The Story of a Broken Man

50. A loser?

"I don't want to be betrothed to my parents . Whatever happens, I just want to be with you. Please, take me where you go. I'd be willing if I had to follow you to the ends of the world though," with such a pitiful look, her voice held back in tears.

"What about the match? " Yusuf did not understand. He really doesn't understand.

"My parents were almost broke. The only way to get capital quickly is to match me up with a CEO who I don't even know who he is. I love you just the same."

"I want to take you away. But do you not fear the stamp of the ungodly child before God?"

"Why should I be afraid? While he himself created the scenario as if I was wrong. They say everything is arranged by the one above. I'm just a cast member" Fitri tried to convince her boyfriend.

"But I don't have enough to make you happy."

"When did I ask for your treasure? Since we met until now have I ever mentioned treasure?" Fitri looks angry .

"Never is. But as a man I have to...."

"Would you care now?" It seems Fitri doesn't want to hear more. He just wants answers that fit his purpose and purpose.

Joseph, if asked what he would do, would not answer him . But if you think further he is afraid that everything will become bad in the future. Why the hell should there be a match-making all in the modern era gini? According to Joseph, this is very old.

"You. I'll take you away after we get married. I will take you to a world no different from heaven . I'll give you everything you want."

"certainly possible. We have fought until now. I'm not going to make this a waste."

"It's up to you. I thought you would give everything for me. But in fact, I'd better take that match," from his face looks a very disappointment. Slowly but surely, his figure grew faded from Joseph's view. It was like chasing but unfortunately his legs felt very difficult to move. Wanting to scream was also useless, his voice could not come out as he tried to say a word two.

All you can do is cry while continuing to blame yourself that is too weak when it comes to romance that is on the edge. Want it if later reborn he will be a better figure than his current self. He blames himself for turning out to be a loser.

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"Most........... Picklock................."

While rubbing his eyes that turned watery after dreaming something bad he heard the voices of people shouting so. I wanted to follow her out to find out what was really going on, but her head hurt a lot. Be he just opened his eyes when people are busy looking for the thief on a day that has begun to dawn .

His mind kept on turning to the dream he had just experienced. With a mouth that occasionally yawns he keeps thinking about himself which he realizes is a loser. Ah, she had actually long felt that way.

He actually wanted to remove that nature. But how he doesn't know. After all, people say once a loser will forever be a loser. There is nothing worthy of him but death.

Joseph's death was no longer afraid. When the time comes, he will leave the world filled with those he loves. If he died by suicide, he would not. He does not want everything done to be in vain.

The dawn had not yet come when people stopped shouting at the vines. Joseph did not want to sleep anymore, he did not want to dream of anything bad anymore. But it turns out slowly his eyes began to close by itself however detained. In a quiet room, a human starts to dream again.