The Story of My Time
Episode 17's
I always hid my face behind Pai's shoulder when the scene was going on
When the movie finished I hurried out leaving Pai and he also caught up with me
I felt very upset at her wanting to be angry but could not be so I just act ordinary
We kept walking occasionally ripa'i glanced at me but I ignored him until he stopped and made me stop too
" So upset "his question
" No "
" Come anyways you've been great also dating ga can hug kiss "his annoyance
I stared intently at him he knew what my gaze meant
" Yes yes sorry "continue
"We just play it yuk so you don't get angry anymore "his word while pointing to the game doll picking machine
She pulled my hand and I just followed her, only one time the game she managed to get her doll and give the doll to me I am not a spoiled girl who likes dolls but I still accept it
" Pai is late in the afternoon I have to go home later miss the train" I said
" But I still miss her "grouchy
" Later we meet again ko kalu you're done with your internship "clear me
" Rinjani Rinjani like her only I consider this relationship there is "the sound of her limp
" Why is that so "
" Yes because you don't seem to think this relationship has any proof that I'm the only one who misses you "
" I don't know Pai I miss or not because it's been a long time all that I buried with my feelings that used to be "smooth but Pai can hear
" But now there's me Jani, don't you feel a little like in your heart for me "he asked
" Maybe there's just I don't know what that feeling is "
" Please learn to love me forget him Jani he's just your past that can't possibly go back "his annoyance
" How about if he comes back "flat me
Pai smiled before saying
" Look at me, I am now in front of you I will always take care of you I am always changing to the best so as not to disappoint your feelings but even your feelings are not for me "
I just silently digest every word that comes out of Pai's mouth
" If you still don't believe in me I'll ask my brother to propose to you for me "
" Don't be crazy you our journey is still long I still want to know the world wide "my upset
" Feed it if I don't want to be reckless enough always be by my side we start everything slowly "softly reassures me
I just kept quiet and did not answer and continued my steps to go home but before that I had to pick up my sister first
" Wait here I take the bike first in the parking lot "pinta nya I nodded
As long as Pai went to pick up his bike in the parking lot I kept thinking about what Pai said I was so selfish that even Pai came back I didn't realize it
" Don't daydream with her helem "Pai's voice resuscitates me
I grabbed that helmet and I put Pai on no longer asking me to hold on to him like I used to because he knew it was impossible
I put my hand on Pai's belly, Pai turned to me I just kept quiet I made sure he smiled but I couldn't see because he was blocked by the helmet
At first glance he rubbed my hand that coiled his stomach and after his motor drove towards the place I told Pai
I went to the station in Anter Pai and my sister in Anter Aunt Pai also bought us train tickets I refused because I knew Pai was still a schoolboy even though he got his apprentice salary but I don't want to trouble her
I saw three train tickets in Pai's hand I saw him with a surprised face
" Why "ask Pai who realizes my astonished face
" Ko has three tickets "ask me
" Yes because I want to make sure my girlfriend gets home safely" she explained
" Keep your motor "
" I've been dropping it for two days here "
" Two days, you don't work "
" Not permission is the same as Brother "
" So you know we're dating "
" Tau even he gave me the idea to date you "I wonder if Pai really doesn't like me I think I do
" Why "ask again because I'm just silent
" Not able to napa "
" Don't think strange long before you say so I have no intention to make you mine "I just glanced at her after her just silence
Now we were in the passenger car quite crowded so we were sitting next to each other was my sister in the middle between me and ripa'i but not why arrived he stood up and moved next to me
" I don't like other guys Deket you "heard Pai whisper I turned next to Pai turned out to be right I was next to the men
I did not respond to Pai's whisper just smile at him he put a generator to my ear I had refused but he forced me to smile occasionally while listening to a song played Pai
I felt Pai's hand embrace my shoulder I brushed his sister over
" Knapa tea "ask her
" No papa" answered me Pai smiled as Pai heard me answer my sister earlier
I know Pai must have done hugging kisses or making out with teenagers his age when he didn't know me even when I helped him the first time because he was caught his brother was fondling children the girl the guy in his house might be, uh, he told me all at that time his brother was in Jakarta because he was taking care of his work that was there while Pai he lived alone in his house in the city of Tanggerang
I wonder why a teenager his age can do such a dick at first I was afraid to be friends with Pai but slowly I saw another figure from Pai
" It is not possible to be daunted yet "his answer
" Tread very sleep his rich abis mengemb kecapan keep sleeping "nya slurried
" Tea jani abis fought this afternoon "pitri who mediated our chat
" Last noon where " asked Pai growled
" Just relax nakutin his face "lore pitri I just keep quiet " this afternoon when we wanted to get off the crete there were 3 girls my age in the same disturbance as some rich street children his age Kaka as well as the "clear pitri Pai staring at me asking for an explanation
Before answering I smiled "I'm not what ko only street child "of my origin but got a sharp look from Pai
" It's up to "the pitri chirps make me and pa'i look away
" Yuk down "pithri
We went down and looked for an angkot
" Where do you want to go "ask me on the fire
" Where else to your house "
" What "
" Nemuin prospective in-law "his origin
" I Anter you used to come home and I thought you wanted to go home where the "obviously but answered by my Adi
" Nginep aja kak later sleep with my brother and his friend friend friend "
" Emang can "ask her to my sister
" Can he sleep also in my house tth who has separated the house with my sister again is tea "pitri turned to me
" It's up to "my origin
We arrived in front of the house after getting off the motorcycle
" Assallamu allaikum "greet me to the house guy
" Wa'allaikum sallam" my mother replied
" New home tumben malem " ask my mother because usually I do not come home at night if taking money from other fathers if you take money from tth because if you take money from tth I must play first with ripa'i
" Assallamu allaikum ma'am "sapa ripa'i
" Wa'allaikum sallam "mom-friendly
" Jani made you drink first temen" said mother approaching me in the room
" Bentar Ma'am "
I'm out bringing warm tea to Pai she's smiling at me
" Thank the future wife "kidding me I didn't respond
" I want to take a shower first yes you are the same as the others used to be "my pleasure
After I took a shower I told Pai to take a shower I lent him my plain oblong shirt and my sports pants he took it and put it on
" Lot good" he said after wearing that shirt
I just realized it turned out ripa'i was that handsome and she was my girlfriend, but after her qu thought that
" Why am I handsome ya "narcissist who realizes I'm looking at her
I didn't answer "eat yuk "take me
" May but here it is "answer
I went inside to take a plate of rice with a friend of his
I saw Pai eating with no taste
" Why the food is not good" I asked
" It's not the "answer "if I know I'm just eating alone, I refused" she continued
" I'm not hungry to eat I'm with you, you're the first person I've eaten in my house again "my spirit so he wants to eat
" I'm good to eat but help "the question
" So, I took some more food "
" Why not this will also not abis same as me this is just his "pinta
" It's okay "push me
When I was about to wake up my hand on the pull and I sat down he fed me but I refused but he did not want to give up
" Open a bottle if not later I will kiss "just open my mouth and after feeding me he scoops back the food and put it into his mouth using the same spoon
I'm surprised you can
" Sorvenly "saddened me while hitting Pai's hand
" What a slob your ex is "so lightly he talks like that
He fed me again with the same spoon
" Don't want your ex" reject me
" Why disgust "ask her I just look at her cynically
" Let's open, if you don't want a kiss through a spoon I can give you his "squeezer
" What the hell is "my upset
" Eat her open aaaaa. " His pinta
I've run out of patience until I just think we ate a plate with the same spoon no more debate until the food runs out and I say goodbye to sleep because tomorrow must be school
