365 Days Towards Halal

21# Feeling in the shadow terror Ricky

By 01:00, Queen had not fallen asleep. Queen started to get restless and felt crazy herself. He decided to get out of his room to make a glass of warm chocolate to calm himself down.

As he passed through Athar's room, he heard the sound of activity in the room.

"Athar hasn't slept yet?" Her muttering.

Queen is intrigued to meet Athar. Queen rushed to knock on the door of her only sister's room.

Geck! Geck! Geck! Geck!

Queen leaned against the outside wall of Athar's room while waiting for Athar to open the door. Not long after, Athar opened the door of his room and saw Queen leaning against the outside wall of his room.

"Sister? What's up, brother?" Ask Athar.

"Can Brother come in?" Queen asked with a smile to Athar.

Athar looked at Queen's face carefully, then he realized that his brother was not okay.

"Yes, please come in" Athar invited Queen in by opening the door of his room wide.

"Aren't you okay?" Athar asked the worried-looking Queen as the Queen stepped into Athar's room.

"Yes" Queen said briefly as she sat on the edge of Athar's bed.

Athar pulled up his study chair and sat down in front of Queen.

"Aren't you crying?" Ask Athar curiously.

Queen smiled knots, then she let out a long sigh.

"Thar, I just want to say, if you want to get married, get married first. No need to wait for big brother, yes" said Queen with the end of a choked voice.

"So why is it with Bang Ricky?" Ask Athar curiously.

"There's nothing, brother doesn't fit in with him" Queen said.

Although Queen feels very disappointed in Ricky, he still tries to cover the disgrace of the man who was with him. For Queen, covering one's disgrace was the right choice. There is no point in bringing shame to others. Suffice it to him, because it closes the disgrace of others, just as he is closing his own disgrace.

"Seriously big brother is okay?" Ask Athar who is still curious.

"It's okay Thar. If you want to step over brother, brother ridho kok Thar. Than your relationship is stuck just waiting for your sister to get married. To find the right person is difficult for Athar. When you get the right person, marry him immediately. Marriage also avoids adultery, right?"

Athar bowed lethargic, he grasped both hands of one Mother's sister with her.

"Sister, if there is anything to say with Athar yes, Athar is ready to defend his brother. Big brother good man, big brother also his big brother Athar. Athar does not want to be a big brother why and disappointed in others." Athar.

"Surely, brother will definitely complain to you if someone hurts brother. You're her sister's sister" Queen said with a sweet smile.

Athar got up from his seat and hugged Queen tightly. Then, he kissed Queen's cheek sincerely. Somehow he expressed his gratitude and affection to Queen who always sacrificed for him.

"Yes, my brother here just wants to say that. Excuse me first, yes" said Queen as she moved from her seat.

"Sister," Call Athar.

Queen stopped her footsteps and turned to Athar.

"Thank you, Athar loves big brother,"

Queen smiled while holding back her haru cries. Then he nodded and left Athar's room.

...

Early in the morning, the Queen family who will vacation together with the Kimmy family was busy preparing for their vacation. Queen just sat watching her Mother who was pacing back and forth in front of her.

"When do you leave Queen?" Ask the Mother who realizes the Queen is paying attention to her busyness.

"Queen leaves early tomorrow."

"Yes Bun, Mother, Athar and Father are also careful. Happy holidays."

"Oh yeah, Mommy wants Queen to buy me something?" Ask Queen.

"Anything that does not burden you," said Mother while scooping rice into the bushel.

Queen nodded and smiled.

An hour later, Queen gave up the departure of her family who were about to vacation. Now he lives alone in his home.

Queen went to the dining room and ate the rest of Mother's cooking which was deliberately set aside for her breakfast. Queen smiled as she looked at the plate of rice and the fried capcay that was sitting on the dining table. He hurried to sit down and eat the mother's cooking.

After breakfast, Queen relaxes in the back yard of her house with a cup of coffee she just made. Checking the messages on his phone.

"Queen, I'm sorry. I'll go to your house today. I want to talk, I'm really sorry. Queen, please don't talk about this to Kimmy and your family."

Queen frowned as she read a message from Ricky.

He came back to his daydreams last night. He and Ricky will have a big fight when they get married later, just because of the seizure of the negligee and who is the husband in the house. He was thinking about that.

Then Queen read the other message.

"Hey Queen, it's ready to leave tomorrow. Don't forget to bring me some spicy potato chips. Your house is close to the same store that sells spicy potato chips. I'll change the money. See you, tomorrow at the airport is love..."

Queen smiled reading a message from Tika.

"Yes bringel." Her reply.

Then Queen read her other messages.

"Mom, why did Mother Queen resign from this company? Now Mom's position is replaced with Mother Mirna who is chatty. We don't want to be ma'am... The feeling is, we are at this office, want to hang ourselves with Mom. But, not so. because remember mending meet Miss Mirna than the angel of death Ma'am. The problem is we haven't memorized the answer to the grave question."

Queen chuckled as she read a message from one of her men while working at the company she had just left.

Queen replied to the message of her former men with jokes that as usual he threw to his men.

After that, Queen read the message from Raka. Her heart was racing as she read the name on her phone screen.

"Raka.." Pieces of memory about Raka, while trapped in the elevator reappeared.

Queen shook her head, trying to brush off the shadow of the man.

With hesitation, he opened the message from Raka and read it.

"Hi, how are you today? Last night, we did not have time to express our greetings before returning home. How, we're out for lunch today?"

Queen sighed and continued to stare at the message from Raka.

"He's good, but is he trying to get close to me? No, I have not opened my heart. We better not see each other again." Queen Mumbles.

"I'm sorry, I'm busy right now. Happy weekend to you." Reply Queen.

Queen put her phone down and grabbed the coffee cup that was located on the table in front of her. Then, he sipped coffee that still emits hot steam.

"Better happy tomorrow, while pretending to be happy in Korea. When I met Gong Yoo, he fell in love with me. Returning to Indonesia, I have become the wife of a famous actor, Gong Yoo..." Inner Queen while smiling to herself.

Suddenly he remembered Ricky was coming this morning.

"Duh! Fucking me!" Queen grabbed her phone and ran to the front room. Then, he grabbed his car keys and rushed to lock the door of his house.

Queen rushed into her car and started the engine.

"Hororor when I see that creature..." Queen said as she stepped on the gas pedal of the car and went to her Boutique.