The Story of a Broken Man

54. Objectless

"Alright, what you think is right. If you want hope, if you want to continue, do not give up. Aren't you?" while receiving a glass of coffee drink Abang Fitri said.

Joseph was silent, what he said was true. Why should a relationship continue if there are parties who are still in doubt? It's useless too. However, Joseph had to be firm, otherwise he would remain miserable like that.

"Yes yes, if no one wants to talk about it anymore . Thank you for drinking it," the person who was spoken to by Yusuf immediately spent a glass of coffee that looks still smoky then immediately said so. It seems he already wants to go from there .

Because there was another reason to continue to be there, Joseph immediately left after paying for what he had ordered. Because there is no clear purpose, Joseph decided to go for a walk, but could also. After all, he has proven that with the streets he will find something new. I don't know if that's what obviously reduces the level of turmoil he has.

On a fairly quiet road, for some reason Joseph's eyes focused on two old figures who still look romantic. In front of his house made of boards, they both appear to be feeding each other like newlyweds.

Romantic times yes they are, anyone must be envious to see it. Maybe that's the definition of love does not know age, even older even more friendly. Joseph was glad to see it even though he was jealous himself. I want it to feel like at the age of twilight he can be like them.

It feels like a steady time, so later matedekin grandson was not a problem. Baper people if they see a partner of his age again kasmaran or maybe also to the newlywed couple. But have they ever baper ya see two people aged twilight still look romantic.

Want to actually photograph a moment like that, but because he did not know he was afraid that there were people watching constantly dikirain for what else he took photos. Because he actually does not know where he would have missed the opportunity just like that so as not to get into trouble.

Not felt, because it was not working he even to the point of not realizing it was almost half a day he was walking around without a clear goal. He realized that time passed so quickly as the sound of the Adhan began to be heard in every mosque around him. Actually between believe it or not, he even looked at the clock on his phone to make sure.

Before the prayer, he looked for a place to eat first. His stomach was hungry. The rice warteg that he ate this morning was apparently finished processing. It needs something to process again. After choosing a few places, he finally chose a baby meatball as his lunch menu.

After eating he immediately looked for a mosque to pray, but while looking for a mosque, somehow not far from there was a crowd of people , out of curiosity he also joined the crowd. Seen blood filled the outskirts of the road where apparently there had just been an accident there . A young man with a sweet black color stretched stiff near his motor that looked badly damaged.

For some reason, Joseph remembered his sister who experienced the same incident that might be the same as that person. Joseph somehow could not stand being there. He did not want to see the blood begin to clot, it reminded him of his sister who experienced such a sad event. He no longer wanted to remember the bright but very dark twilight of the day.

He decided to pray immediately and then go home, better so than to continue to see the face of the man who died on the side of the road. He wanted to sleep, no matter which nightmare would accompany him. He planned to go to the cemetery where his sister was resting. He wants to tell his complaints that cannot be spoken when dealing with others .

Somehow, when he had never almost wanted to go to the grave when he could not let his sister rest in peace, he said, but now if again there is a problem that can not be said to others he always comes to the grave to vent. No matter what people want to say, he is obviously happy. Plus he actually began to like the twilight that looks beautiful among the flowers that are blooming there. After all he realized, one day he would lie in one of the available places. Although he did not know where the land would be his place, it was clear that one day he would be there when the time had come .