first step in the happiness of his daughter, Queen. Enthusiastically, the Queen assures all your prayers and hopes for her.

While waiting for the presence of Antoni and his family, Queen took the initiative to have breakfast first. Because he did not have time to have breakfast with his family earlier, because the makeup artist and hairdresser had come, and he preferred to do it first.

When the Queen goes down to the ground floor, the Queen will fall. The fabric he was wearing was trampled by his high heels. The fabric was torn on the bottom edge. Although not so visible, Queen had an unpleasant premonition. But Mother tried to encourage Queen. If it was all just a coincidence.

Queen was a little calm, and began to believe the suggestion given by her mother. He also ate soto made by Mother for breakfast in the morning. Perhaps, because the Queen was not careful, the soto bowl was nudged, and the soto sauce stained her fiance's kebaya. Queen was panicking. In fact, he cried bitterly.

The feeling is starting to get worse. Because soon Antoni and his family will come, the kebaya will not have time to wash. Finally, Queen wears Mother's kebaya. Old kebaya Mother when Mother married Andra's father. Luckily, the broken white kebaya fits perfectly on the Queen's body.

When Queen changes clothes, Antoni and his family arrive. They had waited almost an hour, which made Ms. Antoni a little complain about the Queen not appreciating their arrival. Luckily, Antoni managed to make his mother a little calm, after saying if there was a mistake when Queen had breakfast.

An hour later, Queen and Antoni's engagement was held. Luckily, there were no obstacles at the time. They are also more serious in their relationship.

But, inevitably, the premonition made Queen feel haunted. Not that he does not believe in the greatness of God, only that he feels himself and Antoni will experience obstacles, as they go to their happy days. And sure enough, Athar was in an accident and there was a misunderstanding between him and Antoni.

There is actually a reason why Queen immediately chose to end their relationship. Nor was it because Queen was impatient and did not understand Antoni's circumstances. In his relationship with Antoni, his mother Antoni always interfere. Although he actually loved Antoni very much, but the pressure had made him start to rethink their relationship problems.

Not only until there, have a relationship, it's good to maintain tolerance. Antoni's family should be aware, if the Queen's family is getting a disaster. In fact, this concerns the matter of his sister's life.

At that time Athar was still in a coma and Queen talked about the problem of postponing their marriage.

Despite the rejection, Queen still survives with Antoni. He can only hope that if Athar wakes up from a coma, everything will be fine and his marriage can be carried out because Athar will be cured. But, fate says otherwise, it turns out that Athar woke up paralyzed. Of course Queen asked Antoni for more time. Unfortunately, Antoni and Antoni's family continue to insist on marriage. That's where the Queen's sense of respect is gone.

However, it's all been part of his past story with Antoni. Although at first he still felt unable to move-on from the man. However, Raka's presence makes everything he is able to live. Raka is the one who can make himself forget Antoni. Plus the case of her with Antoni who intends to rob her of her virginity. The remaining taste to the man disappeared was not left.

Because Raka is, now his life is more colorful. Queen also hopes, this time, he should not fail. He has to get through all of this.

"Raka, we should be able to," he murmured.