The soul mate YOU sent
Chapter 7 Flashback
After all the drama that happened. Mas Yayan's anger, his disappointment, my regretful cries. And all the turmoil in my heart that I finally expressed to Mas yayan. I feel so tired but there is a sense of relief because now I am not alone thinking about the fate of this baby. Mas Yayan will help me to tell my father and mother. My eyes began to open. The breeze of the beach makes it heavier, want to close immediately. The clock shows at half-hour one. Mas Yayan went to look for lunch and I prefer to wait in the car. Other than feeling tired, I was afraid of attracting the attention of the people who had seen the incident when Mas Yayan dragged me to the car. I immerse my body in the car seat and set the position as comfortable as possible. turning on the song player application from my phone, I chose an old song from westlife entitled "more than words". While listening to the song, I started to close my eyes. And the last thing I remember was Mas Damar coming up to me.
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The sky this afternoon looks beautiful, orange without the slightest cloudiness blocking it. The crescent moon peeked west.
Even when the sun has not fully set. The most beautiful sunset I've ever seen. Today everything feels so beautiful. Starting from thin clouds lined up to form like plaits of feathers on the wings of a very large bird. Also orange color streaks of sunlight that will sink. And the main character of this beauty is the sun. Immersed gracefully radiated a golden orange glow. Or it's just my feeling because I spent this moment with Mas Damar.
The smile never disappeared from my lips. Reluctant to go even if only to give this lip a chance to say a few words. Haha.. I'm really like an ABG in the heat. We have been together for more than five years. I turned my head towards Mas Damar who was beside me. It turns out I'm not the only one who's like a fool. Mas Damar was also smiling while looking at me.
"What the hell is a smile?", I blushed as I pinched Mas Damar's waist.
"You're funny yes, you have been dating for years can still blush, hahaha." said Mas Damar ended with a laugh.
"habise you see it very.", I said misbehaving. When we were with Mas Damar we spoke mixed language. Between Indonesian mixed with malang'an Javanese. That's because Mas Damar is more often work in Jakarta and bandung, so more often use Indonesian. So take it if you talk to the same people here.
"Here I go to sunset anyway, I'm looking at me all the time."(here I want to see the sunset right, I look at me anyway.), I say again.
"Habise is more beautiful you make seen, more pleasing to the eye, if you see it makes the heart calm." said Mas Damar while grinning. Talking like that very casually, while I who heard it was already misbehaving and blushing. Though Mas Damar from the beginning of dating did like to talk like this but I never feel used to it. It always managed to make me blush and misbehave.
"You are getting more and more gombale added g' karo-karoan yo, haha."(you are getting more and more days if the dreadlocks are becoming-so yes, haha.), I said while laughing misbehaviorally.
I felt the hand of Mas Damar embracing my shoulder and his lips just one inch from my ear, "You're just as fit as I think you've done ngegemesin tau, so pingin spoiled."
His words managed to herd the gallows from the nape to my spine. I shuddered by the sensani. "Apaan sih Mas, akeh wong iku loh, shy to know on ngliatin."((What the hell Mas, many people, embarrassed many who see.), I said with red cheeks extinguished while slightly away from the hug.
"Hahaha.., you're godain nyenengin yo, look, your face wes red tomato cake. From the date of the first date this zinc makes me miss you continue."(hahaha.., teasing you is fun yes, look, your face is red like a tomato. From the start of dating first that makes me miss continuing with you), seduced Mas Damar while pinching my cheek.
"Nyebelin tau'!", I said as I moved away from him. Her smile grew wider when I found out I was beginning to sulk. She knew full well that I couldn't really get mad at her as she put on a big smile that showed two dimples on her cheek. Duuuuh, saucy!. He's totally cheating. Always use the charm of his face to tease me.
"Back nang tenda yok."(back to tent yuk), take me while still pretending to sulk.
"New figure seduced by doang wes mo ngajak spoiled neng tent?"(the new cook is seduced once you want to take it in the tent?), the god again. The grin grew wider when I saw me start to step towards him while raising my sandals to throw at him.
"It was so tempting me!. Angine banter ki, oh tau!"(I love to tease me!. The wind is strong. Cold to know!), I shouted while wearing back the slippers I had wanted to throw at him.
Up near me Mas Damar put his jacket on me. "Your jacket is too thin, Put on mine wae" he said as he realized I looked at his jacket frowning.
"Keep you on opo?, just bring this jacket right?", I said as he zipped his jacket.
"I am strong, arek kui luweh man stronger than girl."(i am strong, boy is stronger than girls.), he replied while pinching my nose.
Her sweetness always keeps my heart warm. I could never stop smiling when I was with him. The little things he does, the little cares he gives, never seem to be bigger but make me fall in love with him even more.
I smiled and tiptoed to quickly kiss her cheeks. "Thank you", I said sincerely. "Balik nang tent wae yok. Lagian lek until you catch a cold mama Sekar will be angry nang me."(go back to the tent just yuk. Anyway if you get in the wind mama Sekar will be angry with me.), invite me while holding hands starting to move away from the beach.
"Don't you see the stars?"(don't you want to see the stars?), Mas Damar asked but did not hold back our steps.
"ndeleng press tent yo iso right. Luwih anget." (see from the tent can also be. Warmer), I replied, tightening my grip. We walk in silence. Enjoy the silence that feels good to us.
Our tent is not too far from the beach.
Not many camped on the beach tonight. But enough to make the atmosphere not quiet. When we arrived at the tent, we went in to warm ourselves. But we didn't close the door. I took the blanket in the backpack we were carrying. "Nih Mas, pack a wae blanket. No need to style adem. Just like I'm a bit of imaging area."(nih Mas, just use a blanket. No need to style cold resist. Just like I still want imaging.), I said jokingly while covering his shoulder. I rolled my hands back around his neck. Long enough we were in a position like this, until the first Mas Damar broke the silence.
"Dad and mother how are you?, isek angry lek weroh I invite you dolan?"((still angry if I find out I'm taking you to play?), he asked as he pulled my hand to change our position. Now I sit in front of Mas Damar between his legs, and he hugs me from behind.
"Yo you know. I was also tired of arguing constantly with them.", I leaned against the chest of his field. Looking up at him I asked, "You want to find a solution ben father lan ibuk want to bless us?" (do you have a solution so that your father and mother will bless us?).
Mas Damar looked back at me. Gently pecked my forehead and then looked back at the beach. Long before he started answering my questions. "I have a plan but don't know if you'll agree or not" he replied hesitantly. I kept quiet to wait for him to come up with his plan. Kuremas gently jambarinya to make sure that I'm listening. "I made you pregnant ae piye?, I'm sure they're not gelem will ngrestui lek weroh you're pregnant my son."(what if I make you pregnant?,, I'm sure?,I'm sure they won't let us know if you know you're pregnant with my son), she said later.
I was really surprised to hear that. My heart was beating so fast and hard that it felt like it was echoing in my ears. I don't know what to answer. I'm afraid to do something like that. But I don't want to part with Mas Damar.
As I was about to answer Mas Damar's proposal, I heard someone's voice calling me. At first the voice sounded very far away but the longer it was heard clearly. Simultaneously I felt Mas Damar squeezing my shoulders gently.
"Tan...Tania's...Tania.", the voice sounded very close. But it's not Mas Damar's voice. I blinked my eyes slowly. After a while I finally realized it was not the voice of Mas Damar, but Mas Yayan who tried to wake me from my first beautiful sleep after the disappearance of Mas Damar.
Tears came back when I realized it was all just my memories that appeared as a dream. Oh my god, I really miss him.
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