
The night was getting late, I was also swept away in a chat with my girlfriend.not only the two of us, there was my brother and also his friends, but we did not feel uncomfortable about attending them.
I looked at that sweet face, I noticed when he was replying to my brother's joke, always smiling very sweetly, making my heart melt at that smile.
But the strangeness appeared, when I realized that the face was now more and more thin than last Sunday.My mind began to be unsettled, I ventured to ask however, but, before I asked, I looked at his face again until he asked me first.
" Why look at me that way, what a charm with this face. "he said, he knew I kept a lot of questions, because he always understood something about me.
I smiled before I answered her joke. "yes I was fascinated by you, by your sweet face "my chuck too, after her I put a flat face signifying I would seriously ask.
" I'm honest, are you sick? " ask me directly.
He smiled, but I caught the sadness in that smile.I don't know if my feelings say something bad is happening to him.
" What the hell is Oneng, who's sick? " the answer is relaxed.
" If you don't get sick, why I watch your body curusan, plus you also now do not drink coffee, continue last Sunday you also do not work said Irel. but you do not tell me, Irel said, but you did not tell me, or don't-don't. "I hang my speech staring at her full of probing.
Tak..
He even touched my eel, I was annoyed to show him because instead of answering me he even touched me.
" Don't think about it, one macem is complicated." he said, for a moment I quietly gave a smile to him before saying.
" Dodol I love you, I love you, really, I don't want you to do anything or you have a new one" I said, suddenly I felt my hands wet, I saw the face that was staring at me, it was crying, it just added to my worries.
" You cry, knapa? what I'm saying is, you have another one and you feel guilty eating it you cry. "my cerocos.
He smiled, he smiled,
" My dear Oneng, there is nothing, there is nothing new either, besides I am not sick. even if I am sick, I only hurt when I miss when away from you. " instantly my smile expanded, melted with a soft word, but still I still could not believe it.
" Dengerin yes, I am not sick, I am also nothing else, Hannya you are one in my heart believe in destiny.if indeed I am your soul mate then we will always be together, Hanyan you are one in my heart, and if you are not my soul mate, then you should also be able to accept it. "instantly, it feels like my chest is tight, because for eight months I dated her just this time she said so.
I pulled my hand out of his hand, with a feeling of annoyance I entered the house, I left him. My feeling said he had a new one, therefore he could talk like that.
Long time I didn't come out, until I heard him say goodbye to my brother and his friend.
***
A week, after he spoke like that, I rarely got messages or news from him, just a prank I asked his friends.they were just diem, they were, it was as if they were covering something up and it further clarified my guess that she had a new one. As soon as it felt like my chest, I didn't imagine that until that happened.
This week, two weeks before our exams.I was gathering with PONDA, because my friends who work just came home they asked us to gather just to release the gap between friends.
Laughter sounds crisp from the mouths of my friends but not from me, I just smile when they ask for an opinion, nod, to say their words, whether my mind is divided. soon after the end-of-school exam I haven't got any definite news about my boyfriend, it made my mind a little upset.
" Jani, still learning silat ?" ask ojah just a pleasantries, I know that, maybe they realized from then on I just kept quiet.
" He'mh, still! " my answer is, I don't want them to think I'm ignoring them either.
" It's still the same Ben's kid ?" ask Asiah.
" Yet! " my answer was short, until Caca opened his voice maybe he knew that my mind was in a state of turmoil.
" Jani, there's actually something you don't know about your boyfriend. "he said, I just furrowed my eyebrows, not understanding what he said.
" actually your boyfriend he was sick, it's been two weeks in the care, but it's healed, but now it hurts again! " Caca continued to explain.I was shocked, as if not, all this time I asked his friends no one ever wanted to answer.
" Ko can I not be told "my upset, not to Caca whether I'm upset at who.
Actually I believe he's sick, and I'm afraid he's sick just like me, because the actions of people who don't like our relationship. Because in my place is still lay, so the things that smell fine, so that, or the use is still a lot of who do. not only the origin of talking, because I also just recovered from the benefits.why I know it, the article is also the same, because kiai as well as my ngajik teacher who ngobatin and tell me.
At first I also did not know that I had to use it, I thought my pain was a natural thing maybe because I was tired, sometimes I felt my stomach or my head felt like it was in a prick, until the worst when I was playing with my best friend suddenly my legs are limp and can not stand even in motion. That's where both my parents feel strange with my pain, neither I nor my family have a history of such diseases.
My mother asked my njai teacher for help, she was a kiai and that's where she explained that there were people who didn't like me, and on my relationship with Sukma. either lakh I believe in disbelief, and I'm afraid that's what my boyfriend is feeling right now.
" You know what sick Sukma ca? " ask me, to reduce my worries.
" Said that he often vomited vomit, his head dizzy often also his stomach is rich in these skewers said Irel mah. "Caca's answer made me more afraid.
" May catch a cold ca "my origin.
I kept silent no longer said, I also only listened to the jokes of my friends, occasionally answered if they asked.My mind was empty somehow?, where is it?, I decided to pay my friend a favor first to go home.
In front of the house ojah I see Samsu who just came, maybe he knows his girlfriend just came home and want to meet him. I do not care about him, just ignore when he walked in front of me, she purposely blocked my path while saying.
" Where would you like to? " i just throw a rough breath, not out of thought the same guy is obviously he's playing to his girlfriend's house.
I did not respond, instead I shouted so that the ojah in the room knew his girlfriend was coming.
" Jah ka Samsu has come, like going to walk the path of the girlfriend. "with a mocking face, after which I continue my steps that had stopped because of the act of the silly man.
It didn't take me long to get home, I heard Pitri calling me.
" Tea, where's jani tea? " her scream.
" In the pit room, knapa yelled "it turns out my sister has been looking for me.
" Hehehe, the pitri nyari in the room there was no continuing to his house te ojah he said tth already home. "his cerocos.
" Hey, why what's wrong? " anyaku indifferent.
" It was someone who called, the new number of pitri nanyain nanyain tth. "said, while giving hp that was he pinjem before I gathered.
" who? " ask you, while taking the phone out of his hand.
" Don't know the voice of a girl, pitri asked her tth tth ka Sukma "he replied as he passed out of the room.
'tth the dodol' murmured, I also pressed the number that was in my call.
Tut's...Tut's... Tut's....
On the third note the call is raised
" Hallo assallamoallaikum" said I, when the call was raised.
".......,,........,,....." The voice over there.
" O te EMI, what's the tea? " yes I know te EMI, tth the Sukma who is Deket with him.
".........,,........,,.......,,......." The answer, with a tone that is not good in the horror.
" Innalilahi, how bad is that tea? yes, tomorrow we will go home to Rinjani school there, yes nengok tea." I said.
"......" Reply again.
" Yes already then, assallamoallaikum. "I also close the call after getting a sallam answer from a call sebrang.
For a moment I was silent, after I got up and went to the kitchen, because it was already afternoon. When I got in the kitchen, I found the kitchen was tidy. ah my sister is very understanding, very understanding, know that his tth is no longer focused.
The next day, after school I saw Sukma at his house. This is the first time I came to my girlfriend's house, because I've never been to my boyfriend's house before, not even the previous one.
I went with Caca, yeah, who else was he. When we got in front of the village alley, I doubted it was the first time I came to my girlfriend's house, so I don't know what to do.
We arrived at the place where Sukma was told, I grabbed a flat object in my skirt pocket, I pressed the number tth ya Sukma not how long the call was raised.
" Assallamoallaikum tea, ni we are in front of "I tell the tth Sukma, because he told me that if it was in front tell me to call later will be picked up by him.
".......,,.....,,......" Reply to the call in the room, not long after, a mature woman came to me and caca. as soon as she saw me she immediately recognized me, either lakh maybe he's seen my photo contained in his sister's phone.
She smiled kindly, I kissed her palm and so did Caca.
" Let's tth Anter "take her, and we tail her behind.
Not long after, we arrived in front of a large house not far from my house, believe me the house in my village is nothing simple luxury.
I entered after being invited by te mi, do not forget me said greetings.
" Asshallamelaikum! " in an instant, all eyes were on us, whether they were the closest people, or Sukma's family, maybe, Caca and I greeted the people, he said, one by one, no one was missed.