The Story of My Time
Episode 22
The last hour's lesson was quite brain draining so I was lazy again to think about the ripa'i words about who he really was
Now me and Pa'i are looking for food because he said he also did not want to take a break
" Want to eat where "ask him on me
" It's up to you to "answer me
" If you don't want us to go straight home just "reply, I'm sure he's a little upset by the tone of his voice
And I purposely wanted to see her angry because so far she has rarely been annoyed at me for anything except when it comes to men who are close to me
" Truly, yes if so let's go home "I want to know if he will actually take me home, whether Pai is still like he used to be or not
'ck' that's the tone that sounded from his mouth
As I suspected Pai didn't bring me home he stopped his bike in front of the meatball shop, me and Pa'i go inside with Pai holding my hand, I don't know what he's thinking
" Jani" as we were about to sit down, I did not notice the visitor who was beside our bench but he saw me and Pai as well
" Ripa'i "he continued, taking turns to see us
I just returned with a smile
" Hey, it's been a while here "asked Pai to Ros, yes the one who called our name my friend Ros
" It's good but because it's old so my order just came "his answer
" You have a message "he continued
" It's "answer me
" I ate first yes "I nodded with a smile
Ros devoured his meatballs casually every once in a while he asked us why we could be together, and always Pai answered I had no problem with Pai's answer to Ros because it was a fact and he never added or exaggerated his words either
Until Ros stops asking when our order has arrived
" Goodbye "pie joke on me with a smile
I glanced at Ros who was almost done with his meatballs looking towards us
It didn't take us an hour until we finished each meatball even though Pai occasionally wanted to feed me with his meatballs I still didn't care
" Go home yuk "take me because the watch in my hand shows almost 4 pm
" Yuk "answer her
I want to pay for my own meatballs but in the way Pai is stopped, he says let him pay for it I don't give a damn then I let him pay
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After driving me home Pai Direct back forward his motorbike even he did not turn off his motorbike when opening my helmet that is how Pai although I refused he would still open it
I feel confused in my heart, I'm sure that I don't think I'm for my ex anymore, but not for Pai because I don't think I'm thinking about him when he's not around me, maybe I lose him once in a while didn't tell me or didn't meet long enough but I can make sure that it's not love, I'm also mediocre when Pai tries to be romantic not infrequently he always says ' is it only I who have this affection ' that's how she said when I was always indifferent to her response
I just let it all go on the time I surrender also all at the time that continues to revolve who knows as time goes by I can understand the ripa'i love may even be able to reciprocate his love with the desire of my heart without any coercion from Pai as he forced me to be his girlfriend
Pai's graduation time is just one month away and we are also preparing for a repeat
I have rarely met Pai even reported through messages or sosmed also not I just continue like that, but sometimes I also send a message to him just to remember 'don't forget to learn' that's how it is
" Min what date do we test "ask me to a friend
" Entar beb is still three weeks away "his reply lightly
" Emang why "continue again when it does not get a response
" Nothing third grade hopefully his final school exam "ask me again
" I hope beb why the hell "his kepo relapsed
" No, not papa "
I returned to focus on the book I was reading even though I had repeated several times studying my notebook I never got bored just to make sure the lesson was really in my brain
Almost all of the students in my class went to the cafeteria but there were still some who still chose in class like I was one of them
" Now, not to the cafeteria "somehow anta suddenly sat next to me offering a bottle of fresh water
" Not "short of me
" Kayaknya has rarely collected yes with your friends "ask her again
" Nobody has come home yet" I replied
" Why not just go there "the idea
" Where could they also work is no longer a vacation there "
Anta smiled "I like it when I see you hanging out with them "
" He'mh, if there's free time we'll gather "
" When there was more "
" I don't know lakh "
I studied my textbooks by talking to each other, occasionally smiling when he got nonchalant answers to his questions
A quick glance in my brain about something that was always near Pai but nobody could see, she said, I know you can see things that shouldn't be seen because different worlds my desire suddenly appears to ask if maybe you can see them too
" Nta can not ask "my flat
" he'mh nanya what "answer her while continuing to play on her mobile phone
" Pai you mean ripa'i "question back and I nodded
" Ebu what is it I don't see anything "he continued
" Seriously "look at me
" He'mh "short of her
I was lazy to talk again so I continued my activities back to reading books until the doorbell rang
We followed two lessons calmly and the last bell was said to sign it was time to go home
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one month I only focus on school but now the time is leha-leha because we have undergone school exams but not for the members of OSIS because we have to prepare a school tour for the class 3 And the 2nd class was not all who participated because even though the tour is free but we also have to have provisions/the money for us later there because only vehicles are on school responsibility while others are not for our food we also have to bring each of them
And because of that many who do not participate but for the 3rd class all have to follow although different majors
The tour will be held in the city of Bandung for me it is very far because I have never traveled that far but maybe not for others at a glance I get info if there turns out there the plantation owned by our school eat his we are advised to tour there
We have prepared all the data of the students who participated and not we have also prepared to report to the vice president
I heard that the third graders will gather in two days when I depart I heard it from a classmate but different majors I was to ask what I heard was right just to make sure and it turned out to be true because he got the news directly from his 3rd class who was his girlfriend
I thought for a long time about everything that happened between me and pa'i but never did my heart get any certainty
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" All is ready "ask me to our OSIS chairman
" It's been "short
I saw Ros approaching us and smiling as bright as the sun today
" Anta can not nitip this "tanya on anta while giving the object to be tipped it
Anta didn't answer just took her from Ros's hand put her in his backpack
" Jani, have you prepared everything "ask Ros while looking at me flat
" Hey'mh " answered me
Ros just beards his head there is no more conversation between me and Ros as well as I know Ros is uncomfortable if I am close to their relationship but I also choose the path just be safe by avoiding anta if there is a Ros
I chat with other members of OSIS occasionally I laugh when one of them is joking all look happy to follow the tour
" Rinjani "a familiar voice called my name I turned my head while smiling
I was a little amazed to see the unusual appearance of Ripa'i
Ripa'i walked towards me without caring about the gaze that was fixed towards me
" Hey how's "his voice greets me
" Good news "I answered with a smile
" I'm sorry I haven't been in the news lately "it's clear
" It's okay "
' Ck' sound coming out of his mouth
" Why "ask me
" I didn't tell you on purpose to give you time to "get upset
" Give time "my wonder to repeat the word ripa'i
" Yes give you time to miss me "the rest
'ck' now my voice is clucking
I saw Anta leave the OSIS room followed by Ros behind him
As I looked towards Ana Pai blocking my view
" Your boyfriend here isn't there "his annoyance
I just smiled at him with my head tilted and my hands folded in my chest
All have been on the bus, the bus number is 3 buses that we use because the teachers also come but there are also those who do not
I'm a bus with Pai's real me and pa'i different bus but because Pai forced it then he allowed to one bus with me
Pai leaning his head on my shoulder I glanced at him feeling uncomfortable with Pai's actions
" Pai "my hand removed Pai's head from my shoulder
" What "sad her "let's just a moment "continue her again
I just kept quiet and let my shoulder be borrowed by ripa'i
I felt the shakes on my handpone sign the incoming message because the shakes were just for a moment
Because my phone is in my grasp so I can immediately see the contents of the message
# funny very say # yanah,
# usual # Give me back
# so ordinary wow # yanah
# knapa # reply me
