
It has been three days since the disappearance of Mas Damar, there is no bright spot where Mas Damar is now. I'm like the ark that the captain left behind. Disaggregated. Baffled. Fearful. Worrying. All the fighting went into my heart except happiness.
Today I'm sift morning. When I entered the hospital this morning I heard rumors of nurses from other divisions. About the patient who was in the accident three days ago. I don't know what kind of patient they're gossiping about. I'm not interested. Moreover, today I will be very busy with the two pediatric patients I treated will undergo a major operation. Strong determination try to immerse in the heart. I need to focus on work. There can be no mistake today. Especially in preparing the needs of the two children.
"Tan umak krungu not gossip about patients lakalantas zinc again hot?"(Tan you heard no gossip about the lakalantas patients who are hot?), asked Lani who is preparing some drugs and needles for the schedule of giving drugs to patients.
"Hemm", I'm not interested.
"Jarene wonge guuuuaaaaanttteeeeng looooo" (he said he was handsome lo.), continued Lani and there was not the slightest intention of me to respond.
"But unfortunately orange unconscious, wes telong dino push conscious blas, no hubris identity maneh. Koyok'e purse ono sengggasak right after the incident lakalantas."(but unfortunately the person is not aware. It had been three days not conscious at all, nor was his identity known. Looks like his wallet took the time of the accident.), Lani continued to talk even though there was no response from me. But this time something was stirring my curiosity.
"Kowe let's see the patient?"(have you seen the patient?), I was curious.
"Lha napo's? Underwork. Again busy-busy'e neng kene kok arep blarah nang ward liyo."(want what? Underwork. Again busy here why want to wander to another ward.), he replied with a grin.
"Ooo I want news by teko ngegosip anyway.", I understand.
"Hehe.umak se seng lack socialization, sometimes mbok yo melu nimbrung.", refuted Lani.
Had crossed Mas Damar's face but immediately I tepis. I don't want to think the worst happened to Mas Damar. Soon I finished my work so I could move on to the next task.
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One operation went well. The patient's condition is stable. I started to relax a little. There is only one patient who will have surgery. Those kids are great. They're so strong. Keep smiling to strengthen their parents. Unknowingly this hand has gently caressed the child in my stomach.
I also have to be strong for this kid. Had the worst happened to Mas Damar and he didn't come back. I will continue to fight with this child.
I put my foot in the hospital cafeteria. There are many other nurses who also want to eat lunch. Many other nurses I don't know just know their names and what wards they work in. I saw Zizah, Ratna and Samuel sitting at one table. There's an empty bench on their desk, I'll step my foot in there.
"I join yo", I said as I sat on the empty chair.
"Kok dewe Lani?"(where is Lani herself?), asked Ratna while adding a lot of sambal to her grafting meatballs.
"Wes lamented kro pacare."(have gone with his girlfriend.), I answered briefly.
"Wong-wong podo rame talking patient X, opoe toh seng dikomongno?"(people were busy talking about patient X, what the hell was spoken of?), asked Samuel not intention.
"Perhaps krono did not know about the incident koyok ngene mangange dadi horboh." (munkin because there was no such incident before so it became a scene.), said Zizah. It may be true, Zizah said. Because previously there had never been a patient without an identity, so it became a scene. Coupled with the physical that he said handsome and dashing so refuted the female nurse who talked about it.
"Kook at ae Tan?"(just shut up Tan), Zizah scolded me.
I replied with a smile, "Sir popo, again males ae. Rodok g' yummy." (it's okay, lazy again. A little unwell.
The conversation continued without any effort for me to listen. My feelings continue to be uneasy with no news from Mas Damar.
Exactly less than fifteen minutes of lunch break time runs out. I got out of the chair intending to go back to the nurse's room. "Rek I mbalek dik yo."(my friends come back first yes.), I say to them three.
"Iyo Tan, gawe ngasoh dik lah sek ono limo time las min. Ben did not add ambrok kum'e."(iya Tan, make the rest of the time there was still fifteen minutes. Let his body not collapse.), Samuel's chimpanzee asserted by Ratna and Zizah.
Only halfway there was a familiar silhouette of a figure behind me. I immediately approached the figure and sure enough. Pelita Hartadi or Lita, Mas Damar's sister was standing restless while occasionally looking at the screen of the pons.
"Nyari mbak, Lit?", greet me as I arrive beside him.
He turned his head in shock, it seemed like he was unfocused with the surroundings. "Yes Ma'am. Piye iki Ma'am? Mas Damar is still saying there is news. I wes nanyak-nanyak to temenku seng neng Jakarta ma Bandung sopo ngerti Mas again neng kono branch but not da who knows lo Mbak.",
"Singen tea with kene piye Lit? Have you tried calling?"
It was clear that Lita's eyes were very tired, swollen from crying too much. The face that was usually always cheerful and transmitted a carefree atmosphere to the surroundings now disappeared, replaced with a tangled look with a black circumference in his eyes. Implied worry and fear in her pretty eyes. As he watched his face tears began to pool in my eyes. Mas Damar's face was only younger reflected on his face. They are both so similar.
"Lit, have you reported to the police? Iki wes three days press the missing Mas Damar loh.", as hard as I can toughen my heart to ask.
"Papa iso reported Mbak, afraid of news spread that no." he said while bowed.
"Yowes I don't balek kerjo sek, mko bar mby kerjo we chat maneh yo. You mo wait opo piye?, rong jam ngkas I mantok."(yes I'm back to work first, later after I go home from work we talk again. Do you want to wait or what?, I'm two hours away from work.)
"I'm going to my house ae Mbak, I won't call you later", holding me for a while and he passed.