The Story of My Time

Episodes 104

It seems that Andi and Rena, Ripa'i, approached me and sat in front of me with the chair she had taken.

" What say, I beg you not to be like this "softly said to me.

Before answering I smiled bitterly at ripa'i, as much as possible I acted as if I was strong.

" There's nothing "flat I answered.

" It is impossible, if there is nothing why your attitude is like this "he asked again.

" I'm just feeling disappointed "my answer is still in a flat tone.

" On whom! To me? " Tanya's back.

I turned to her for a while looking at her and she returned my gaze with a smile.

" Not "my answer, as if I feel lazy to answer ripa'i questions.

" Whoever, I beg Rinjani to speak "he said in a frustrated tone.

He also clasped my hand as if I were just going to leave.

" It's okay ripa'i, I just feel disappointed in myself for not being able to take care of my two sisters" I said, not wanting to make ripa'i think anything of me.

" I got that answer! Rinjani are you mad at me? " The question returns after the first answer to the question.

" On what basis? If it's because you're far away, you're not far away from me "I answer, lightly the word comes out of my mouth.

" It's true, you're mad at me "the ballot.

There were no more questions from him and there was nothing I wanted to ask him, the ripa'i was with me but we just kept quiet.

There is a sense of discomfort with such a situation.

And, for some reason it feels like I want to go back to what I used to be, alone without anyone by my side even without a lover status, maybe it would be better.

I ripa'i lyrics, he closed his eyes whether he was sleeping or not but there was no intention of me to disturb him.

Poor thing! Of course, I love him very much, he is now in my heart.

I felt sorry for him, because when he needed support I was worried.

" I'm sorry ripa'i, I'm really sorry about my attitude, I'm just learning to stay away from you so that when you really let go of me later I'll feel too lost " I said slowly very slowly but it turned out to be heard ripa'i, maybe because of the quiet room.

" So right, you're trying to avoid me, are you sure you can without me, and are you ready if that happens again in your life? " Ask me flatly even the sound that came out sounded cold.

" You're not sleeping? " I asked back, and at once the look on Ripa'i's face turned as if cupping.

" Answer me Rinjani! " Say it with the tone emphasized.

" I'm sorry ripa'i, I was just thinking realistically, you and I were so much different, and the people who wanted you really weren't my "flat opponents I answered.

" It's bullshit! I'm sure you've been fed up and bored with me not "he said, whether that's his original attitude or that form of anger I don't know because all this time he was a patient and warm and loving person.

" so! Would you like to let me go if I said he "asked me back.

Ripa'i stood up from her seat and she held both of my shoulders.

" Hear me, no one can have you but me, if another man tries to approach you I will make sure he will be crushed "flatly said.

There was no more debate between us, and the ripa'i went somewhere, when the ripa'i went I glanced at the watch in my hand at 3 p.m., at that hour where he was going, at that hour, but I brushed it back off anyway she's not a girl, so it's up to her where she's going.

When dawn came, I came out of the hospital room to go to Mushola who was in the hospital after previously asking one of the nurses who controlled the situation of my two sisters.

Arriving at the mosque, I saw the ripa'i was also there, he was carrying out his duties.

I didn't go straight into the mosque waiting until the ripa'i was done after he finished and left and I went in.

***

At 7 am, I felt drowsiness because all night I did not sleep, I also tried to close my eyes with my hands on my pedestal.

Closing my eyes but still unable to fall asleep, I heard the door opened, apparently by ripa'i I thought he was going to leave it was not.

" Your breakfast! " Soft as he gave me a package.

I took the package, it turned out to be sandwich bread.

I ate it without offering ripa'i.

Ripa'i was sitting next to me, as I was currently sitting on the long bench that was in the room.

He stared at me so hard I stopped eating the sandwich.

" Why stop, just keep going "he said.

" Why don't you go home" I said as I ate the food back.

" And leaving you alone here "his answer made me turn to him.

" Sorry! Last night I got out of control, I don't want to really lose the girl I've been fighting for "softly by constantly looking at me.

" All right! I give you a chance, if in a month you don't get my replacement man, then don't blame me if I'm going to be reckless with you "he continued saying when he found me just silent.

I looked at him to make sure what he said was real.

" Please promise me one, if you get my replacement you have to be happy with him "he said, there were tears in his eyes, he loved me so much, is it true he doesn't want me to leave him.

" I'm sorry I always make you wait "he said again, somehow every word that came out of him was so heartbreaking, my heart ached.

" Emmm! I'll make sure I'm happy "my answer is original, but ripa'i actually smiled broadly at my words.

" Seat my breakfast, today I will return to China because my business there is not finished" he said, nodding.

" Ripa 'i! " The word that came out of my mouth when ripa'i was about to step out, ripa'i turned her head.

" Say! " The soft one smiled.

" Be careful "my words he doesn't answer just smile.

From that moment on I was completely alone, though many tons beside me but it felt empty.

I went back to a town after both my sister and Julian had properly chosen, actually my sister was cured from two days ago, actually, but since he asked me to take care of Julian, we can only go home today.

We were escorted by Andi's driver and during this time in town he also took care of us, making sure we were safe.

I also spent the night at the ka nay residence, playing with her two adorable twins.

All the way home I just looked at the window with a blank look, somehow it felt so hollow, as if I was waiting for news from someone, when my phone notification rang aloud I checked it.

But feel disappointed when not the one I wait that entered in my message notification.

" Do we really end up "murm slowly.

Then I focused on looking at the street through the window.

***

Finally, after a long time, we arrived safely.

When we arrived, Asiah, Gibran was waiting for us at the door.

I smiled at them, whether they realized it or not the smile I was forcing.

Julian also came down at my house, he said let his man take him home later.

I'm happy to see Julian and Pitri close, but I don't know if they're in love or not.

Indri took my hand, leading me to enter.

" Why not tell me so I can pick you up" Gibran said as we stood before them.

" No need, they were always with us and they were also assigned to take us home" I said.

We entered the house, I breathed in the air inside the house as if I missed my house so much.

" It's good to be back home! " Say Indri while sitting his body.