The Story of My Time
Episode 123
Hearing every word that came out of Kaka-in-law made me smile at her, probably because of her attitude that made my sister so fond of her.
" Jani know why tth can feel so happy with brother Jani? " Ask me the one I answered with a headband
" For when tth received Abang Jani to become a tth priest, tth did not have the slightest doubt on him, the way that Abang Jani loved tth was very memorable, brother Jani's honesty on tth and his courage to invite tth ta'aruf make tth sure that Abang Jani is a good and responsible man " obviously to me with an occasional smile and look at the bench being on Fuji just a thin smile.
" And it turns out, after tth was with him and saw his struggle to make tth happy but did not ignore his family and family tth, tth, make tth afraid of losing him and tth always pray that God always give him health and long life and do not take it first from tth later, because tth does not know and can not if without Brother Jani "he said back, somehow this time I just want to be quiet, my ears just want to listen to all the words he put out, he said, either it was an outpouring of his heart or a motivation that he gave me in this way.
" Tth happy with Jani's brother? " I asked with tears that I tried to hold because of the haru feeling on my brother-in-law's
My sister-in-law nodded and said "of course "softly
" Going back to Jani, does Jani have any doubts in Jani's heart to Jani's future husband? " Ask, I smiled and shook my head
" What disturbs Jani's mind? " Tanya is back
" Jani is only afraid if later Jani married, what about Indri also pitri, maybe for pitri Jani not too worried but Indri, what about him "my answer
" Marriage is a worship, if marriage is a barrier it's a lie, there's no marriage that's a barrier, but sometimes those who go through marriage misinterpret it as "soft tth-in-law explained to me
" Jani did not say that Jani's marriage would be a hindrance, Jani was only afraid that Ripa'i would ask Jani to come with her and that meant Jani would be far away from them and "my answer would be too
Tth-in-law smiled at me and looking at me gently made me feel comfortable with that gaze.
" Tth sure aa ripa'i a kind and loving person "he said, I smiled at the word aa tth said
" What does tth think? " I tried to shake his faith
" According to Jani? " Smart, he asked me back
" Already, tth sure Rinjani understand with all that tth said earlier, the point is not to worry about something that might happen Takan try to think positively so as not to regret later on, the point is not to worry about anything, tth to the room first yes want to see your nephew "he said and I nodded assuring him after he passed to my nephew's room
" So, that's what makes you so afraid to die "my chuckle and get a little laugh from it
" Who is a man who is not afraid of death, it's just the way they behave that shows Sol as if they are not afraid of death" he replied
" Sister only felt that brother was not happy yet, so he wanted to live longer to be able to give him a lot of happiness" he explained
" So sure you're not a coward" he said, which made me a little dislike
" When ripa'i will marry you, you must be ready "he said as if confirming that ripa'i was a good man for me.
" Do you also believe in ripa'i? " I asked as if I didn't understand my sister's words
" Sister only feels calm when he sees the ripa'i by your side, Brother feels he is a good man for you who is able to understand you and sipat mu "he explained to me
" Sister feels tired, Brother rest first, and Brother asks to stay here anyway you are not busy not "the door, but also "the door, I was about to refuse because there was still work to do but my brother first said back
The night was getting late, but I couldn't fall asleep. There is a disturbing feeling in my heart why, my heart feels anxious sometimes also the feeling of wanting to cry comes with suddenly do not know why, my heart feels anxious sometimes, even I after I had prayed isya and also the worries remained, even as if my heart was beating fast.
I tried to contact ripa'i fearing something bad was happening to him but there was no answer, trying to contact bang herdi wanting to ask if everything was okay, she said, and bang herdi said everything was fine as well as ripa'i. Then what's up, trying to laugh no answer there's just a smile from a lot of people that I don't know what that means.
Endless answers and peace I can only pray, may nothing bad happen to my family and those closest to me.
Finished with that, I forced myself to fall asleep, until a dream came and woke me from my sleep.
In that dream. My late silat teacher came to me with a big bang as if he was giving me the blessing of what it is, not only did he also give me something I wasn't sure about but I accepted.
The lyrics of the clock on the wall turned out to show at midnight, trying to fall back asleep was so much that I decided to do tahajud, someone read the Qur'an trying to find calm by reading the Qur'an, and the Quran, quite a long time and it turns out when I looked back at the clock on the wall it had shown 3 o'clock past even almost entering the dawn time, I continue reading the Qur'an while waiting for dawn again very rarely now I do this since I am busy with work.
After the dawn prayer, I fell back asleep I felt like my eyes were so sleepy, so I thought it was okay to fall back asleep anyway tth my brother-in-law would wake me up if there was something important.
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Pitri vov's
Today me and the house people are busy preparing for my wedding tth of Rinjani tea, not only me even the friends and friends of Rinjani tea as well, since last night all of Rinjani's tea friends have been at our place, they deliberately let me know that Rinjani tea wedding in oerepat at the wishes of ripa'i, not without reason ka ripa'i advance tnggal and their wedding day and not without an estimate anyway,
All have been in oerhitungkn by him, but that makes you confused why as if rijnai tea does not know it, then I just want the best for him and I'm sure ka ripa'i the right person.
When I found out that Rinjani's tea wedding in the morning was quick I immediately called her but only said that Indri and I were going home, I don't know what the reaction of the tea friends Rinjani sol I don't know what I saw from their faces, it seems they are also the same as I feel annoyed but also happy.
All the preparations are almost ready, because only a simple wedding and do not hold a massive party so everything can be handled quickly thanks to the cooperation between the friends and tea friends Rinjani.
When the tea friends rinajni came and asked her whereabouts I'm good others just silent do not answer because I myself do not know what tth-in-law we auditioned to dress up Rinjani tea or not, but I'm throwing the matter at him.
When Te nur and her family came, I saw her crying while hugging my mother, the last time I saw her crying when she was having a storm with her ex-husband and we couldn't do anything, but looking at him now I really feel happy because he has found the right person for him, plus he really appreciates my oldest.
" Assalamu'alaikum! " I heard the soft voice of someone greeting, when I saw it was nay and her husband but did not bring their baby twins.
" Wa'allaikum sallam" I said and who heard the sakam kak nay, I gushed it with a smile, it rarely feels like I smile at everyone but today I have to smile a lot at many people.
" Let's go in "take me to him and he follows me
" Diman Rinjani? " Ask, don't know what to answer so I just answer
" It's still in the dress up, ka nay please drink first and the mas don't hesitate yes" said I
" Bak Rena "greet the beautiful and graceful woman behind me, I turned to it was mas Andi and his wife mbak Rena, because I felt that there was already a friend so I chose to leave from there to meet rijani tea I was worried that he still did not know everything
" ka nay, mbak Rena pitri pamit first yes want to see if rijani tea is ready "my words say goodbye from before them and both agree
I also went to Dedi's sister's house because I knew Rinjani was there.
