The Story of My Time

Episode 112's

Ripa'i clasped my hand, trying to strengthen me.

I can't imagine if my family knew all this, I just wish everything would be okay so I wouldn't have to explain anything to my family.

Long time we wait finally the operating room lights out, signifying the operation is complete. Someone came out of the room and I went straight to him.

" How is the doctor, is everything okay, is everything smooth? " I ask at once not caring about the others.

" The operation went well, for a while Kaka you will be transferred to the ICU room, and after that Beru can be taken to the nursery back" he explained to me, then passed it.

I turned to ripa'i and hugged him straight away, I really wish that was the case.

" It's going to be okay, so you don't have to worry" he said, stroking my head.

I took off my arms and walked into the room that my brother used, sitting limp on the bench that was there.

I looked at my phone that was ringing long and loud, indicating that there was an incoming call on my phone.

" Reply! I'm sure they're worried " said ripa'i after catching up with me and sitting next to me.

" Should I tell you now? " I asked him, which is actually a question for myself, because I can't hide something like this from my family, especially his wife.

" Hey'mh! Tell them that everything will be fine, and the operation that you are undergoing is going smoothly "soft ripa'i gives understanding to me.

I did not speak to Ripa'i anymore but immediately grabbed my phone which continued to ring from earlier.

I picked up a call from my sister she said a greeting first and then asked.

" How's brother tea? " Task pitri in an uninspired tone.

" well! " I answered, but it turned out that my answer to only one word was suspicious for my sister.

" Say what's wrong? " The tone of his voice I can confirm that he is putting on his cold face.

" Nothing! " Weakly I answered

" I know tth, I know tth very well! Say what's up? " He kept asking me I glanced at ripa'i, he smiled as if asking me to say everything

" So you're done with the operation! If possible do not tell this news to others first, and try not to come here before bang Dedi realized! " My flat said everything, not not not do not want the family to know but now it's better to wait for my brother to realize first so as not to make the family worried later.

" Eemmm alright! I was going to take my mom there, but I'm going to make sure she's home for today, what about her does she know? " Task pitri back, I'm sure she can count on at a time like this.

" No! " I answered

" All right! Then when will you realize, does it take a long time? " Ask back, really he inherited the nature of me always want to know the details of everything.

" The doctor said it won't be long, and hopefully it won't take up to 2 hours" I replied, because I haven't got any certainty from the doctor myself.

" Okay then, oh he! Does tth need anything? " ask

" He'mh, bring tth a change of clothes, tth won't come home until see everything is fine" I said

" The clothes that are here are all old clothes, do I want to bring a new one but I have to buy first, how? " Aishh! I forget that I do not bring a change of clothes but my clothes are in the good house there the same model so no problem, only the ones at home are all old clothes.

" It's okay, bring the complete! " Say me and immediately disconnect the call.

I tidied up my things that I was going to give the pitri to take home when she got there.

When I'm done with everything, I go back to playing my phone, I send a message to Mas Rendi, telling him about Dedi's bang I'm sure he'll tell te nur straight away so I don't think I need to tell him.

Still playing with my phone, opening every application that I have to open just make sure all the work I hold runs smoothly.

While checking all the incoming reports whether it was from the organization's office or from my workplace, I was reminded of the task I was just about to do, he said, because the task was the second reason I came home after family, especially mother and father.

I should have inaugurated the recently completed factory today, and there should have been an employee reception today but because of this unexpected incident I had to postpone everything.

" O Allah, everything is with your permission, so I'm sure everything will go well as it should" I said trying to convince myself.

Someone opened the door while I was silent, he walked up to me and brought me something I was sure was food, he smiled sweetly at me after sitting next to me.

" You haven't had breakfast, have you! " Talk

Simple! Just my favorite hot chocolate milk and a couple of sandwiches.

" Of course, I'll eat it as long as you play "my word, no objection, ripa'i opens the package and feeds it to me, I didn't refuse just one bite after that I took it straight out of ripa'i's hand.

" You eat too! " I said as I chewed on the food in my mouth.

We ate with silence no chatter as usual, I know if something like this must be bothering ripa'i mind but I don't want to ask, it's not that he doesn't care or doesn't want to know but I know ripa'i he would have told me if it was about us, and if it wasn't he wouldn't have been this quiet when we were together.

True my guess! Finished finishing the food in front of us ripa'i looked at me closely and then made a sound.

" Jane! " The word that came out of his mouth, I looked at him fixedly.

Finding me just silent while not lowering her gaze, she understood I asked her to continue the word that had not yet come out of her mouth.

" I want to ask you one more time, make sure that what I heard last night wasn't wrong" he said carefully.

" Let's say I know your heart needs the certainty of an answer "my words are soft and it makes her smile warmly at me.

" Eemmm, you know how many times we've been together you've asked me to wait until we're ready to let go of everything and that means you're ready to give everything you've ever done to a pitri " he said smooth

" Emmm! Right about everything I told you last night "my answer must be

" But I'm not going to put all that burden on the pitri, he's still not ready and he's afraid he's going to stop halfway "

Ripa'i looked at me full of haru, because I knew it had been a long time and he often gave it to me when I was like now.

" But rest assured Pai! I can certainly fulfill it all, someday if we are united in the marriage bond, I will follow all your orders "again I say, ripa'i smiled mockingly.

" You think I made you a slave so you have to obey me" he said, smiling faintly.

" No Rinjani! I want that if we are together we will remain as we are now, trusting and supporting each other, understanding and teaching each other, protecting and loving each other, not who to obey" he explained, yes, I know that, but I also will not disobey if there are my activities that interfere with our relationship and he does not like.

" I wish so " said I

" And one more! I promise I won't force you to serve me if you're not ready "he said, which made me look a little, because while with him never such a word came out of his mouth