The Story of a Broken Man

7. Night and Himself

Joseph sat on his bed, hugging his pillow he felt himself missing Fitri. What was he doing there? Not happy with the man who was betrothed? He knew that his mind had to be thrown away, but he could not even have erased all the memories stored on his phone by force, still longing it like a revenge that asked to be answered completely.

"Tonight I took some of my friends to stay. Just relax, I'm not going to do anything in his room, brother," while daydreaming, suddenly Ilyas' phone came in and without further ado he said something like that.

"Aren't you brave enough to sleep alone? Cemen once became a man," jokingly Joseph said. The important thing is that his room is not opened, he doesn't care. Even though it was opened there were no secrets that he hid.

"Dare the hell, just want to invite others to watch a ghost movie butts head. Let them also feel the horror films that really make them always ring," Ilyas gave a defense to himself.

"Yes already. It's up to you. Oh yeah I forgot to apologize about yesterday."

"On yesterday I understood. Maybe I was wrong too. I'm sorry too. Minal aidzin wal Faidzin."

"Such as lebaran. It's still a long time coming."

"And sorry you don't have to fit Eid. Who knows, tomorrow one of us will be called. His name is age no one knows," Ilyas spoke in a tone like someone was lecturing.

"Yes, thank you," the phone died immediately.when the intention was to forgive, but because it was turned off suddenly inside there was an urge to grumble.

Rather than be confused about what to do again, Yusuf took his bike and then drove off somewhere.his mind went more to Fitri tonight, but he felt he had no more chance. He realized he was a coward, so he felt he was not worthy of anyone.

Is it better to be single, huh ? Without a partner also if there is still age will also live. Actually there is a thought to be single, but he always dreamed of having his own children. He does not want to adopt, he wants to have children, if he continues to be single where he can have children if he does not play with women at night.

About there aren't people out there who are lucky? I want to meet while talking together. But you can get the right solution. Rather than just being stored on your own, it becomes an inner pressure.

The streets in the city that is not too well known make Joseph did not dare to drive a motorcycle some distance. He is lazy to ask people if he gets lost.

Heavy rain that came suddenly made him forced to take shelter on the terrace of a store that closed.when the sky was looking bright, he himself did not expect to be trapped in the swift rain that fell. Distorting both of his hands, he continued to stare at the rain which somehow looked extremely beautiful. For the first time in his life he realized that the rain was very beautiful.

Even so, he still hoped the rain would stop soon. He did not want to catch a cold this time. He hopes his health does not decline when he just started work in this new place. He hoped that everything would be fine, he kept hoping so while grumbling in his heart.