The Story of My Time

Episode 76's

It was night Julian and Ripa'i had gone home, now I was in my room looking at the ring embedded in my ring finger.

" It is true what I do, why my feelings are ordinary, whether there is still something that has not satisfied my "inner.

To be honest when I feel tired, I am tired but if I give up then everything will be in vain as well.

All this time I've always been looking for all this, not everything I have, have a good job, useful knowledge, materials to be able to advance my two younger siblings and of course be able to boast of my parents, but why does everything feel empty to me.

" If only everything felt lighter "my murmur

Lightly I mean, no obstacle is not always met with bitterness and even failure. Yes, I also often experience failure is not always victory. Can't see those who shouldn't be visible, honestly often it also feels hard for me but how else can I just consider it a gift given by God so I can only resign and practice it.

Many times I also think 'if only my parents always hold me' maybe everything will feel lighter for me, but want how else my destiny should be like this, being an independent woman to take care of everything.

Dissolved with all my thoughts until I fell asleep, when I woke up I found my two sisters sleeping with me when they came in I didn't realize that.

Since dawn had come I woke the two and worshiped together, finished with that my two sisters returned to their room while I was going to the kitchen, why I wanted to make them breakfast.

My two brothers came up to me and had breakfast with me

" Tth Anter" you said as I continued to eat my breakfast

" who? Iin means ?" Indri Voice

" He'mh" I briefly replied

" Tumben is usually te Fitri "from my sister, I smiled considering I never took the time for her because there was Fitri pitri thought I could take care of her.

" Tth again wants to be "of my origin, please,

Replace the voiced Fitri

" Are you sure ?" When I looked, he looked at my hand with a ring. I smiled faintly I don't know

" If it's still like this don't force it, pity Mr. ripa'i" he continued

I'm done with my breakfast and I bring my old dirty dishes to the kitchen and clean them.

" I love you but there's still something stuck in my heart, I'm sure it's not about how I feel about you but what it is I don't know, maybe I'll go home later" I thought

Fitri followed and washed the dishes used by him and Indri earlier, I had offered if I was the only one who cleaned but he did not give the dishes, he said, I also chose the room to change clothes because it will take Indri to school.

" It's ready "my voice is just a pleasantie

Indri looked over and nodded

" Fit want to use a motorbike what car ?" Much

" The bike prefers "he replied, because he has afternoon classes so he is still relaxing

" That's how it is" said I and he nodded

I delivered Indri to school yes, Indri could not keep quiet he continued to talk this and that, sometimes complaints also came out of his mouth that chatty but I did not care about it.

We got in front of the school gate Indri he said goodbye to me, I drove my car back to somewhere.

When I got to that place my smile was engraved considering the last time I came to that place.

" Are you busy "my murmur, wanting to make a call but afraid he is busy.

I relaxed for a moment in that place, leaning against the big tree behind me occasionally taking a deep breath enjoying the fresh air that was around here, I felt my hands touched, I felt my hands touched, feeling that touch I know that it must have touched me not from my people.

I opened my eyes and found a beautiful little girl, I lyricized my left right before making a sound felt lonely I also smiled.

" You're from here ?" Ask me and he nodded

" It's been a while ?" I ask again he nodded back.

I love to see this little girl so beautiful and sweet.

He touched my hand back this time holding it I turned my head and he smiled.

He made no sound, we looked at the invisible air, I lyrically he occasionally smiled a little curious then I also saw it deep.

I smiled at how this little girl was so strong in her time as she was alive.

" Sometimes what we think is easily compared to reality" he said suddenly

" Are you feeling calm ?" Much

" He'mh, I'm happy to be here" he said, with a sweet smile on his lips

I didn't ask back, I thought he wanted to ask for my help like he did but he just wanted to accompany me.

The lyrics of the watch in my hand already showed at 10 noon, I remembered Asiah. Ah how can I not remember, I sent a message to Gibran.

#how ?# my message was sent to Gibran, yes it was just Gibran I didn't mention his doctorate

Not getting an answer I was a little worried, the figure of the little girl smiling at me

" Go see if it's better "softly said

" Come anytime, and invite him a long time ago also he's not here "he said making me feel confused 'he is, who's '

I smiled, definitely ripa'i because I know this place too because he brought me here.

" He'mh "short as I nodded

" I went "I continued and left the place after getting a nod from him

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An hour later I drove to the hospital where Asiah was treated, I stopped when I saw a fruit seller and bought some fruit for Asiah, I remember that Asiah loved fruits.

With a feeling of pleasure I went into Asiah's nursery, when I entered I found Gibran was there taking off the infusion stuck in Asiah's hand.

I smiled at Asiah who was able to smile back.

" It's better "ask Gibran to me when I'm on the asian side

" Eemmm "short me

" How is he doing ?" Ask me back

" It can go home, you just take care of the rest of the payment" he replied, smiling at Asiah

" I'll excuse you, then "he continued and walked out of the room

I smiled at Asiah and she also smiled at me "thank you "the word that came out of her mouth, I didn't answer just nodding my head.

" I brought this, want to eat now "my question

" May be "in short

I washed some fruit that can be eaten without being cut, fruit for Asiah but I also ate it, sometimes we throw jokes at each other I also had time to ask people who have the status of Asiah lover, asia, did she already give any news and Asiah nodded.

" He's not my girlfriend anymore we broke up when he found out I was seriously ill "he said, I breathed

" Let it, there are still many men out there "as long as I just want to entertain, understand me I never entertain people because my cold attitude so do not know how.

Asiah smiled and nodded, Gibran came in and looked at us.

" The results have come out and all is good, just still have to be diligent control later I tell the schedule "clearly, I lyrics Asiah looks confused face to him

" Why ?" I asked slowly, Asiah saw me

" From the village to here far away Jani "was slow as well, I smiled understandingly with confusion on her face

" Live where I was until your treatment is complete, and you're completely healed" I said, Gibran was still standing there

I switched to him

" How long ?" Much

" Till it's completely healed" he replied

Asiah mediates us

" Can't the puskesmas control it" asked Asiah

" It's okay if in the health center there is a heart specialist, later I make a schedule" he said, I looked at Asiah sharply

" Finish your treatment here, and get well soon, if you're cured want to go then go "flat I said, I want Asiah handled well and healed quickly so as not to make her family worry anymore, and she does not feel that pain anymore. He bowed to hear my words Gibran was also just silent

" But I don't want to trouble you anymore" he said, I breathed in the tightness of hearing Asiah's words

" Live with me and don't worry about anything, about your parents they can come anytime if they want to see you "I gently reassure Asiah

" I finished the other one first "I continued and went out to settle the payment

I don't know if Gibran also came out of Asiah's room

" Rinjani how can you behave like that ?" Ask, act like that, what does that mean but I don't make a sound

" it is appropriate for Wiliam to always maintain his feelings for you" he said again

" You mean "of my origin while not stopping my steps

" You know, a lot of women try to get into Wiliam's life, trying to fill his heart, but he always refuses and says he already has a heart guard who is always faithful waiting for him " he said, but I was silent

" I was also curious as to what kind of woman Wiliam was so proud to take care of his heart, and after knowing it turned out that Wiliam's belief was not wrong" he continued

" O he, you guys already know from SMA right ?" I asked and answered

" Right "

" Mmhhh, it turns out that what he said about you was all true "then again said, I've reached the reception desk and asked for payment details

" I used to go to my room "I nodded