The Story of My Time

Episode 90's

I also do not want to continue to be selfish by continuing to want Rinjani when I can not give happiness to him.

I'm sure he's also tired, as much as possible I always want to treat his fatigue, be his back and his strength when fragile like last night.

You must be asking, is it possible that I am not tempted by Rinjani? Added to him my lover.

He'mh! Of course I am tempted, but my love and affection are greater than my lust. And again! I am a man, a good man will never touch a woman who has not been a thing, yes even though I know by kissing and hugging her it is also a mistake, but want to be, I'm just a normal human too.

Just don't do what's really fatal I think it's okay.

Sometimes my faith also wavers, when her sweet lips are smiling. Thin lips, tiny that looks tempting, a pretty face even without polish, a slim but body shape, who was not tempted by it, and I always managed to fight it all. Since I thought it was all pseudo, the slightest bit more I did to him was not impossible for him to kill me.

I got to Wilson's mansion. The atmosphere in the house as usual was quiet! There are only meids who fill the house, it is boring to be in this country when this is my country of birth.

I went straight to my room, laying down my body that felt tired maybe because it was awake all night, closing its eyes only for a moment, whether Rinjani was really awake until the morning or not, but when I opened my eyes he was trying to shake my grip. Uh!

I thought back to Rinjani, smiling as I recalled that pretty face. I know many beautiful women even according to my friends who already know Rinjani their beauty exceeds Rinjani, but I can only see Rinjani is everything.

My phone kept ringing, even while I was driving! but I was reluctant to pick up the call, because it was from the person who made me feel sick even if I just heard his voice.

When the call ended, I made a call to my brother bang herdi! If it wasn't him who was always guiding me, maybe I wouldn't have made it this far.

My call was connected and immediately got an answer.

" Rinjani is here! " i said straight away as bang herdi raised the call.

" Had something happened to her? " Tanya bang herdi, her voice sounded flat.

" She! But I'm afraid if anything happens to him "I answer

" I'll make sure he'll be okay" bang herdi said on the phone.

" He'mh, when will it all be finished? " I asked bang herdi, I heard a long breath from bang herdi.

" Stop if it is not able to, let me do it "answer bang herdi, honestly I already want to give up, he said, but given the sacrifice of bang herdi so far where might I let it go to waste.

" No! I can definitely finish "my words, I can turn off the call and I'm sure I can finish this.

Finished with all my calls, I also chose to sleep.

***

Rinjani vov's

I'm awake! It turned out that it was late afternoon, I cleaned my body and then went out of my room after carrying out my duties as a Muslim.

I circled around looking for anyone who was in this house but couldn't find them.

" Why quiet! " My mumble.

I sat on a bench in the tv room, I turned on the tv just to fill the silence.

I soon heard a little girl's voice.

" Aunty is awake! " When you sit next to me.

" He'mh, where are your mama and papah? " Tanyaku.

" They're working! " His reply, his gaze continued towards the tv.

I saw him like the movie I was playing, seriously he saw the tv screen in front of us, I smiled a little appeared the idea of jail in my head.

I took the TV remote and turned off the TV Shin was watching. He looked at me flat but without a sound.

I gave him the TV remote I picked up earlier, and he brought it back to life.

" You like the movie? " My question and he nodded without looking.

" What made you like that movie? " Let me know, he just answered briefly.

" Nothing! " His gaze remained on the tv in front of us, feeling a little ignored I was just silent.

I heard someone approaching.

" You sulked only at a little boy "the voice of anta, he smiled mockingly at me.

" really? " She said as if she couldn't believe my answer.

I just kept quiet.

" What's your next move? " He made a sound again, this time I glanced at him.

" I don't know! " I am weak.

" Are you not tired? " Ask me, I smiled. Maybe I am tired right now.

" Have my hand, trust me, stop here! " She said, I don't feel angry or annoyed at your words.

" why? Can't you take it off! All right, let's fight together "he said back, I can only smile.

" Uncle! Aunt Takan never gave up, my great aunt she will definitely succeed, is there another great papah not so auntie? " Say the little girl next to me, and then she hugged me.

" Aunty don't worry, I'll also help auntie "he said trying to cheer me up.

" the way? " I tried to respond to him.

" Pray! I'll pray for aunt " she said with a smile.

I slightly dispelled the feeling of panic in my head, joking with Shin Hye. Hearing her laugh made me happy, she just watched us.

Our jokes were stopped when a woman entered without permission into Yun's house.

Anta smiled with a sneer as she looked at the woman who entered.

" Aunty who? " Task Shin Hye by discussing china with the woman.

" What invited you to come here, miss? " Datarku asked.

The woman smiled, her smile looking sly.

He sat down before us, right in front of me.

Anta told Shin Hye to enter her room and she approached right beside me.

" Say miss, what do you need to come here? " Tanya anta on glenca.

Yes, the woman in front of us is currently none other than Glenca, the woman who is currently engaged to ripa'i.

" I don't like pleasantries! I hope your arrival here is not meant to take Wiliam from me! " Said without a doubt.

Anta smiled and replied to a glenca speech while I was just flat looking at the girl.

" You mean lady, this girl beside me is my fiancee, so! How could he possibly take who you were referring to, ah, Wiliam. It's not possible to "reply with.

I saw the look of a relieved face from the glenca, maybe he could feel a little calm with the false status that you explained earlier.

" I hope so, sir, and if it's true Miss Rinjani is your fiancee! I hope you can keep it " Glenca said.

The woman stood up from her seat, and without excuse she just left.

I can't stop thinking, the girl who looks classy like she doesn't know the Kramas and manners.

After the woman's departure, Anta returned to her room while I chose to sit on the porch of the house.

I looked at the beautiful flowers in front of me, so beautiful.

Again and again, my mind kept thinking far.

Should I stop here or keep fighting.

If you stop here. What about our struggle all this time should it all end in vain.

Without me noticing my tears coming back, but slowly. Sometimes I shed those tears. I was crying in my heart but unable to speak.

' mom! I feel tired! if you can choose, Jani wants to be like Jani's friends. Loving her casually, it's nice if Jani can be like that ' I thought.

My tears came back when I remembered how hard the road was. My sad day, which is always filled with sad twists and turns.