
Still Lexa
"Mother— are we going to Grandma's grave today?" Zeroun asked.
"Dear, are you ready?!" I answered while asking.
He nodded then ran out of the room, today is my time and all to Mother's grave before our return to Japan.
Actually I still want to live in Indonesia but can not because the company can not be left for long. Even though there is Aiko, I still can't leave her alone.
"Darling, are you seriously going back to Japan today?!" Hinoto asked me.
I nodded then told her I couldn't make Aiko work alone. Because I was worried about him at this time, moreover, he could not forget Isamu's death.
He fell silent and walked towards the balcony, I followed him because I was sure he was saddened by Isamu's death. She did not expect that her friend would leave quickly leaving her.
"Are you still saddened by Isamu's departure?" I asked while hugging her body from behind.
She held my hands together, I felt her sadness. Isamu was his friend who was always by his side when he was in trouble. However, when Isamu needed him he could not help him. Maybe it was his biggest regret.
"I know you feel guilty, you better make peace with that!" I said softly to him.
"I can't forget that! I'll find out who's behind his death!" Hinoto replied in an annoyed tone.
Hearing that, I hugged her tightly. I don't know why it hurts to hear him say that. However, I will always be with him to find out who is behind Isamu's death. Because Isamu's departure forever makes Aiko very sad and unable to live her life.
Geck! Geck! The sound of the bedroom door being knocked on, I released my arms from Hinoto's body. Walk towards the door to see who is behind the door. By the time I opened it, it was Himawari. He said that everything was ready to go to the grave. I nodded, then told Himawari to go down first while me and Hinoto would follow him down.
Himawari went downstairs first, I walked in and saw that Hinoto had started to prepare. I helped her to close her clothes.
"Let's go!" Hinoto said to me while holding my hand and walking out of the room to the others.
I walked down the stairs, seeing that everyone was waiting. Hinoto hastened her pace as well as myself.
We also went to the mother's grave, it did not take long we arrived at the mother's grave area. The father who walked first to the mother's grave, was seen sitting next to the mother's pusara.
I walked over to the mother's center and began to pray, everyone was praying. I don't feel my tears dripping, remembering all the memories with my mother. Although I tried to hold back these tears so as not to come out but it was difficult.
"Darling, stop your crying! That'll make you even sadder!" hinoto whispered to me with a firm hold of my hand to give me strength and calmness in my heart.
Hinoto took the handkerchief in her pants pocket and wiped away the tears that had soaked my cheeks. After we finished praying, we walked to the car and on foot to the house. Because I have to get ready to go back to Japan. While Lexi she decided to stay a few days in Indonesia.
Upon arrival at home, I rushed to my room to tidy up all the items I was about to bring to Japan. While Hinoto and Zeroun are playing with dad, Lexi and the others.
Himawari followed me from behind, she wanted to help me to tidy up the items I was going to bring to Japan. I received Himawari's help to help me.
"Lexa— what if Zeroun is here with us? Let him come back with us to Japan later. I can't bear to see Rosalina if I see Zeroun gone!" Himawari said to me in a sad tone.
I know what Himawari said because Rosalina was so close to Zeroun. So that if one is separated then they will be sad, even though they are only separated for a moment.
Actually I do not want to trouble Himawari, it can be seen if the two boys unite then it will trouble Lexi and Himawari. However, looking back on it maybe they would not object to Zeroun's behavior.
"Well, I'll ask Zeroun and Hinoto if they agree with this!" I told Himawari.
Finished the event tidying up the items I want to bring back to Japan. We walked to those who were playing in the park. While Himawari headed for the pantry, he wanted to make a snack for all of us.
I saw Hinoto sitting looking at the father and children playing with Lexi. I walked up to him and sat down beside him, unaware of my presence.
There was an intention to kiss her cheek but she turned towards me so that her lips collided with mine. As soon as I instantly pulled my lips, he smiled in satisfaction as the mischievous intent that was inside of me succeeded him to tepis.
"Why? Less yet?!" hinoto whispered to me then she showed me her perverted smile.
I smiled at her words, then I switched the conversation about Himawari's wishes.
"Honey, Himawari wants us to leave Zeroun here! When Himawari and Lexi return to Japan they'll take her!" I said to Hinoto.
He was silent for a moment, maybe he was thinking what decision he was taking. Hinoto looked towards Zeroun, I knew he couldn't get away from her either. Even though they were arguing to take me but he couldn't get away from her.
I said if this could be an opportunity for father to be with his two grandchildren even longer. Because it can make you very happy.
"I will always be there for you, day and night!" I whispered to Hinoto.
He smiled then said, "Then don't blame me if Zeroun arrives he'll get a younger brother!"
I did not have time to answer Hinoto, all yelling to call us to join because Himawari had brought a snack he made.
Hinoto stood up then extended her hand to me with her gentle smile. I took a helping hand and we walked together towards the gazebo.
Looking at the extremely happy Zeroun sitting on my father's lap as well as Rosalina. Maybe this could be a chance for a little longer with the two boys.
"Zeroun— do you still want to be in Indonesia?" ask her.
"I still want to be here Bunda— but already have to go home." Zeroun replied in a sad tone.
I finally told Zeroun that he still wanted to be in Indonesia with Rosalina. I'll allow it on condition that it doesn't act out and be troublesome.
He looked happy with what I said but he again said, "If I'm here that means Dad will always be with Mother dong?!"
Everyone chuckled as Zeroun said that, then he again said that Hinoto should not always be around me. You can only be near me at night.
"Zeroun, why do you say that?" Father asked his grandson while chuckling.
Zeroun said if there was no he would definitely Hinoto would be alone with me. So that he will not let go of me and will continue to bother me. Which in essence I have a son who is jealous of his own father.
Everyone chuckled at Zeroun's explanation and made Hinoto a little upset. However, he could not deny what Zeroun had said.
"How will my rival— will you stay here or come with us to Japan?!" Hinoto asked in a seductive tone to Zeroun.
Zeroun thought for a moment and it made father pay close attention to him. However, there was a gentle smile on father's lips. Maybe I'm waiting for an answer from him.
"Alright— it's my decision, I will stay here first but on one condition. You can't always be near your mom!" Zeroun said firmly and it made everyone chuckle again.
And I made sure this time I returned to Japan not with Zeroun. I told him and Himawari to be firm if my son made a mistake.
Even though I said that, I was very sure that Himawari or even Lexi's father could not act decisively with the two boys. Because they love him so much.
After I finished talking and having a snack, I decided to go back to my room and get ready. Because it's time to get to the airport.
"Mother— is Mommy strong if I'm not near Mommy?" Zeroun said in a sad tone while hugging my legs.
"Mother will miss you dear!" I answered and hugged him tightly.
And I told her not to be naughty, not to make a fuss. So as to make grandfather feel dizzy with his voice, and also should not force the will. I have to obey what my grandfather, Lexi's uncle and Himawari's aunt said.
Zeroun nodded then he looked towards Hinoto and approached her.
"Daddy— I promise you will always take care of Mommy? And one more don't always approach Mother Zeroun!" zeroun told Hinoto.
Hinoto smiled and hugged Zeroun, maybe in his mind he will lose a rival in the next few days. However, he did not change and teased Zeroun.
"Father will take care of Mother and will also always be near Mother!" Hinoto showed up with her mischievous smile.
Zeroun immediately pouted, he looked annoyed with Hinoto's joke. However, Hinoto hugged him and kissed Zeroun's forehead and said that he would always look after me until Zeroun returned to Japan.
"Zeroun listen Daddy— you have to be a good boy!" Hinoto said softly to Zeroun.
Hinoto also said to have to look after Rosalina, don't fight with Lexi. Everything that was said by him was true as well because Zeroun had always been arguing with Lexi. However, it made the two of them get closer as well as Rosalina with Hinoto who was very close.
After saying farewell to everyone and I left Zeroun to Dad, Himawari and Lexi. I was relieved that there was still a sense in my heart of not being able to stay away from my beloved son. However, I saw the happiness of the father who was carrying Zeroun, making my heart calm.
See you in the next chapter...