The Sovereign of the Heart (Bern & Renata)

Chapter 16

"How long will the results come out?" bern asked while linking to his ten fingers. She's so nervous.

After stealing some of Justin's hair, Bern and Cio go straight to the hospital that belongs to Cio's acquaintance. This was deliberately done because Bern refused to involve his family's powers to investigate the matter. Bern's heart was still held in disappointment, so decided not to wear anything related to the Ma family. It seems selfish indeed, but Bern does not care. For him it was enough disappointment that before, not now.

"Maybe one week," replied Cio. "Or even a hundred years."

"Oh,"

Cio. He then put on a thin smile. "Propsy. In this world, everything needs a process. Unless you want to involve your family. You don't forget that in our family there's some kind of group that can make a wish come true in an instant?"

"I'd rather die than get them involved!"

"Then be patient. The doctor who deals with this problem is an ordinary human being. You have to understand that!"

"Hmmm," ....

Bern took a deep breath and then rubbed his face. Really, this problem makes his adrenaline so racing. After an incident that he was accused of plucking his brain Justin, now Bern again made tense because he had to wait for the test results. Remembering that funny thing made Bern suddenly laugh. If it was true that Justin was his son, I don't know how happy his life would be. The little boy was very adorable with his silly behavior, making Bern so start to notice him.

"Hmmm, it looks like you're starting to go crazy waiting for the test results to come out, Bern!" cio who felt strange to see his cousin suddenly laughed to himself. Now they are in the hospital. It is impossible for Bern to see the spirit of the ngesot sisters.

"I just feel funny with Justin, Cio. He hit me himself, but he also accused me. Sometimes if you think he's funny too yes" said Bern still with a small laugh.

Cio seemed to squint his eyes when he heard Bern's words. He feels something is wrong here. Out of curiosity, Cio decided to investigate.

"Bern, don't tell me since your first meeting you never paid any attention to Justin. And don't tell me, too, now you realize that boy's funny. Is my guess right?" Cio started investigating.

Nasty, Bern couldn't answer. It is true that since his meeting with Renata, Bern only felt interested in seeing Justin's hair while running around. And that was just a glance because his eyes had been shifted and focused on a Renata. Reasonable. In the condition of the heart so missed Amora, suddenly appeared a woman whose face was very similar to her. Of course Bern's view will only be on the figure even though that day he had held Justin. Bern didn't care about the boy at all. He only looked at Renata.

Just this time I saw a prospective father who was not aware of the existence of his own son. Justin-Justin, I hope you'll be strong enough to have a father like Bern. If you feel neglected, just whip it at Uncle Bern. Guaranteed your father will immediately realize that you exist. Hihhhh.

"Let's go home. You don't want to spend the night in the hospital, do you?" said Bern invites Cio to go from the sickly house. He was tired, wanting to straighten his back for a moment.

"Go home and go home. Why there should be less wearing behind him anyway. Wonder!" sahut Cio grumbled. He then stood up, staring long at Bern while saying the last word before they parted. "Bern, this afternoon Karl came to see me. He asked you how you were doing. I know you don't want to hear this, but there's no harm in you trying to think about Karl's feelings. He's as tortured as you are if you want to know. So learn to soften up because after all Karl is your brother!"

There was no reaction in Bern when Cio talked about Karl. He is neither angry, nor hateful, nor happy. Just one, Amora. And after hearing the sound of Cio's footsteps starting to move away from there, then Bern took a breath. He then glanced at the back of his cousin who kept waving the peace flag so that his relationship with Karl could get back together as before.

"Sorry, Cio. I know your intentions are good, I appreciate that. But as long as I haven't found Amora's whereabouts, I'll never make up with that son of a bitch. Let it be like this" Bern murmured for a moment before moving from where he was sitting.

With a gontai step Bern walked towards the parking lot. Behind the sunglasses he wore, there was a surging sadness. The shadows as Bern carried the stiffened body of Amora back burst into memory. At that time, what was in Bern's mind was just how to make Amora breathe again. However, the fact from the doctor made Bern's world darken instantly. She can't believe her Amora left so fast. Then came a great rebellion in which Bern insisted that the body found at that time was not the corpse of his lover. Amora was still alive, and that belief carried over until this very moment.

"Darling, look at me now. My life is empty without your love. You know that?" bern muttered after sitting in the car. "We were met with a painful plan. Do you remember the first time we shared warmth? You gave me your crown. For me it was a truly unforgettable moment. We share love in the same bed. You hugged me and I hugged you. How beautiful that night was, baby!"

It is a very painful thing to remember the memories with someone who has been considered non-existent. Especially if this person is our first love. Surely the happiness felt in every minute will greatly scratch the soul. This is what Bern felt. She was happy and hurt at the same time and by the first woman she loved. Try mentioning. Pain like what else is able to replace the loss of a Bern for the last three years? There aren't. And the only thing that can reduce the pain itself is to reunite with someone. But could it be real? I don't know, only God can answer.

"Darling, I'm sorry that I'm focused on Renata now. This I did was to find out if that woman was your missing figure or not. I promise, later after my curiosity is answered and it turns out Renata is not you, I will go back to leave this country. I want to spend the rest of my life with memories of us. Yea?"

Bern smile. He drove the car out of the hospital parking lot. It's just enough like this. Despite Bern's great desire for Renata, but his love for Amora will still not be shaken. Armed with the sincerity of love Bern has, he convinces the heart to be patient waiting until the test results come out.

Amora, I love you. Forever ....

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