365 Days Towards Halal

70# Complicated

Lala's anxious face was seen in front of Jonathan's room. He paced in front of the room while biting the tip of his nail. Tears appeared to wet the cheeks of the 32-year-old woman.

Raka and Queen who were watching from a distance rushed over to Lala immediately. At that time Lala also saw Raka who was holding Queen's hand tightly. He was stunned to see Queen who was still with Raka.

"What's wrong?" Raka asked with a face that looked worried.

Lala was still stunned and looked at Queen with a jealous look.

"Lala!"

"Well...." Lala blinked her eyes and turned her gaze to Raka.

"Raka, our son....!" Said Lala while hugging Raka and crying in Raka's arms.

"Why?" Raka releases her hand from Queen's hand and attempts to rid herself of Lala's embrace. However, Lala restrains Raka's body from entering Jonathan's room.

"Jonathan drop again, he's being treated by a doctor. We're asked to wait outside."

Queen looked at Lala who was hugging Raka tightly. But he has no right to be jealous. Because she's not Raka's boyfriend. He and Raka have not agreed to a relationship. After all, Lala was the mother of Raka's son. So the Queen tried to get rid of her jealousy far away.

"Yes Allah...!" Raka rubbed her face and continued to stare at the door of Jonathan's room. While Lala continued to hug Raka tightly.

"Excuse me," Raka let go of Lala's embrace and moved closer to the outgoing Queen by sitting on the waiting bench in the room. Raka was sitting next to Queen.

The Queen who saw Raka sitting next to her immediately smiled and tried to comfort Raka.

"Patience.we wait for the doctor to come out. I hope Jonathan is okay." Say Queen softly.

Raka nodded with an agitated face, then she clasped Queen's hand tightly again.

Lala was stunned to see Raka and Queen who looked so close. Then, he decided to sit next to Raka. Now, Raka is flanked by two women. One is the future woman and the other is the woman of her past. However, Raka was a little uneasy as Lala sat beside her.

Lala glanced at Raka's hand which tightly grasped Queen's hand. He is upset with Raka who treats Queen like a lover. At the moment, she is in need of moral support, not Queen. Because she is the birth mother of Jonathan, Raka's son.

Now, the worry about Jonathan was no longer in Lala's mind. The worry was changed with worry if Raka remained together with Queen. Lala was really burning flames of jealousy.

"How to get rid of this girl from Raka. It's really weird for my relationship with Raka!" Inner Lala.

A nurse pushed the door of Jonathan's room violently. The boy was lying helplessly on the bed that was pushed out of the room.

"What's up!" Raka looked surprised and went to the doctor who rushed out of the room while following Jonathan who was pushed into the ICU room.

"Sorry sir, I will explain later" said the doctor and passed from before Raka. Raka, Lala and Queen follow Jonathan, who is taken to the ICU. They see Jonathan in a pair of breathing aids and an electrocardiogram, to detect Jonathan's heartbeat.

Raka looked from behind the glass window, her flesh blood was pale and helpless. Her tears also dripped on her cheeks which began to be sunken due to lack of rest. Raka kept wiping the glass as if she was touching Jonathan who was in intensive handling.

After Jonathan was finished, the doctor came out with an anxious face. Raka and Lala rush to block the doctor who looks rushed to leave.

"My son why doc?" Lala asked with a worried face.

"Jonathan had a complication that caused bleeding in his lungs. I'll discuss this with the team of other doctors soon. Excuse me first." The doctor rushed off to contact the medical team that handled Jonathan.

Raka looks ruined. He rushed into the ICU room without being prevented by the sisters in the room. Raka hugged the unconscious Jonathan.

"Wake up, wake up!" Raka looked panicked.

"Please sir, let Jonathan rest. Just wait outside" said the nurse.

"No, I'm just gonna stay!" Raka insists on staying beside Jonathan.

The Queen rushed after Raka and calmed Raka who continued to cry seeing the state of her son.

Lala just fell silent in the corner of the room with a face that was no less worried.

"Raka, for Jonathan's sake, we go out first yuk," Pinta Queen softly.

Raka clasped Queen's hand holding both shoulders. Raka looks shocked by Jonathan's situation which suddenly worsens.

"Raka, come..." Pinta Queen again.

Raka complies with Queen's request. He rushes out of the room with Queen and is followed by Lala.

Several doctors were seen walking hurriedly toward Jonathan's room. Raka, Queen and Lala could only look at the doctors in Jonathan's room.

"Raka, we can only pray for Jonathan's health and safety. We can only ask God for the best" Queen said, wiping Raka's shoulders.

"you mean? You pray my son dies? The best you're saying?"

Queen is shocked when Lala accuses herself of praying that Jonathan has died.

"I didn't say that" Queen said with a puzzled face.

"Household?" Queen flinched and looked at Raka closely.

Raka raised her face and looked at Queen fixedly.

"No... I'm not married to him."

"What do you mean, Lala?" Raka asked with an annoyed face, because Lala said she was married to Raka.

"We're getting married, your mother said. Remember Raka! You must be responsible! Because we have Jonathan! And this girl, who is she? He's a nobody!"

Raka got up from her seat and approached Lala.

"Don't fantasize anymore Lala, our business is only limited to Jonatan. The rest are no more. And Queen... Queen is the girl I love. Remember that!" Raka said as she pointed her index finger right in front of Lala's face.

Lala was speechless, her chest up and down holding tightness in her chest. He looked at the Queen with reddened eyes. As if, Queen was the one who was guilty of Raka's change. Without realizing it, Raka has stopped loving herself since she married Max.

Lala could not accept the situation, she stomped her feet and walked over to the Queen.

"Lala!"

Raka tries to prevent Lala from pulling Queen's hair. But, too late, Lala had already pulled Queen's hair until Queen grimaced in pain.

"Lala! Release!" Raka holds Queen's hair and pushes Lala to the wall of the ICU room.

"You!" Lala looked at Raka with disbelief, as well as mounting anger.

"You're crazy!" Jerk Raka while helping Queen fix Queen's messy hair.

The queen moved from her seat and smiled slightly. His face held back angrily to Lala.

"Actually, you're just using Jonathan to ensnare Raka. Do you think that your way of fighting works? Even I don't see your concern over Jonathan's circumstances. All you have in mind is Raka."

Lala fell silent, she looked at Queen with reddened eyes full of anger.

"You want to have Raka? Just take. But, do you think Raka will be interested in you after seeing the way you vent your emotions and jealousy?"

Lala swelled up and swallowed her saliva. He felt hurt without the Queen having to pay back what he had done to the girl.

"Poor you." Queen smiled sinisterly and walked away from the corridor of the ICU room.

"Queen!" Raka ran towards Queen.

Seeing Raka who was chasing after Queen, Lala knew, she had been defeated by the presence of Queen who already had Raka's heart.

His chest was burning with jealous flames. He was sitting limp in front of the ICU.

"Queen!" Raka held Queen down as she pressed the elevator button on the third floor of the hospital.

Queen sighed and looked at Raka with a flat gaze.

"Queen sorry..."

"For?" Queen asked still with a flat gaze.

"For everyone and Lala...."

"Why are you apologizing for what you didn't do?"

Queen's question made Raka speechless. He is confused about what to answer with a question that he does not know the answer to.

"Raka, if indeed we are paired, everything will be made easier. For now, you better focus on Jonathan."

"But Queen. I..."

"Raka, I'm tired." Said Queen while pressing the elevator button.

Raka just kept silent. Until the elevator doors opened, the man remained silent.

Queen stepped into the elevator and looked at Raka who was looking at herself with a blank look.

The elevator door was closed. Raka's face disappeared from Queen's sight. He began to hold back the cry that had almost exploded. I don't know what his mistakes are until all his romance stories are always hindered and end tragically.

Queen was really tired of everything. When he had begun to convince himself with Raka, like the previous love story, there was always a barrier to happiness.

Queen stepped out of the elevator when the elevator door just opened. He rushed straight to the car park.

After finding her car, Queen went in and cried in her car.

"Lord, if this is the punishment of all my sins, I accept. If this is the karma of what my parents did, I beg you, end God... I'm really tired. I want someone I can truly love, I trust and be my companion for life. Lord... I am tired, may I complain again? I'm tired..." Queen muttered while burying her face on the steering wheel of her car.