The Sovereign of the Heart (Bern & Renata)

Chapter 4

"Sir, we've tried to do our best. But the difficult terrain made us unable to save Miss Amora. Sorry, Miss Amora we found dead. Due to the extremely swift flow of the river, it was likely that Miss Amora's head and face hit the rocks that passed through her. So ... his face is hard to recognize anymore!" said a rescue worker who had just finished his job.

It felt like Bern had fallen into a deep dark hole. Really, he couldn't accept the fact that Amora was gone. Yesterday they were still laughing and having breakfast together, but why are they now in a different world? What's the matter? What the hell is going on?

Late yesterday while Bern was busy at the company, he suddenly received news that Amora had been pushed down from the second floor of his house by Karl. To confirm the truth of the news, Bern immediately checked the CCTV in his house. But because at that time the position of Karl and Amora was slightly blocked by the wall, Bern could not see clearly whether they were fighting or talking as usual. Until shortly after Amora suddenly fell down in the condition of her back. As for Karl, Karl just stood still without any movement. His sister seemed indifferent to letting Amora fall before him.

Kalut, Bern no longer wants to watch the tape. He ran away from the company like a madman. Regardless of the crowded streets, he drove his car at an unusually high speed. Bern's goal is home. He wants to save Amora. But as soon as Bern got home, there was only Karl there. Bern's wrathful, that's for sure. Without more babibu he immediately beat him all out, no matter the brotherly relationship between the two of them. But it turns out that God didn't quite get there in hurting Bern's feelings. A guard broke up and reported that his sister, Flow, who was on her way to take Amora to the hospital, had a single accident that plunged the car into the river. And today, the second day after the accident, Bern must accept the harsh fact that the girl he loved so much has died. His amorah went away with all the love Bern had ever given.

Hosshh hosshh

Bern awakens after a nightmare three years ago appears in his sleep. With a breath of breath, he took the drinking water on the table and gulped it down to nothing. After that Bern leaned back to the head of the bed as he wiped the sweat that flooded in the face.

"Amora," ....

Bern's memory hovers over the incident after police and doctors declared that Amora had died in an accident. Refusing to accept, Bern proposes to perform a DNA test. Somehow his mind said that the body found was not Amora, but a woman who almost resembled him. Bern believes that because he did not see any torture scars on the body of the corpse. That's why he insisted on forcing Mr. Kendra to take the test. Finally after a considerable commotion in the hospital, Mr. Kendra was willing to do so. At that moment Bern was very hopeful that God would do wonders by not showing positive results on the test results. However, hope is still hope where God is the best determinant. DNA tests revealed that the body was Amora Shin, the youngest daughter of Mr Kendra Shin.

"Amora, whether you die or not, I will still consider you alive. Our love is still so warm, and I'm sure you feel the same way as I do now" Bern murmured, stroking his chest. It hurt a lot to remember the harsh reality three years ago. Bern's chest is like a pricked thorn that is very pointed. "Darling, since I have returned to this city by noon I will strengthen my heart to go visit you. But you don't worry. Whoever's in that tomb I'll still think you're alive. You are always with me, here, in my heart!"

After saying so Bern decided to take a shower. The clock is showing at six in the morning. He will be ready to go out to buy flowers that will be brought to the funeral.

Meanwhile, at the Goh family residence, Justin was seen whining disturbing his mother. The adorable boy was endlessly writhing at his feet, not letting his mother out of the room.

"Justin, what the hell are you doing. I want to help the nanny's aunt prepare breakfast for you. Please let me out for a minute, son?" persuade Renata to be surprised at the attitude of his son who suddenly fussed.

Justin why yes. He doesn't usually let me out of the room. Is she not feeling well?

"Mom, I'm here. Justin is still sleepy" whined Justin.

"Cursed?"

Renata frowned. He grew even more astonished to hear his son's confession just now. On a typical day Justin always wakes up at five in the morning, and never once has Renata seen him fussy like this. Really am.

Deg deg deg

Again, the debate came again as soon as Justin alluded to the figure of his father. Trying to calm down, Renata gently lifted Justin into her arms. After that Renata brought him back to lie on the bed. This kid seems to be nervous.

"Darling, can I ask you a question?"

Justin nodded his head. The jet-black bead stared intently at the mother's eyes.

"Justin is happy not to live with Mom, Grandma Nandira and Grandpa Max? Oh, with the nanny's aunt, too. Justin is happy?" asked Renata while menoel the tip of his son's nose is very sharp. And somehow Renata likes to do that. There was a kind of strange shadow where he saw a man who liked to poke at the tip of his nose when going to sleep.

"Happy, Mother. Good mother, Grandma Nandira is also good. Then Grandpa Max loved buying toys for Justin. If it's a nanny aunt .. umm, Justin doesn't like it. The nanny's aunt often forces Justin to eat. Justin is not. The nanny aunt was fierce," Justin replied mentioning one by one the reasons she was happy along with the person the mother meant.

Renata chuckles. The word that comes out of a child's mouth is usually honesty. And the reason why Justin disliked his nanny aunt was because this kid was so hard when asked to eat. That's why sometimes the nanny's aunt nags for fear that Justin will fall ill if he doesn't eat. Perhaps if it happened to other children, their mother would definitely not accept her child being angered by the nanny. But Renata, while not hitting then he can understand. After all, facing a child who has difficulty eating is the highest test of patience on the throne of caregivers. Renata also experienced this. That's why he can't be angry.

"Justin, after school you're not gonna go for a walk with Mom? We haven't seen a movie in a long time, and it just so happens that today I'm not at work. We go for a walk, okay?" said Renata did not want to let his son feel sad because he did not have a father. So he decided not to go to work to make his son's heart feel happy.

"Walk?"

"Yes. Justin wants to, right?"

"You want to. Yeyyyy, take a walk with Renata's mother. Yeiyy!"

Excited will be invited to go for a walk, Justin immediately woke up and jumped on the bed while shouting loudly. Renata who saw it was powerless not to laugh. He just let his son continue like that in the hope that the anxiety felt by Justin can be soon forgotten.

I'm sorry, son. I'm sorry I couldn't give you a complete family. Excuse me....

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