
"wa'allaikum sallam "my voice
" Why is "the voice over there
" What is it ?" My voice
" Are you going to continue like this, never wanting to believe my feelings "voice over there
" I don't know lakh, I don't understand "my voice either
" But honestly my heart misses "I continued, so ripa'i do not always feel disappointed when calling me
" Well, you know Rinjani, sometimes I get scared when you realize my feelings but my heart has branched out, but hopefully that doesn't happen." The sound is there
" At last you said her Pai "my voice is flat
" It's not like that, but I'm also just an ordinary human being, my feelings are sometimes empty, even often feel claustrophobic when you realize you haven't been able to open your heart "the voice over there
" Give up, no need to hold on anymore if it is not able to "my voice
" Never, because that's what you want instead of "the voice over there
I am indeed selfish, but want to be like any other, I am also a little afraid if until Pai gives up
" Well put it this way, you're up to defend me but I also don't forbid if there's anyone else beside you, but if you go back stay alone."
" Ripa'i honestly I missed waiting for you to call me, but now I want to end this call and keep your "my voice
I ended Pai's call without a salutation, why my chest was so tight,
I honestly feel everything that ripa'i feels without exception, but to admit it feels heavy as if something is prohibiting me, he said,
And until now anta still hope if I will want to accept her feelings even though there is ripa'i she said it's okay
Regarding Samsu, really I will lose my mind because of him, as no he is still like that with his behavior really bothers me
I always try to relax with all her trying to be friendly with all the circumstances so as not to be too concerned with the teenage years that are just met, just met, I want my teenage years to be full of something memorable so as not to regret it later,
I also want to travel my story always gets achievements and follow the progress of the world so as not to be left behind like other teenagers in my village.
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Today we dropped out of school to start PKL, the school recommended several companies that have cooperation with the school, many took the opportunity, he said, because by taking a letter of recommendation we do not have to bother looking for companies that want to accept interns
But not with some students who prefer to find one of my own, I do not think that yanah is also the same as me even he wants to come with me to find a place PKL.
Today I and yanah went to the company mas Rendi in accordance with the schedule that I had promised him, I was asked to meet with the HRD for more information,
Yanah and I also looked for the HRD room that has been the receptionist direction on us, right,
" I'm sure I want PKL here "ask yanah slowly
I looked towards her while smiling
" You're sure we'll be accepted here "ask again,
I stopped my steps, looked toward the yanah "if you're not sure, and you don't want to, you can find somewhere else "flat me and continue my steps
Yanah did not speak anymore he just kept silent while scowling,
We arrived in front of the HRD room
Tok
Tok
I knocked on the door first
" Into the "voice in there
" Excuse me" when I open the door
" Come in, there's something I can help "friendly adult woman sitting in her chair while smiling kindly
I smiled
" Please sit down, there's a need for what "ask her
" Look Mom, my friend and I want to apply for an internship at this company "clearly me
" Oh, can I see his "pinta file
Yanah and I provided the files that we had prepared
The woman examined him meticulously once in a while nodding her head to know what he was thinking in his head
" You're Dena Rinjani ?" Ask her towards me, though,
" Yes "short of me
" It seems like your achievements are good in school, because your values do not disappoint" he said
I did not answer, however, he himself already had an assessment by looking at all the files in front of him
" Alright I will bring this file first to the owner of the company, after that I will contact you again "obviously
" One more, do not forget to keep the mobile number that we can call "
" Okay, thank you for excuse me "my goodbye and being called yah too
" Please "his permission
Janah and I came out of the room and the company,
" I think the HRD will be friendly tau neremin also "cock yanah, when we are in angkot
" Want to go straight home "ask yanah when I'm just quiet
" Want to start this food stall first hungry noon" answered me casually
" I'm also following ya "the sloppy
" Come, but pay for it yourself, and if you can pay for "my joke
" You are "tired yanah, but after that we smiled at each other
Yanah stopped the angkot when she saw the food stall on the side of the road
We're down
" We eat there yuk "give her
" Excuse me "the voice of yanah, when we have reached the place of eating
" Are you going to eat, huh ,?" Ask the owner of the friendly shop
" Yes ma'am, two ya "his ink
" Want to use what his side dish neng "ask her again
Yanah looked towards me
" Say you're the side dish of what "tell yanah to me
" It's up to you to have the same "I answered
" Buk pake roasted chicken just do not forget the same lalapan know deh can "cerocos yanah
" Yuk sat down "give her
I just follow her while waiting for the food to come I take out my phone want to see the notification that has come to my phone, while the yanah she has been playing with her phone
Ponda Group
# yesterday I had a birthday, but none of them said congratulations # pupu,
I smiled, I remembered and had sent his gift through the delivery service because pupu was far away
# happy birthday # reply me
# where you go, say without "# pupu
# there, it's just that the school is busy again sorry "get back
# Oya, not busy dating is # pox
# know this # Asiah
# issh y'all who's birthday is in a scene who's # pupu
The food that you ordered has come, I also stopped from my message reply activities
We also eat quietly, occasionally yanah joking but I only reply with a smile
Finish eating me and yanah did not come straight out of the food stall, we glanced for a while
" Reverse yuk " invite me while looking towards yanah who continues to be cool with his hp
" Yuk "answer her short
Just one step away from the door, my steps came to a halt and staggered back when a grown man slammed into my shoulder, he saw me
"what look-look at the dead nyari, "I grinned at her 'intentions '
When that grown man was bullying me a young man who looked probably my brother's age came in first
I did not care because I thought it was also trivial, but my steps stopped again when I heard screams from inside like the owner of a food stall who shouted
" No sir don't take, it's my seller, from earlier my stall was deserted, please sir can eat here do not have to pay but do not take the money " that's the sound I hear again
" I'm not hungry, I need the money to step aside "that grown man's voice
I kept silent until I lost my patience and my annoyance exceeded my patience
When I entered I saw the adult man slapping the mother of the stall owner while the one kept getting cool with his food
" Stop "my door with a resentful tone
The grown man looked at me
" Do not interfere "emphasically
I don't care, I help the mother stand up
" Mom's okay "ask me while smiling
Seeing that mother might be the same age as my mother, their fate would have to work hard to keep eating
" No neng "answer her sayu
" Unlike nowhere, mother's face red it must hurt "cock yanah with a horrified face
" I'm fine, but my spending money tomorrow is taken all "his words her tears drip, instantly my heart heats up looking at the tears that are dripping
I looked at the two men but I could not find them, I chased them out I saw the man was quite far away, I put my feet fast, I quickly, because he's a man who walks leisurely it doesn't take long for me to chase after him
" Wait" I said annoyed
They both turned to look at me
" What's beautiful, it looks like you want to get acquainted with us" said the adult man but his clothes ala ABG
" Yes it seems so "I keep watching them all the rage does not escape my sight, I saw there was also a knife that was carried by the adult man and the one that was plain he did not bring anything, but his attitude was very relaxed to make me a little confused, I guess maybe he's good at martial arts
The grown man reached out his hand as someone wanted to shake hands, I received his helping hand with a smile
And sek, and,,
I twisted her hand backwards, 'very lightly' I thought
" Brazed don't mess with my little girl "his bluff while rebelling
" CK " pissed me off
" I didn't want to mess with you either, but you guys made me want to play around with you guys" I continued
His one male was still with his calm mode even occasionally he smiled in a hideous slant
" Do you want aaaaaggrrhhhhh "his screams because I strengthen the twisting in his hands
" Reverse mom's money was "flat me
" Tida there's "his annoyance
I took off her hand while pushing her
" Don't you guys take her "get upset
" A lot of "adult man talk attacked me without cue, want how else I serve him