The Story of My Time

Episode 30's

It's been almost a month from the departure of ripa'i I can only hear his voice over the phone or Vidio call is not able to see it directly in front of me, honestly sometimes a sense of loneliness comes, sometimes, where when he bothers me with his silly questions I really want to hear that

When ripa'i say goodbye to that time, want to racenya I hold it but can not, maybe because my ego is too big or can not trust his feelings to the full.

Now only friends or friends at school accompany me but I never respond, not to mention the underclassmen who always tried to approach or steal my attention whether they were men or women I never responded, he said,

" Why is my brother still here ? " Task my underclassman who still finds me sitting behind the schoolyard

I looked at her, her face was so sweet, and also cute like a doll if she was a baby and wanted me to pinch her cheek

" Yes, I'm still lazy to make it to my "answer class

" Loh, the bell has rung "his word

" He'mh, then let's go in "take me to him

" You're a second-class kid, yes, "ask me, feeling like you've seen him in second grade with his sister Ros

" Yes brother, his older brother ka anta right "he asked, I smiled at his question

" Hey, why ?"

" That's okay, do you have a boyfriend "tanya a little laid out

" Neh "my short

" It must have been yes, there is no way a handsome man seems to still be alone "he assumed himself

I just smiled, "yeah already, I'm first "my goodbye because it's gone bad Hearing questions that are not important in my opinion

After her in class I just sat on the back bench, while my bench was in the second row but I was lazy to sit there if there was no teacher

Yanah came to me, she sat beside me smiling

" Say hp you are not active "ask yanah when you sit down

" He'mh, why "ask me

" Knapa did not deactifpin, ka ripa'i was calling me nanyain you" he explained

" Mmmhhhh "response to me

" Iissshhh, are you from mna si,? Canteen was also not there just "his question there was a bit of annoyance on his face

" The school's striped page "I answered

" What "tanya again

Honestly I feel lazy to answer the question yesah but because he's a friend who wants to understand me if I'm hard again so, I always be gentle with him

Not to mention that he is a good child not much behavior as well, his little spoiled child is natural because he is an only child so spoiled sipat has been attached to him since childhood,

" No doubt, I want to go there again "obviously

We chatted until the change bell rang, and the teacher went into our glass, me and yanah went back to our seats

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The school bell rang,

When I got home I got myself ready to go, but my sister asked me to stop me from getting my clothes ready

" Tth wants to go to work " asked Fitri

" Hey, why "ask me

" Said Siti wants to come ?"

" Not him should not be fit, just ribet aja in his way "

" Yes it's up to tth lakh "Fitri passes away leaving me

Already at 3 pm I have not got a bus that takes me to the place tth, long I sat by the road waiting for the bus to come, but not a stop, because at that time there was no bus stop

And finally at half-four in the afternoon the bus came and I immediately boarded the bus was quite quiet in the bus there were only a few passengers

I enjoyed my trip by listening to music through the generator, feeling there was a message coming in I saw my phone

It turned out that the message was from te nur, I only saw it but did not reply to it, 'already until where' that's the message I read, maybe because it was already afternoon so he was worried about me, right,

Watu showed that at five in the afternoon I was only half the way, the bus stopped continuously from earlier because it was the hour of returning to work so the bus that was loose passengers was now so crowded

A man my brother's age was sitting next to me when the bus first stopped, I saw the man looking at me,

" Hey, like I've seen you ride this bus a lot, right,? If Sunday you ride at 9 am, if the other day must be afternoon, where do you go "tanya maybe when I take this bus she is also in it

" Mmhhh, he was about it if the usual day departs at 9 am I can not "my answer

" Why "ask her

" Because I'm a student "I answer

" Where are you going ?,"

" I don't want to go home, but I want to see my tth "obviously

" Mmhhh, where are you the original "ask again

" From village xx "my answer

And until the man came down he kept talking, even he told me about himself without me asking until he came down

" I was first "his good-bye, I just nodded with a smile

Time has shown half seven nights but I have not reached my place tth, before long I go down to change cars, lucky there is still an angkot to my place tth

Half an hour in the public transportation, now I'm close to the housing where I work

As usual I greet the security guard first,

" Tumben neng Rinjani came her night? " Task the security guard, after answering my greeting

" Yes sir there needs to be the same child of the employer tth "my answer, yes soon I PKL, I heard the son of my employer tth has a company, I want to try to be an intern there

" Oh, "the brief one that I reply with a smile

" Yes I have been first yes sir let's "my prestige

" Yes let's neng Jani "his sahut

I kept walking my steps stopped when passing through the gate of the ripa'i house, the gate in the padlock maybe ka herdi is not in the house

I continued my steps, I finally arrived at my tth place

" Assallamoallaikum "my manners

" Wa'allaikum sallam" replied someone who is definitely not tth me maybe his workmate, because I know tth I work in this house is not alone, there are three who take care of the house, because, one driver, and one gardener said that to me, while his master's son always drives alone

The door is open

" Rinjani, just got "tanya bi Ani my friend tth krja is a little older than my tth

" Yes bi jani sampe, because it is from home also already afternoon "my answer

" Mmhhh, let's go in "give her

I went in, I saw that I was preparing food at the dinner table, I walked over to him

" Assallamoallaikum" I said when I was near him

" Wa'allaikum sallam" he replied, turning towards me

I shook his hand while smiling faintly, I felt sad to see him, after he parted with his husband he had to bash his bones to support his second brother, he said, my ex-husband heard from my mother that he was married again

" Go straight to the room yes, later if here it has been settled tth nyulus "said, I just according because it was tired also on the way, too, the trip, my body also feels sticky want it feels like I immediately take a shower and rest

I waited a long time for my tth, even until I finished the bath tth had not come to me,

Feeling bored I opened the application on my phone, I searched for a messaging application

# hi # My message was sent to a friend of heart

Not long after the message was replied by Pai

# hi also # friend of heart

I just kept looking at the message, wanting to reply but not knowing what to reply

# miss ya # dear friend, the message I received again

# Maybe # give me back

# co may be #friend

# until when will you continue to limit your feelings #friend

# tar first yes I again in place tth # reply me, and no more reply from ripa'i

Sorry Pai I'm still afraid of opening my whole heart