The Sovereign of the Heart (Bern & Renata)

Bern 85's

At eight o'clock Renata finally woke up. After coming home from the hospital, he was like a person who was exposed to sleep magic. Renata had no recollection of anything especially after Bern asked him to take medicine.

"Away awake?"

Bern who had just finished taking a shower looked to notice Renata from the front door. He deliberately did not come closer, afraid of disturbing.

"What time is it?" ask Renata. His voice sounded hoarse and also heavy.

"Eight nights" replied Bern. "Lay first. Don't wake up right away. Your head will be dizzy."

"I'm not doing anything. Just a little bit of limp."

The eyes of the eagle Bern continues to pay attention to the movement of his future wife who is now leaning the body to the head of the bed. After making sure her hair was no longer wet, she immediately approached Renata while putting a towel in the dirty laundry basket. Arriving there, Bern's hand immediately stretched out to touch Renata's forehead, making sure that this woman is right is fine.

"Herne?"

"Yes. Wh why? You need anything?"

"Justin where?"

"I don't know,"

"Huh? Y-you don't know where our son is?" Strayed Renata was made by the answer of her future husband. His mind was instantly agitated. Strange thoughts also began to appear filling his mind cavity.

"Don't get angry first. I said I don't know because I don't know who took Justin away. Whether it's your father and mother, or even Karl and my cousins. It could also be that Justin is playing with Flow because I forbade him from coming here. I don't want this apartment to be noisy which will make you feel disturbed" Bern said with a smile. Funny to fuck this woman, too. Renata immediately panicked as soon as he replied that he did not know Justin's whereabouts. Hehe.

"Ck, you're this. You can't make people startled. I'll be worried" Renata protested, pursing her lips. Really yeah.

"Yes sorry. Next time I won't do it again" said Bern still withholding laughter. He then rubbed Renata's lips that were still pursed. "Justin is everyone's favorite. It is impossible for anyone to ignore it when our child is unemployed. You don't seem to know how adorable our son is."

"Justin is adorable." Renata smiles. He then frowned as a strange shadow flashed within his head.

"Darling, what's wrong with you?" ask Bern to panic. Immediately he cupped both of Renata's cheeks then looked at her carefully. "Tell me which one's sick. Hurry along!"

"Emmm, I .. nobody is sick. It's just ....

"What is it?"

"Bern, ever since I met you, I've had a lot of weird visions of something happening. None of the shadows could be seen clearly. Everything's pseudo. Why ya?" said Renata told Bern about the strange things he experienced.

Deg deg deg

Bern's heart was pounding so strongly upon hearing Renata's words. What's the matter? Could it be that Renata will soon regain all her memories?

(What should I do if Renata returns to her identity as Amora? Should I feel happy? Why does it feel heavy. Amora used to say that she wanted to be born as a human who had nothing to do with the Shin family. And if his memory returns, won't Renata remember who Mr Kendra and his three sisters were? How should I react?)

"Bern! Bern!!"

Bern's body was in shock as Renata shook his arms quite strongly. She blinked her eyes, puzzled as she continued to move her hands in front of her face.

"Bern, you're why. You're okay, right?" ask Renata worriedly.

"Oh, I'm fine." Bern took a long breath. He catches Renata's hand and then kisses her several times. This Bern did to help normalize his irregular heartbeat.

"If it's okay, why was it daydreaming?"

"We're getting married soon. Isn't being honest with each other that will make our relationship stronger?" said Renata softly. "Bern, just tell me what you're craving in your heart. If it hurts, just tell the outline. We are both adults. Act wisely. Okay?"

"You sure you want to know?"

"Too sure you don't, but I was hoping you'd share your sorrows with me."

"If it's related to the strange shadows that often come to your mind ... what would you do?"

Silent. Honestly, Renata is confused. However, he tried to deal with this problem with mature thinking. Rubbing Bern's right jaw, Renata nods to convince Bern that he doesn't mind hearing it.

"You sure?"

"Is that too painful?"

"I think it is." Bern sighed. "Darling, if I say that you and Amora are the same person, what would you say?"

"First of all, I'm sure I'll be uncomfortable with it. But on the other hand I'm sure you must have a good reason to go back to discussing this matter. It is undeniable that since you came and repeatedly mentioned the name Amora, I often get dreams and strange shadows. Whether it's related to Amora or not, but I believe there's something unfinished in my life. Including with Karl. I feel like something happened between the two of us!" renata replied no longer concealing the strange feeling she felt. Let it. If it is true that he has something to do with Amora, then Renata is ready to accept all the consequences. Painful or not, the fact is that they are indeed as bound in a plot of life.

"You want me to tell you a little bit about Amora?"

"Please let me know if you feel it's necessary. I'll listen to it."

Before further speaking, Bern lay on Renata's lap. He then directed the woman's hand to stroke her hair. Trying to reminisce with his affection with Amora three years ago.

"Amora comes from a fairly distinguished family. Unfortunately, that fact did not make his life happy. At the hands of her father and three sisters, Amora was treated like a stranger. They also did not give freedom as commonly felt by the conglomerate princesses. Amora as a servant. Even he was sold by his father in order to maintain the family company that was in great debt. Amora's life is very pity, dear!"

Silent. There was a kind of feeling of pain in Renata's heart when she heard Amora's life story. Very lyrical. And unfortunately it makes Renata like interested in getting into the pain of the poor girl.

"Before the fateful incident happened, Amora once told me that if God destined her to live again, she hoped she would not be born as part of her family at that time. Amora wanted to forget all the pain that had been looming over her for twenty years. He wants to be happy" said Bern, smiling wryly. "And now he gets it. God really granted what Amora wanted!"

"meaning?"

"Nothing to mean, baby. I just wanted to say that Amora was happy with her current situation. He is immortal along with our holy love."

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A clear liquid fell on Bern's eyelids. Renata crying. Difficult to explain. Suddenly she felt moved and sick after hearing the last sentence spoken by her future husband.

"Herne?"

"Yes?"

"I don't want to hear Amora's life story anymore. Can't you?"

"Why?"

"There is pain that strikes the heart. I'm not comfortable,"

Immediately Bern woke up then hugged Renata tightly. In his heart he gave thanks because finally Renata was no longer interested in finding out about his true identity.

(I'm sorry, honey. It's not my intention to cover up the truth about who you are in this life. I'm just helping you realize that you want to be born as someone else, not as Amora Shin. Again I'm sorry,)

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