The Story of a Broken Man

79. Night and Fitri

"Where are you going, Suf? I really want to see you. If only there was a chance . Why did our story end so sad?" in the rain that began to fall slowly Fitri said alone in loneliness. He remembered once the night he broke off his relationship with Joseph whose name was still engraved so deeply.

Actually, he felt sorry for saying that. But yes, sooner or later Joseph had to find out. Actually he was angry with himself, but maybe there was no way that could make him continue together. He also seemed to be resigned when he heard it. Fitri knew, actually Joseph still wanted to be with him but the social status between the two was not equal .

Want as good as he is, certainly will not get blessing even though it has planted seeds. Sometimes Fitri think to be born in a normal family. It really does not want to be betrothed even if it knows very well who it will be betrothed to. How hard he tried, his heart continued to reject the reality.

He wanted Joseph, in his memory it is still very clear how faithful Joseph was to accompany him while he was in the hospital. He was also the one who always entertained selflessly. Ah, if only his soul mate was Joseph would be very pleased with him. After all, his life , if with Joseph would be very pleasant. Why do so many people not understand that? Money is everything, but that doesn't mean you're happy to have money.

Without a proposal, now he had to prepare everything for the wedding. It feels like Siti Nurbaya, although in fact the condition is much better than that. Now that she's resigned, married to whom she doesn't care. To expect Joseph to come is no longer possible. Fitri felt his actions were natural, given how disappointed he was.

"Dreaming continues, not good for girls," the voice of his brother who suddenly entered the room whose door was not locked was very surprising Fitri . The daydream was over in an instant.

"No. Who is dreaming?" Fitri tried to lie.

"Udah don't lie. Think of him again, huh?" It seems that his brother has understood or maybe just guessed his mind, which is clear what was said was not wrong.

"No, I'm just thinking about what's going to happen next. I thought later if I was married would have children, I guess I can not take good care of him? I don't like kids very much."

"On that is easy. Far away from your mind to get there. Oh yes, this is grilled rice for you," his brother handed him the plastic in which contained several packs of grilled rice.

"Let you be full . I know you're not in love with my candidate, but if for example your soul mate does he want how else? Don't think the uncertain is yours. If your soul mate turns out Joseph will also have a way."

"It seems like almost every day you always talk that way, until I memorize myself."

"It's good that you memorize. I guess I've been betrothed yet to someone else?"

"Either. Are you afraid that you've been betrothed?"

"No really. Just have to be ready, if for example arranged at least I have no preparation to run away."

"Where's the dust?"

"Secret dong. To be sure, where to go with doi I want to."

"Nob if you can escape ."

"You want to run away now, please. I'm not making it up."