The Story of My Time

Episode 71

When it was 5pm, I was a little energetic because Rena forced me to eat this lunch when I woke up, she said 'even though it's just a little bit okay if there is food in your stomach so you have energy' he said then I thought back, if I don't have the energy let alone to keep Rinjani even just to stand up it feels weak,

I sat my body, leaning on the pillow that became a crutch, I lifted Rinjani's head in my lap, andi wanted to reprimand me but not because Rena held him back and brought Andi out of the room

I looked at the face that was no longer pale but not yet conscious, I stroked her long hair a little tidying it up, my tears fell when I remembered her words "ripa'i I wanted to cry but could not " I knew the burden of life that he had to carry himself made him have to always be strong even just to shed tears he was reluctant, wanted it to feel like I immediately made her the mistress of Wilson, Wilson, but he couldn't accept my proposal, he said later when my parents were really happy because of me, and my sisters could replace me to make them happy, if I impose my will on him then I don't respect his decision,

When I saw him crying by himself in front of me I felt happy, because it means Rinjani can take off a little burden, the first time to get to know Rinjani with all his attitude and behavior I was confused, not a girl his age should only know pleasure but different from him, he only thought about how later he had to succeed with only the capital of science that became his stock,

And again, he will smile, laugh freely if he is with his family and also his best friend who he calls PONDA, while with others he is always flat, flat, smile if needed even to me so,

" When are you going to end this, don't you feel sorry for your two sisters, they kept crying even your youngest sister couldn't see you like this until she just locked herself in the room open your eyes please "say me after peeping her forehead while my tears can't stop

" Are you too tired, if he then stop and hold my hand "slowly I said

Long time I clenched his body even though I know he will not allow it to wake up, I took off my arms when I felt the movement of Rinjani's body, I saw his face turned out he opened his eyes

I saw her smiling "ripa'i "the word that came out of her sweet lips, I smiled and nodded, my tears came back to drip when I saw the clear liquid at the end of her eyes, she said,

" Don't cry" I said sweeping those tears

She smiled "sorry" he said again, I couldn't help myself anymore I kissed her lips, didn't get rejected the more I kissed her, until she pushed me slowly then I realized

" I'm sorry, I can't help myself, you know two days you've made me feel like a living corpse" I said, and her tears came back

" Don't make me say "flat

" I love you ripa'i is really "the words I always wanted to hear from those lips I finally heard

I was happy, I was really very happy to hear it, so I went back to kiss her lips at a glance and turned on her forehead, long ago I kissed Rinjani's forehead spilling all the flavors in my heart

" Never be like this again please, I'm so afraid of losing you" I said softly and he smiled, his hands outstretched, sweeping tears across my cheeks

" You don't deserve to cry, just deserve to smile" she said as soon as I smiled the first time she acted so sweetly at me

" I'll call the doctor" I said, but Rinjani's hand prevented me, I didn't

" But you should check "my soft

" I'm fine "weak

" Well but stay like this, don't move much, does it still hurt ?" I said, stupid though sick how could Rinjani say,

" I'm fine, just a little dizzy" he replied

I told him how I came here and found him unconscious, had to get a blood donor back, and two days he just lay there not opening his eyes, and he was just listening, he said, occasionally ask and smile when you get an answer to the question

" So for two days you've been in bed with me ?" Ask

" He'mh, I look after you like a husband looking after his wife "I replied, he just smiled

" In a moment the doctor will examine you, I will tell your sister "my words and reconfirm Rinjani's position

" But I don't want you to leave here" he said

" I still want you here "

I did not refuse, so I only told Fitri through a message

# Rinjani has realized tell Indri she wants to meet you both # My message was sent to Fitri

Before long the door was opened, Indi and Fitri entered

" Tth is aware "tanya Fitri while Indri's eyes are swollen probably because of crying

There was a conversation between them, and I chose to go out and tell Andi.

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Rinjani vov's

I didn't know how long I was asleep but when I realized I was in the ripa'i deck, she was holding me gently

I moved my hand, indicating that if I had regained consciousness for the ripa'i to let go, I saw his eyes as if one had wept a little swollen, why I wanted to cry seeing the ripa'i like this, I feel guilty for making him cry

She rubbed my cheeks gently sweeping my tears, and said 'don't cry' I smiled how lucky I was to have a lover like her, yet she suddenly kissed my lips, I just kept quiet because I didn't think he would do that but ripa'i just deepened his kiss, I pushed him slowly so he woke up and he let me go,

He was about to go and tell my two sisters, I prevented him, not wanting them to see me but I didn't want to see their faces sad, maybe even crying.

" Tth was aware "slow Indri, while Fitri just looked at me, I nodded his words

" Come here" I said and Indri approached

" Why are your eyes ?" I asked just to tease her

" Why not "he answered but then shed tears

I smiled and stretched out Indri's hands hugged me while sobbing

" Don't be too tight "slow me down too sniffing his embrace

" When will you be like my "soft Fitri while stroking his back in my arms, for Indri's position is the same as mine lying in my stead

" Indri wants to stay like this" he replied

" Then if I'm like this who can I count on "my words again

" There will be te Fitri "originally again replied

" Fitri has her own duty from me, in tth want from now on learn all that tth directed, tth worry if tth can not protect "softly I explained

I turned to look at Fitri who was just sitting by my side while continuing to look at me, I knew her flatness was hiding something.

" Don't hold it" I said to him and at once he immediately embraced me, smiling in their arms because rarely would they embrace me even almost never possible.