The Story of a Broken Man

46. Dandelion Liver

"He who is Yas? How strange it seems, "Hasan when he had the opportunity to talk to Ilyas immediately asked.

"He's my brother. Yeah, even though there's really no blood relation to her anyway."

"Step-bang?"

"More to see you on the street."

"What do you mean try? I don't know?"

"Earlier. This matter is none of your business. Why are you also dizzy," Ilyas was lazy to tell about him who ran away from home .

"Yes already," he then left as if to understand that Ilyas did not want his personal problems known to others including himself. After all, he thinks everyone needs something called privacy.

***

"Why bang?" When his phone rang he immediately said so without further ado.

"I'm sorry about that. I didn't mean to embarrass you, but yeah, all I did was make you want to."

"No problem. What the hell's going on being such a freak," Ilyas was still curious about what was happening.

"Where do you say it....."

"By the way, rather than dying curious here ."

"There was a call coming in from an unknown number. His voice was exactly like yours. Said you were in an accident and kept him in pain asking me for help. Anyway, his voice was convincing. I can't even think of anything anymore. Which I think is you, so I'm trying to make sure and it turns out......"

"Aren't I, are you?"

"I'm sorry to embarrass you. Next time I won't repeat."

"Liet down. This is not the first either. Don't worry too much, can you?"

"actually can. But yes, his name is natural if you are worried about his brother. Yes, even if we had no previous relationship, but I already consider you my sister."

"It's my number that I've been wearing that I love...."

"Wouldn't you like to apologize?"

"Sorry. But next time don't be too lazy. I'm not a kid to worry about either."

Phone's down.

***

Riski who was washing dishes looked dreamy. Today according to his calculations is the day that exactly two years ago he felt the saddest thing in life. Today is the day his father arrested the police for being caught in a case.

It felt like the world was about to collapse the next day when he left for school some of his friends who knew about it mocked him with such hurtful words. Though they were previously people who always approached him with various goals.

The toughest peak of all was that he was forced to move into the house he now occupies because his house was confiscated. After a few days his mother left him without any explanation. It felt like just wanting to die, wanting to meet with and then spill everything in front of him.

He doesn't understand the contents of his mother's head. Maybe he is not used to living hard so run away from reality then ensnare the man who will accept him. But that was only an estimate because he had completely lost track of it.

After all that he finally completely quit his school because there is no more cost plus he can not stand the hurtful talk. He ends up working in a restaurant with a secret of his past. They are afraid they will get the same treatment if they find out.

Even though it was kept secret, it turned out that there were some people who knew including Hasan. He actually heard when Hasan told Ilyas about him, he just pretended not to know. Better than a slip.

Actually sometimes he wanted to tell me about this problem, but the pain he had received made him reluctant. He knew Hasan was the one who was attentive to him, but every time he wanted to be honest his tongue felt stiff. Riski did not mind his stiff tongue when he wanted to say that, after all such a thing was not obligatory to be told to others.

Lately, inexplicably he always dreamed when his life was still visible without any meaningful problems first. Life sufficiency, a family that loves him very much, a family that everyone really dreams of.

Unfortunately, every time he dreamed so surely sweat filled his entire body plus he definitely could not sleep. The past can always make an irony compared to the present life. I just want amnesia. He did not want to live in the shadow of the sweet past. He wanted to forget everything that was no longer his.

***

Joseph after calling Ilyas still felt guilty. He was right, the phone number Ilyas used should have called first. How much he regretted his stupidity. Somehow , if it is about the business with Ilyas he can not think properly. He always rang the smell of blood left by his biological brother when he saw it in the hospital a few years ago. He still could not forget that day.

Though the next day he and his sister were supposed to carry out their plan to watch the movie that day it aired. Naturally, because his sister really liked the film when it was still in the form of comics. He even collected the comic in full. Because Yusuf was less fond of reading comics, he ended up donating to the needy rather than the broken. While his brother's clothes are still neatly stored. Somehow it feels not willing to take it off just like that .

When helping Ilyas at that time, he actually remembered back to his sister. Although their nature is different, somehow it feels like he found the figure of his beloved sister. Maybe that was the reason why he finally helped even allow her to live together and even wear his sister's clothes. Although actually he was very upset with him because he would do something strange to him. But still the sense of his sister who had long since never finally returned again with a different figure.

***

Riski later returned home planning to meet his father who is still being detained. It had been a long time since he had met his father. Probably about two months ago the last time he visited. It's actually better if almost every day he stopped by there. But his father, who asked not to see him often if he was often in the side, said he would not see him again. It was for this reason that Riski only occasionally came.

He felt his father still felt guilty about everything that happened . Almost every time he saw Riski visiting him he apologized. Something Riski thinks is unnecessary because everything is a game of fate. There's nothing wrong and right about this. Although at first he was also depressed, but he was finally able to accept the situation and continue to move forward . For him who passed, it is expected to return again is also no longer possible .

The important thing in the future is that he hopes that the events that once claimed everything he ever had do not happen again. He wants to live quietly in the future. He did not want his son to repeat the same thing. For this reason he wants to live even though a very terrible storm ever hit him without mercy.