The Story of a Broken Man

06. I want to get married

In an instant, pecel presented directly exhausted by Joseph, indeed if you are hungry any food will also be quickly eaten. Plus, he's actually not comfortable there. I want everything to end quickly.

"Pett the time you ate it. Tumben kali," Arif who was beside him was astonished.

"The name is also laper bro. Last meal last night. The stomach is empty. So yeah it might look like people haven't eaten how many days."

"Yes look around the place too dong. Very shy."

"I go first!," after he finished eating, Joseph said as if ignoring what the other person said he said.

"Where are you going?"

"You pray first. Want to repent, want to follow?"

"Lah first. I haven't finished eating," indeed, when it comes to worship, the nenundanya man likes it for this and that reason.

"Mr, here's the money. Pas right?" After handing over the ten thousand bills he immediately left.

In his heart he felt very very very because finally freed from the devil of the bastard under the guise of a pecel seller. Just look at it and it's normal to want to vomit. If only it had come by itself. He wanted to vomit in front of her. He was originally against hurting women, but this time was an exception.

Actually he was surprised too, when in the past he often had a change of girlfriend? but why did he feel harassed when there was a woman who wanted to open the sacred seal? Though now, he had found some boys in high school uniforms who even wanted to feel it? Was it not that time he...? why did that question come up again? Joseph who was praying was not solemn because of that thought.

He remembered Arif's perverted thoughts earlier. But it was natural to think what he was thinking, sometimes Joseph also accidentally thought of it as well .

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I can go home tomorrow by the doctor .

I'm really happy, finally anticipated.

The short message sent by Fitri after he prayed was very encouraging. He wanted to jump for joy, but refused to do so. Shame to see many.

...Congratulations, I'm glad to hear that....

I hope this is a good start for us.

Thank you, darling, for being patient with me

even though I know you're tired ,

but you've always been faithful to take time to see me .

I love you my dearest.

Fitri replied to his message with a phrase that is really so sweet.

Equally dear, take care of your health.

I love you my honey.

the answer that Yusuf gave was also quite romantic. The past experience was not in vain.

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Actually, during his hospital stay, Yusuf always accompanied him, trying as much as possible to be a dream girlfriend. Sometimes he feels incapable too. There are times when tired, there are times when emotions explode. But with all his might he always tried his best.

The thing that sometimes makes him feel like a bad boyfriend is that he does not know about Fitri's disease. It all felt like it was kept close to him. I don't know what the purpose is, but it sometimes makes him feel insecure as well. Although he tried not to think about it, but still thought.

Just yesterday he was told that he was told to stay away from Fitri because of his illness that did not allow him to recover. The sense of thinking things out is getting deeper and deeper.

Why is it so hard to get married? The former candidate even went the same affair , this one was told to leave his brother. I want him to protest about this and that while comparing his situation with others. But he refused to do. He did not know what he would prepare. He wants to think positively. He wants to be clear-minded, even though stress also thinks about it.

God, I just want to get married, I hope you make things easy. I don't know what plan I know your plan is gonna be the most beautiful thing for me.

In his heart, Joseph prayed sincerely even though in his brain there was a debate that should not happen.

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