The Story of My Time

Episode 44

After that night, my days went on as normal again,

Today I was in between ripa'i go to the company mas Rendi to take a report of my PKL activities, hopefully the results satisfy me hope so

After getting the file, I stopped by Rena's bathroom

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" Into the "voice in there

I go in and review the same smile mbak Rena, there is no more sadness on the beautiful face, I hope the days will improve, I hope, may she also find a man who sincerely loves her

" Dena, what's "he asked

I just lifted the file in my hand

" Oh after taking the report yes, when you go home to your city "he asked a little look of sadness on his face

" Today, precisely this afternoon after KA nay returned home from work" answered me

" Sit "his word

" I just for a moment, just want to say goodbye, thank you for guiding me and teaching me, also want to be friends with me" I said

" Friends yes, but the way you talk is still like that like not exactly friends superiors and subordinates "

Rena's mom doesn't like the way I talk, maybe I'm too stiff on her

" I'm sorry that I just want to respect you" I said

" I beg you to think of me as sodara to you even though we can still communicate far" he said

I nodded, though,

" What time you leave, Vivi will also "ask again

" He'mh him too, maybe at 3 pm later so it's not too late on the road "I replied

" Ka Nay already knew he said he wanted to take us to the terminal for a farewell, so he'll be allowed to do it later" I continued

" May I come too, "he asked

" If it's not a hassle, it's okay "I replied

I saw the clock on my wrist turned out to be almost noon I had to go home to the contract for some

" Well at two o'clock I'll get to your contract "I just nodded

" Well, ma'am, excuse me, ripa'i was waiting for me "my good-bye, but instead Rena asked me something that I did not expect

" Dena does ripa'i know, the figure of the woman who followed him do you know also "he said a little carefully

I just smiled and nodded and then said goodbye to him

On the way to the lobby I kept thinking, what would a person who always follows the ripa'i, and why does he seem mute what is possible ?

Ah , no I also do not know the lineage of ripa'i so do not let me conclude everything just because of the figure

Yes, almost two years with a lover for Pai but I never had any desire to pry about him, for me, let him tell me all about himself when he might be comfortable with me

I smiled back at the smile of the man who was my lover but knew nothing about him

" It's over "he asked as he approached me

I raised the file in my hand, and Pai understood

" Kalu so come on, o he wants to go straight home "he asked

I look back at the clock on the new hand showing at 11

" Can we go to the park that was a little "my door

" Of course "

Ripa'i clasped my hand, she really paid a lot of attention to me, sometimes I was afraid that there might be something behind it all, but I always tried to calm down

The motor was traveling at a moderate speed to where I asked, until it was there we immediately got off the bike and removed the helmet

I took the initiative to hold the ripa'i hand first because usually he did that

I turned to look at that handsome face, he was smiling looking at me and returning his smile

I led the hand to follow me, until we were in yesterday's place, under the tree

" Ripa'i I want to see this tree again if I'm successful" I said

" What kind of success do you want "asked Pai, the question made me turn to him

I was thinking a little, really also successful as I mean, all this time I always see my parents are in trouble maybe I want to succeed and make them happy

" I just want to make my parents feel nothing but to send me to school with great difficulty" I replied

" Well I'll wait, but when it comes don't refuse me to make you my whole property in the wedding vows" he said

CK, pass it yet, my journey is not only here I also want to feel what it feels like to struggle in life

I smiled but my heart felt like it would be in chains, but ripa'i just said it was just a plan where know the plan that powers

" We believe in each other's hearts, and of course in God's destiny, if he wants maybe even later we will be together if not hopefully we can find the best for each of us "

Instantly the look on ripa'i's face turned her smile faded

" Are you not expecting what I expect, are you not willing to keep what I want to keep" he explained there is little emphasis

" Well, if the moment you expect arrives and I'm still by your side, then I assume your destiny is with me" he said

I smiled, I never even got a word that could convince my heart when with Sukma,

' could it be that she is indeed my destiny' in my heart

I saw ripa'i glancing at the clock on his wrist

" We go home, I have to save this bike first and I'm hired to pick you up" he said I did not refuse

We went back to the contract

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Even in the afternoon we were ready to go to the terminal, ka nay kept shedding tears and hugging me and yanah alternately

" You'll miss the bus "cock yanah

" Vi did you really want to leave me "reply back by taking off her arms

" It's not so "hanah is a little confused

" Right said yanah ka, later we can miss the bus, believe we can still greet each other over the phone, Jani also miss home so Rinjani please already yes " I definitely calm down KA nay

I looked out into the street looking for this Rena mbak already two o'clock past but she hasn't come yet

" Mr Rena " voice of yanah

I turned my head and saw that Rena was right, I walked over to her I wanted to hug her, mbak Rena first hugged me, her tears dripped as well as me

" Mbak will be fine "quote me

" Of course Dena, we'll meet again right "he asked as his tears kept dripping

" Call me Rinjani if you want to be my closest person, because Dena is only for those who don't know me" I said

Rena smiled and hugged me back

" I drove you to the terminal" he said, nodding,

" I also came " said KA nay

We went with Rena, along the way we chatted, ripa'i was driving I don't know if she could drive, aish how I am for sure he can drive there is a car also in his garage

During the conversation I listened not to talk, I noticed the ripa'i from earlier he only dim smiled if needed, what was wrong with him could he feel disappointed in me

We were in the car at last

We say goodbye and then enter the bus that will take us to the destination

The passenger was still a little I sat myself yanah also ripa'i, I thought yanah would sit next to me but it turns out he was sitting behind me and immediately put a generator in his ear

While ripa'i he cool with his phone, I also choose to play my phone rather than bored myself

While putting a generator in my ear listening to old music as well I did not listen to music, I replied to a message with some of my friends

# good-bye good luck until home # message from KA Tio, from Andi is the same just that there is a little extra

# sorry can't deliver and meet # andi's message, that's how it adds

# don't forget to call when you get to # message from KA nay and mbak Rena

# what's done everything, and what has gone home # message from mas Rendi

# woyy when to return #from Ponda group

# what's up #of the others, there are some messages that are almost the same

# Rinjani said mas Rendi you came home today, is it true #My brother

# sister, did have her contacts between # from my underclassman

# fitri nitip tea souvenirs yes when home # fitri

The phone that my sister holds is my phone from Sukma, I deliberately send it to her through delivery services while the phone I hold now is mine, the result of the first salary of my internship I bought hp, pretty also more sophisticated name is also a smartphone

I just replied to a message from my sister and brother that the others were a little lazy

# yes bang Jani came home today, this again in the car just that his car is still waiting for passenger #reply me to my brother

# he'mh # reply me to pitri

No longer playing mobile phone I choose to close my eyes it feels very tired

When I closed my eyes I felt someone was riding the bus again, and soon the bus was on the road

Ripa'i moved beside me I turned my head, I thought that this person who was sitting beside me, I noticed ripa'i did not reply seeing me a little there was a sense of annoyance I felt

I choose to stay rather than just be quiet and guess

" Ripa'i were you upset "my question, I saw ripa'i trying to close his eyes

" Not "in short, yet he still closed his eyes

I took a breath and threw it away violently

" If he you're upset I apologize "my words then follow ripa'i close my eyes

I felt my hand in the hand very firmly, I opened my eyes and looked into my hand it turned out that ripa'i was grasping, she was looking at me

" Never underestimate or doubt my feelings in the slightest "flatness, I smiled and nodded

I returned the grip, Pai leaned my head on his shoulder